ย โ ย ย A ย STUDY ย IN. ย . ย . ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐. Built from long nights & unanswered prayers that were never heard. A man who learned at a young age that ๐๐ผ๐ฟ๐ธ๐๐ถ๐ธ ๐พ๐ธ๐ธ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ด๐ฟ๐ผ๐๐ธ. He is a ghost in the way he exists in a space; present, but never truly seen. His eyes are trained on exits, his ๐ก๐๐๐ซ๐ญ ๐ฅ๐จ๐๐ค๐๐ ๐๐๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ๐๐ข๐ฌ๐๐ข๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ข๐ง๐. A past that clings to him like ash, settling into his bones. He is tethered by dry humor & a solitude that feels almost ๐ฌ๐๐๐ซ๐๐. & then there is โ๐๐. She does not demand change; she does not reach into the abyss to pull him out. ๐พ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐, ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ & ๐๐๐๐. He is a winged instinct & she is a funeral pyre. He is not saved by her, ๐๐ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐๐ง๐๐ก๐จ๐ซ๐๐.ย
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โ ยท ๐ค ยท โ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ยทยทยท a collection of soup gone cold and blankets shared, the intimacy of being cared for when you are at your worst. genre: romance, hurt and comfort, soft angst, domestic.
You're burning up. Don't argue with me. Get back in bed.
I made soup. It's not great. Eat it anyway.
You should have called me the moment you started feeling like this.
Stop trying to get up. There is nothing on this earth that needs you upright right now.
I found three blankets and a hot water bottle. Pick your combination.
You look terrible. I mean that with so much love.
Let me take your temperature. Stop being difficult about the thermometer.
I cancelled everything. Don't apologize. I wanted to be here.
You fell asleep mid-sentence. I stayed anyway. I hope that's okay.
Drink the tea. Yes, all of it. I'll make more.
I've been checking on you every hour. You keep telling me to go home. I keep not going.
Your voice sounds awful. Rest it. We can talk tomorrow.
I'm not going anywhere. Stop thanking me for staying.
You hate being taken care of. I know. Do it for me anyway.
The fever broke. I don't think you know how relieved I am right now.
Sleep. I'll be right here. I'll wake you up if anything changes.
I brought your favourite thing from the place on the corner. Don't cry. Please don't cry.
You're a terrible patient and somehow I still want to be the one doing this.
I know you think you're being a burden. You are not a burden.
Let me sit with you. I don't need to talk. I just don't want you to be alone.
You tried to make your own tea and you could barely stand up. Sit down. I've got it.
I've seen you strong. This doesn't make you weak. It just makes you human.
You smell like fever and you still somehow look like everything to me.
Lay your head here. Right here. I've got nowhere I need to be.
I brought every movie you've ever mentioned. We have time.
You're mumbling in your sleep. I'm not going to tell you what you said.
I changed the sheets while you were in the shower. Don't make it weird.
You need to eat something real. I know you don't want to. Eat something real.
I've been sitting in this chair for four hours. I'd do it four more.
Stop apologizing for being sick. People get sick. Let me help you.
Your hands are cold. Give them here. I'll warm them up.
I found the medicine in the back of the cabinet. Take it. All of it. Don't negotiate.
You're not inconveniencing me. Taking care of you is exactly where I want to be.
I didn't know you got like this when you were sick. Softer. I like knowing this about you.
You asked for me. Out of everyone, you asked for me. I haven't stopped thinking about that.
The heating pad is on the lowest setting. Tell me if you need it warmer.
I'm not leaving until your temperature is normal. Make your peace with that.
You cried a little when the soup was too hot to eat yet. I pretended not to notice.
I've never seen you let anyone take care of you before. I'm honoured. I mean that.
Your hair is a mess. Can I? Is that okay? Let me just โ there.
You keep saying you're fine every time I check and you are so obviously not fine.
This is the third night in a row. I'm not going anywhere. Stop looking at me like that.
You're delirious and still trying to be funny. It's working. Please stop, I'm worried about you.
I learned how to make your mother's recipe. It took three attempts. Don't tell her.
There's nowhere I'd rather be than right here, even like this. Especially like this.
You always take care of everyone else. Just this once, let someone take care of you.
I left the light on in the hall in case you woke up scared. I remember you mentioned that once.
I'm here. I've got you. Just rest. Everything else can wait.
The ultimate affectionate gestures compilation (deleted post by fierymcmes)
Send one of the following prompts for my muse to reach out affectionately to yours !
Feel free to combine them ( example: send [ brush ] + [ push ] for my muse to brush the loose strand of your museโs hair our of their face and then push it behind your museโs ear ), reverse them ( example: send [ reverse + caress ] for your muse to caress my museโs cheekย ) and/or add details.
[ brush ] - to brush the hair out of your museโs face / eyes / forehead
[ push ] - to push the loose strand of your museโs hair behind your museโs ear
[ caress ] - to caress your museโs cheek
[ tilt ] - to tilt your museโs chin gently to prompt them to make eye contact with my muse
[ curl ] - to curl my museโs fingers under your museโs chin while resting a thumb on their cheek, not quite tilting but justโฆ holding
[ cup ] - to cup your museโs face with my museโs hands
[ place ] - to place my museโs hand over your museโs hand where itโs placed on my museโs cheek
[ boop ] - to boop your muse on the nose
[ Eskimo ] - to brush my museโs nose against your museโs nose as in Eskimo kiss
[ nose ] - to kiss your muse on the nose
[ palm ] - to kiss your muse on the palm
[ knuckles ] - to kiss your museโs knuckles
[ cheek ] - to kiss your muse on the cheek
[ lips ] - to kiss your muse softly on the lips
[ forehead ] - to kiss your muse on the forehead
[ lean ] - to lean forward and press my museโs forehead against your museโs forehead
[ pepper ] - to pepper your museโs face with kisses
[ eyes ] - to kiss your museโs closed eyelids
[ tears ] - to kiss away your museโs tears
[ wipe ] - to wipe away your museโs tears
[ gaze ] - to gaze into your museโs eyes
[ roll ] - to roll my museโs eyes at your muse affectionately
[ scalp ] - to massage your museโs head
[ pat ] - to pat your museโs head
[ top ] - to kiss your muse on the top of their head and then settle my museโs cheek against it while holding them close
[ chin ] - to set my museโs chin on the top of your museโs head while holding them close
[ hair ] - to place lots of short, sweet, messy little kisses to the crown of your museโs hair
[ run ] - to run my museโs fingers through your museโs hair
[ twirl ] - to twirl a strand of your museโs hair around my museโs finger
[ comb ] - to brush your museโs hair
[ braid ] - to braid your museโs hair
[ whisper ] - to lean close to your museโs ear and whisper something to them
[ tickle ] - to tickle your muse
[ cheer ] - to try to cheer your muse up
[ faces ] - to make funny faces at your muse
[ shove ] - to playfully shove your muse
[ hand ] - to place my museโs hand on your museโs shoulder / neck as a way of supporting / comforting / reassuring them that my muse is there
[ shoulders ] - to wrap my museโs arm around your museโs shoulders
[ massage ] - to massage your museโs shoulders and/or neck
[ soothe ] - to rub your museโs shoulders soothingly
[ rub ] - to rub your museโs back
[ body ] - to give your muse a full-body massage
[ snuggle ] - to snuggle to your museโs side
[ support ] - to support your muse with an arm around their waist
[ lift ] - to lift your muse up in my museโs arms
[ trace ] - to trace your museโs scar/s with the softest press of my museโs fingertips
[ ask ] - to ask your muse about their scar/s
[ scar ] - to kiss your museโs scar/s
[ back ] - to hug your muse from behind
[ rest ] - to hug your muse from behind and rest my museโs cheek against your museโs back / shoulder
[ rock ] - to hold your muse and rock gently from side to side
[ tuck ] - to tuck your muse against my museโs chest, covering them with the front parts of my museโs jacket / coat, in order to keep them warm
[ head ] - to rest my museโs head on your museโs shoulder
[ cover ]ย to cover your muse with a blanket / jacket / coat when theyโre lying down
[ drape ] - to drape a blanket / jacket / coat over your museโs shoulders
[ jewelry ] - to put a piece of jewelry around your museโs neck
[ tie ] - to help your muse do their tie
[ smooth ] - to straighten your museโs collar / lapel / brush a hand over your museโs clothes to smooth it out
[ feed ] - to feed your muse
[ drink ] - to help your muse drink
[ pull ] - to pull your muse down to sit on my museโs lap
[ bed ] - to push or pull your muse back on the bed when they try to get up
[ lap ] - to place my museโs head on your museโs lap
[ guide ] - to guide your muse to place their head on my museโs lap
[ hide ] - to guide your muse to hide their faceย on my museโs chest
[ help ] - to give your muse a hand when theyโre stepping up or over something
[ touch ] - to touch the back of my museโs hand to the back of your museโs hand as if inviting to hold hands
[ thumb ] - to run my museโs thumb over your museโs thumb while holding hands
[ hold ] - to hold your museโs hand and interlace our museโs fingers
[ fingers ] - to play with your museโs fingers absent-mindedly
[ nails ] - to tidy your museโs nails and/or do a manicure
[ makeup ] - to help your muse put on their makeup
[ shapes ] - to trace imaginary shapes on your museโs skin
[ pain ] - to kiss your muse where it hurts to soothe their pain
[ heartbeat ] - to place my museโs head upon your museโs chest, right over their heart, to listen to its beat
MOMENTS OF PEACE WERE FEW AND FAR BETWEEN FOR OLYMPIA. But she had always been used to the adrenaline rush accompanied by her job. It was what made her want to enlist and become a pilot in the Navy in the first place. Getting in a jet, even during practice runs, was exciting for her, and she craved that rush as she ascended into the skies. Flying made her feel free, until she remembered what she was in the air for. And then she was grounded again.
Despite her need to chase these highs, these days, she didn't mind the tamer aspects of her job as it meant she got to come home to Trevor. It was odd, the way things had worked out. SHE NEVER THOUGHT SHE'D BE WITH HIM. Not like this, in their honeymoon phase, the way new love always started, all sugary sweet and Cloud 9s. Not with how he attempted to burn the bridge between them by not telling her of his plans at the end of his contract, by leaving her behind like she was something to easily dispose of. Not with how angry she was with him when it first happened.
Olympia wasn't the type to forgive and forget. She'd bury her rage and let it stew for decades while she planned the perfect revenge. Yet, with Trevor, it was different. Beneath the white hot anger, that spiteful rage that made her keep carrying on and pretending everything was fine while wanting to hurt him like he hurt her, there was that sad girl who just wanted to be seen, understood, and most of all, loved. And so, she let his best friend talk her down and understood that despite Trevor's rugged exterior, there was a softness to him that was exposed around those he cared for. She witnessed it first hand through his attempts of winning her over, and eventually, she let that anger go and allowed him back into her life.
Now, they were in bed, his legs intertwined with hers as if to lock her in place, LIKE HE WAS AFRAID OF LOSING HER ALL OVER AGAIN, and she couldn't stop herself from smiling. A glow spread across her features as she contently wrapped her arms around him, feeling the warmth from his skin as she breathed him in, a kiss pressed to his shoulder. A faint pink blush appeared on the apples of her cheeks as he expressed his desire to hold her.
For the first time in a long time, Olympia was happy. Here, in his arms, the smell of coffee wafting through her apartment, breakfast waiting to be made. This was the kind of slow morning she relished, and made her heart feel complete.
โ I did see the waffle maker. It's adorable, thank you. We can definitely have waffles for breakfast. They're better than pancakes, y'know, since they catch the syrup and all. โ Not that she was in any rush to get out of bed, either. In fact, even if they'd stayed there all day, she wouldn't complain.
The hue of her cheeks deepened as he changed the subject to last night's activities before she tilted her head up toward him. โ Very. What about you? โ
Trevor took it upon himself to give her a firm squeeze, mostly to reassure himself that this moment was real for him. He was done running away, he was done letting his fears take over his life and decide how he should live. Right now, he only wanted to enjoy this moment with her.ย
When he felt the gentle kiss against his bare shoulder, there was a true and genuine smile on his features. Tracing idle patterns on his back with his fingertips, he glanced down to her as she spoke and placed a soft kiss on her forehead and then her hair. Trevor took a moment to breathe her in, and he could say with confidence that her scent was his favorite. The type of fresh and clean smell that brought him peace and serenity, almost as if he was standing on a beach, letting the wind brush against his skin. It was borderline addicting, and he wanted more.ย
โ I'm glad it's to your liking, Olympia. โ Trevor replied softly as he continued his idle patterns. Everything came to a halt when she asked the same question back, and Trevor chuckled before changing the position to where he was on top and she beneath him.ย
He took it upon himself to place kisses along her cheeks, leading to her jawline and then her neck, not to turn her on or start something he'd more than happy to finish, a simple act of showing that he adored her and was always craving her.ย
โ There aren't enough words in the world to describe how amazing it was. โ Trevor murmured against her skin before retracing his kisses back to her lips and letting them linger before pulling away. His arms caging her in on either side, however, if she wanted him to move, he would by her request.ย
โ I will most definitely want a repeat of last night later in the evening. โ He paused for a moment before leaning down to kiss her nose. โ That's if you want. โ The smile he wore was gentle as Trevor looked down at her, his eyes were soft as he took in the image of her. โ I hope you know, you are the best thing to ever happen to me, I'm not just saying that either, I mean it. โ
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" I think that the first time I heard that kind of phrasing. " a soft chuckle leaving tinted tiers , the boss. she's have to think about it but the blonde understands the simplicity of how that works . she appreciates the effort ; zodiac signs has never been her thing but she still nods listening and storing in the memory bank . " don't worry 'bout it , I couldn't tell you all that either but blue ? You know I see that. mine is orange or a pale yellow pretty too ." It was easy to spot , whether a sweater or something incorporating it in the little details.
she thinks there some psychology in that the reasoning has some significance or atleast she's read it on some magazine page before , but that not her field of expertise. a toned out or bright shade of it. she has to think , it nice having someone close her age to talk to.
Trevor was different in that sense of wanting to get to know her / where she was used to silence * a yes or will do wore the the type her father assigned to her detail , trusted sources which yes she was used to but it got exhausting where a conversation started and ended with whatever you think.
" nothing specific but how about this , tell me something completely random about yourself ? " she knows an icebreaker is not exactly totally thrilling but it feels simple enough a point to start for them better then a two truths one lie scenario , she was already comfortable maybe how easy going it is to talk or the expression given a relaxed smile that Ashley mirrors in her own way .
" let go together , sometimes they have a speciality of the day on the menu & totally not biased when I say this but it the best option if you ask me. " * okay maybe a little biased.
Listening to Ashley speak, he found her voice oddly soothing. He kept his hands in the pockets of his pants as he looked down at her. And the more he looked at her, she reminded him of a kitten; it was cute. Even to the point that Trevor smiled and managed a little chuckle in response to her reply about zodiac signs. โ From my understanding, blue and orange complement each other on the color wheel, right? โย
Oh Gods, was he flirting? He can't be flirting with a client.
Clearing his throat, he tugged on his collar, suddenly feeling warm. However, he couldn't tell if it was from heat or embarrassment. โ I mean, I think it could be a sign that our favorite colors go together, so this could be an interesting dynamic between us. โ Trevor wasn't sure if that was helping his case or not; either way, it was best to remain silent while Ashley spoke. When presented with a question, Trevor was able to gather his thoughts and give her an answer.ย
โ I'm embarrassingly good at the game Dance Central. I used to play it with my guys back in my shop, โ he paused. โ Sorry, gonna try to cut the military talk, what I mean by shop, I mean, just my office. Every Friday, we'd get drunk to the high heavens and just dance. โ Trevor explained, even blushing faintly at the image of it.ย
When Ashley suggested they go together, Trevor responded with a nod before gesturing for her to follow. โ Then I guess I have to go with your recommendation, but if I don't like it, you owe me. โ And Trevor will not specify how.ย
WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY HOW MUCH? it should serve as some sort of comfort that the man was clueless about what she meant, that he didn't immediately assume money was involved, because thinking it did further implicated that it was what he was here for. not that olympia would run around telling everyone of her financial situation, & the trust fund that awaited her when she wanted to open it. although, it also didn't take away from the fact that he could simply be there to reap the benefits of being with a military member. maybe he needed the insurance, or maybe he liked that he was being given housing. now, josephine didn't know what being in the military was like, but she could only assume that giving up his position as an NCO also meant giving up the benefits that being an enlisted member had. whatever the reason he was here, it was josephine's job to find out, & to terminate whatever this was before it became worse. BEFORE OLYMPIA FELL IN LOVE WITH HIM.
while olympia didn't bring many of her partners home with her, those caught in her bed who had impure intentions were simply bought away. though, her sister figure didn't know that josephine took part in this. it was just a sure way to weed out the people who didn't belong there, in olympia's life, where the good things were meant to be.
now, josephine wasn't even sure what this man was doing here. why he was even attempting to meet her. most people nowadays didn't care to meet their partners' friends until much later, when things were stable & they were sure that this was something that was going to last, not some fleeting affair that both parties would come to regret much later. meeting friends were seen as murky, especially when it was this early on.
she had to admit, however, that she was oddly satisfied when he cracked at the slightest bit of pressure. & perhaps even a little disappointed. weren't military members, even former ones, known for having nerves of steel? tsk. too bad, trent, truman, whoever you are. it seemed like she found the army's weak link.
jo smiled to herself, ready to dig the proverbial scalpel deeper, a surgeon eager to make the first cut. โ i'm sorry, was i not clear? โ the derision was heavy within her tone. โ let me lay it out for you in terms you'll understand. how much money is it going to take for you to pack your shit up & leave? again, that is. go on, tell me. money's no object. โ
Trevor sat with his thoughts as he held her gaze. Now he was feeling tense waiting to hear her answer, and what she meant by her words. Underneath the surface of the table, his leg was bouncing, an old habit he had when he was in service. And usually, this would be the time, Lucia Lugo would jab him in the side and tell him to relax or something along those lines. Or maybe his older sister would even poke him between the brows and tell him to relax.ย
However, whatever nerves he was feeling were replaced by something that made his body get hot. How much money is it going to take for you to pack your shit and leave? In that moment, Trevor wanted to snap; he wanted to crash out, but this was Olympia's person, just like how Louie is for him. At least the platonic sense, something about the Yang to his Grey from some medical show he enjoyed watching, but right now that wasn't the point. Right now, he is trying to fathom how in the fuck he was supposed to answer that.ย
Find your military bearing, Sinclair Trevor thought to himself as he was trying his best not to feel insulted by what she was asking of him.ย
โ I don't want or need your money. โ Trevor replied with the first thing that came to his mind that wouldn't offend her. โ And frankly, I'm insulted that you would even have the balls to ask me that. โ Yup. There went the military bearing he was trying to maintain. Right now, he was just talking with his emotions, and in his way, he blamed his employer for that. ๐๐. ๐๐๐๐๐ had a certain air about her that she always led her emotions, and logic was able to play a part in it, but she always went with her heart. Perhaps the CEO was running off on him.ย
Trevor could feel his jaw tighten; he wanted to hold back, but he was well past hiding everything and burying it down. He needed to be open and honest, even if Olympia's friend didn't give a damn. The only way to show that he changed was by going out of his comfort zone.ย
โ The whole reason why I left is that I'm a brooding, self-sabotaging asshole who let his own fears take control of his life. โ That was the simple way of putting it. Death had always had a way of taking people from Trevor if he liked it or not. Being the last Sinclair, then losing Lucia, what would it say about him if he ended up losing Olympia? How would he handle that loss? What kind of man would he be if he lost the person who reminded him of who he was outside the family legacy, outside of the person who reminded him that he was more than a solider; What would he do without Olympia? Hopefully, he would ย โ No amount of money is going to make me leave, even if the Army recruiters reached out to ask for me back, I'm telling them to fuck off because I love where I am, and who I'm trying to win back. โ There was a brief pause. โ So respectfully, don't ask me that shit again. โ
The recent hire had been handpicked by Sylus himself: it was obvious that he needed help ( especially when the twins seemed to cause more chaos than help these days! ) if the constant state of his affairs was anything to go by. Paperwork strewn all around his desk, bullets peppering the living room carpet, specks of dried blood on his most worn suits...
Well, that had been the case until she walked into his life. Professionalism to the max despite seeming to keep a friendly aura about her. He likes that about her, he can't help but think. It was one of the things that drew him to her upon hiring. The work is expertly done without there being a semblance of... Fear? It's such a common feeling towards him from most people he interacts with, that Sylus barely notices it. But not with her. Not towards him, at least. It's nice. It feels like there's the opportunity for a semblance of normalcy. Or, well, as much as possible considering who he is.
His back is towards the door, annoyance obvious on his expression as he speaks on the phone. โ No, I've told you before and I'll tell you again even though you know I hate repeating myself: I want it done by tomorrow. โ The knock is almost inaudible against the voice in his ear, but considering the time, despite the few minutes past the scheduled hour, he knows it's her. โ Come in. โ
He hears the door opening and closing, only turning towards it a full minute after Rosalie is inside. His expression doesn't change, and Sylus knows that it might cause concern if he keeps his upset nature about himself. โ Get it done or I'll do it myself and you won't like what happens if I have to be the one getting my hands dirty. โ The click of the call ending is audible in the quiet room and the second he sets the phone on the desk, Sylus' expression is quick to change. It's a polite relief, a smile that graces his lips, so unlike the frown he sported only moments before.
A laugh at her greeting. Small, short, though still warm all the same, a hint of amusement as he greets her in return. โ Good morning, Rosalie. โ He finally stands, hand running through his hair as he makes his way closer. โ I see you're a few minutes late. I do hope trouble didn't find you on your way here or that anything is wrong with uh - Kal-Kalmiya? That's her name, right? โ He's perfectly aware of her daughters name, simply choosing to not display just how much he's memorised lest he spooks her into quitting. She's too good at her job ( and handling him ) for him to let her quit. Though his concern is clear and obvious, he's far from upset at her delay in getting to work. He knows how difficult living in the n-109 zone can be. The worry on his expression is true.
โ I have a few errands to run. Dry cleaning and a couple of things I need to buy, so not really. I can do these things myself, unless you'd want to tag along. I should warn you, though, I do take my bike normally. โ
One thing about Rosalie Atlas is that when she did her work, she did it well. Work was one way to distract her mind from the thoughts she had often, at the thoughts that bothered her and led her to much darker places. Letting her mind wander, as Sylus was on the phone, hazel eyes glanced at him once, and then her mind driftโ โ โ โ โ โ โ as she let her hands rest in front of her body. Fingertips feeling the material of her clothing as she was making a mental note of what she needed to do for the day.ย
When it came to conversations that did not involve her, Rosalie was the master at disassociation, unless it was a conversation that she needed to listen to. When her name was called, Rosalie finally met his eyes again, and the neutral expression she had shifted back to a warm, gentle one. For a brief moment, she rocked back and forth on the heels of her shoes. Right when she was able to speak, Rosalie paused.ย
He remembered her daughter's name?ย
For a brief second, Rosalie felt her heart skip a beat. Maybe it was because she was used to the past and how people treated her life as if it wasn't worth discussing, but something Mr. Sylus was at least making an effort to remember something about her, let alone her own daughter's name, made her feel all warm and fuzzy inside. It also didn't help that men like Sylus, at least what was displayed, were the usual type of man she'd go for. Even her sister ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ said that the way Rosalie described him to her was the picture-perfect guy that'd be in a romance novel. However, Rosalie was past that point in her life where she'd look for romance; it was better to focus on her daughter, her job, and that Mr. Sylus was taken care of.ย
โ Oh. Um, Kalmiya was just a little fussy before I left; she likes me to sing to her. And this time, she wanted me to sing twice. โ Rosalie paused, realizing that Mr. Sylus had asked her a question, which was referring to her daughter's name. โ But yes! That's her name, Kalmiya or Kallie works. โย
There she went again, rambling when it wasn't needed. Giving her head a gentle shake before clearing her throat. Rosalie was grateful that Mr. Sylus decided to move on with the conversation. Almost by muscle memory, Rosalie took her phone to take notes on what he needed to do. Chewing on the inside of her cheek, her brows furrowed together when he said he could do it by himself.ย
โ Hey, now what a minute, Mr. Sylus, โ Rosalie began to say. At this point, she was in work mode, and the whole point of her job was to help him. โ I can go and get your dry cleaning and whatever else you need. I mean, that is the point of me, right? โ She asked with a small tilt of her head. โ I can also drive you; it can be your car or mine. โ Then again, the idea of being on a bike did seem appealing.ย
โ But if you really want to take your bike, I don't mind either. As long as you have a helmet for me? โ
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ONE. [ RECOMMENDED LISTEN : BIG JET PLANE BY ANGUS & JULIA STONE ]
THE SUCCESS OF A MISSION WAS THRILLING. THERE WAS NO DENYING THAT. Even if the objective was something Olympia, better known as Spade during these assignments, would consider a cakewalk.
She was the last aviator to land her F-18 as part of her mission objective was to ensure the squad was able to return to the carrier. Once their arrival was confirmed, and the skies were clear of any bogeys headed their way, she positioned her jet to land and did so smoothly on the deck, maneuvering so the aircraft was parked where it needed to be. Once the jet was settled, she shut off the engine and opened the canopy for herself and her back seater, Catarina Caswell ( callsign : Galaga ), to exit.
After she and Cat have exited their F-18, they were met by several of their fellow squadron members, as they gave each other hugs and celebrated the success of their mission. It was mostly people Olympia had already known from their brief training on the mission, though from her peripheral, she could see the other personnel who were attached to the same assignment seemingly waiting for the celebrations to die down so they could debrief.
Olympia tried to focus on the group in front of her, but the longer she did, the more she could feel someone looking at her. She caught his gaze for a brief moment before he looked away.
Eventually, the fighter pilots moved inward toward the ship's command center and reunited with the others. Olympia was facing him, the man who had been looking at her, and she surveyed his uniform to get an inkling of who he was. Sinclair. A Sergeant.
She took off her gloves, tucking them beneath her upper arm as she shook his hand first ( a firm handshake, at that ), then the rest of his team's. โ Great job down there, โ she said with a nod before linking arms with her wizzo and disappearing into the small crowd. Even as she walked away, she could feel his lingering gaze on her.
TWO. [ RECOMMENDED LISTEN : NO.1 PARTY ANTHEM BY THE ARCTIC MONKEYS ]
NIGHTS WHEN SHE WAS OFF THE NEXT DAY WERE ALWAYS FULL OF FUN, TYPICALLY SPENT AT A BAR NEAR THE BASE THAT THE MILITARY PERSONNEL FREQUENTED. A bunch of her so-called battle buddies were already there, littering the space. Most were out of uniform, sporting regular jeans and shirts, with some guys wearing jerseys of whatever football team their home state or families represented.
Olympia herself was out of her usual NWUs, trading them in for a t-shirt and a pair of jeans, nothing too extravagant considering she was just going to an off-base bar. Given that Catarina was her WSO, the two women had most of the same days off, and Cat accompanied her to the bar though she wasn't too thrilled about it.
She was sitting at the bar counter beside Cat, who was talking her ear off with complaints about how rundown the place was ( within earshot of the bartender, which made Olympia grimace but didn't exactly say anything โ to be fair, nothing was really worth saying to Cat considering the blonde would just brush her off ) and comparing it with places she'd been to when she lived in New York, back before she joined the Navy as some sort of fuck you to her family.
As Catarina talked, Olympia surveyed the area, as if to take inventory on who was there with them that night. She wasn't one to shy away from socializing, and she was always eager to get to know those who served with her. It was a good way to build trust and camaraderie among her colleagues, after all.
Her forest eyes scanned the area and as she turned to look over her shoulder, her gaze landed on his, already looking back at herโโat least, for a moment before he inevitably turned away. THEY DIDN'T INTERACT MUCH, ASIDE FROM THE MISSIONS THEY WERE ASSIGNED TOGETHER OR THE HANDFUL OF TIMES SHE NEEDED SOMETHING FROM HIM. She let her gaze linger for a second before turning back to Cat and her seemingly endless need for attention.
THREE. [ RECOMMENDED LISTEN : ORBITER BY NOAH KAHAN ]
SHE KNEW IT WOULD BE A BAD IDEA TO TRACK HIM DOWN WHEN HE ABRUPTLY LEFT. After all, she'd always figured that those who disappeared didn't want to be found. Far be it from her to chase after a man who'd shown that she wasn't important to him by any means. Not enough to have said goodbye to before his contract ended and he left the base they worked at, not enough to even have told her that he was set to leave just as they were starting to get close. But she couldn't just forget about the unfinished business, and she found it especially difficult to swallow the idea that Trevor just simply didn't care about whatever it was that was growing between them when he left the way he did.
When she did find him, all thanks to his best friend Louie Kim, there weren't any happy reunions. Instead, she was angry. A carbonated bottle vigorously shaken, ready to explode. Angry that he left. Angry that he didn't even say goodbye. Angry that he had started a whole new life for himself and didn't think to include her in it. Sure, they weren't together, they'd never even so much as talked about how they felt about one another. But she thought there was something unspoken between them, like some sort of invisible tether.
The aftermath led her to be silent for days, only speaking when needing to and simply trying her best to focus on work and the things in her life she could control. She had it in mind that she wasn't going to ever see Trevor again, that she would let the wounds heal and never pick at it, and she would once again learn her lesson from wanting people who leave. Perhaps she should accept that her story would be people leaving her over and over again. Her parents, Antonio, now Trevor.
In an effort to do something different, to break the routine that was keeping her feeling stuck, she was in a new coffee shop. She had the day off and so she found a place somewhere further away from base, advertised to have the best tasting assortment of coffees.
She was waiting for the barista to prepare her order when she felt it. The goosebumps along her skin rose as she felt someone looking at her. Her gaze lifted from where it was fixated on the floor, and her forest eyes found themselves briefly staring into Trevor's own hazel hues until he looked away and took a sip of his own coffee, his attention seemingly turned toward the window of the shop.
Her heart sank to her stomach, the flattened line of her mouth turned downward into a frown. She grabbed her coffee when the barista called her name and promptly left, practically sprinting out of the establishment and into her car.
FOUR. [ RECOMMENDED LISTEN : LOVELY DAY BY BILL WITHERS ]
THE MORNING LIGHT LEAKED INTO THE BEDROOM. It was one of those rare mornings where Olympia was not the one to wake first. She didn't have work the next day and stayed up way too late the previous night on a recipe hunt for something new to bake that week, and had wore herself out enough that her body's natural alarm clock didn't even try to wake her up at her usual time of four in the morning.
So, she stayed in bed, fully covered by the duvet that hid her entire body, leaving only the top half of her head exposed. She was sleeping soundly, lying on her stomach, cheek pressed against the pillowcase until an alarm she forgot to turn off sounded.
With a tired groan, her right arm reached for her phone on the nightstand and swiped on the screen to turn the alarm off, before she pulled it back to her side. She let out a soft sigh as her left hand moved to wipe the sleep from her eyes, before opening them to find Trevor looking at her, watching as she woke herself up. A smile formed across her features immediately. โ Mornin'. โ She reached for him, her palm resting against his cheek.
He said good morning back and took her hand, moving it only so he could press a kiss on her fingertips before enveloping her in an embrace. In tandem, Olympia rolled over so she was facing him, a leg wrapping around his waist as she pressed herself against his frame, seeking the warmth of his skin and his scent, as if she needed proof that he was right there with her.
โ Five more minutes and I'll join the world of the living, I promise, โ she spoke softly against him as she shut her eyes.
FIVE. [ RECOMMENDED LISTEN : JUST LIKE HEAVEN BY THE CURE ]
THEY'RE SITTING ON THE HOOD OF THEIR RENTAL CAR IN ARIZONA, PARKED IN THE LOT OF A SMALL AIRPARK. They were visiting a family friend of Olympia's, a woman named Eliza Carpenter, who was a now retired Naval Aviator who owned her own plane, which she allowed Olympia to borrow from time to time in order to practice her skills and appease any appetite for being up in the air when she wasn't attached to any special assignments. Since her parents died and her previously estranged uncle took over her care, FLYING HAD BEEN THE ONLY THING THAT MADE OLYMPIA FEEL ALIVE. That was, until she met Trevor.
It was, of course, Olympia's idea to visit Eliza. She practically owed her military career to the older woman, and a visit had been overdue. Olympia would not have been a pilot, much less a Naval Aviator, had it not been for Eliza's guidance and the summers they'd spent together beneath Arizona skies.โ โ โ She wanted Eliza to meet Trevor, because at least then, there might be one woman in her life who liked him for her.
The other thing Olympia had learned during those flying lessons was that Arizona had the most beautiful sunsets. The sky's pink, blue, violet, and orange hues all mix together to create a gorgeous mosaic, a masterpiece created on the world's largest canvas. When they were on their way to visit, it was one of the things Olympia had talked Trevor's ear off on, constantly telling him about how she couldn't wait to show him how perfect the skies looked.
So, there they were after an afternoon of flying, parked outside of Eliza's hangar, lying on the hood of a small rental as the skies changed above them, looking like fresh cotton candy.
โ Isn't it pretty? โ She asked him, her eyes not leaving the skies for a second as she continued to watch.
There was a beat before he answered, when instead of continuing to look at the skies, his head turned toward her instead, studying the amusement in her face. โ Yes, โ he said when he finally spoke.
She felt her gaze on him, and looked away from the skies above them. โ I didn't bring you here to watch me watch the skies, my sweet. I mean, come on, we don't have sunsets like this back home. Humour me for, like, ten more minutes, will ya? Then we can go get dinner. Wherever you want. โ
โ โ โ In case it's not obvious, although Olympia is recounting summer memories, this is set during the winter because you will get skinned alive if you sit on the hood of a car in an Arizona summer.
Heeeeeeyy, so first off: memes aren't relevant but y'all know me. I always gotta meme, ANYWAY.
Lil activity update, I've been feeling very....not too good. Like physically I'm fine! Mentally I'm just kinda bleh. I've been doing things offline that can hopefully get that spark back. I've been putting things in drafts so when I get that feeling again so I can write things. So, I apologize for suddenly poofing away. I promise I'm not ignoring anyone, I just need to find my center and go to my happy place.
If y'all want the โจ๏ธdiscordโจ๏ธ let me know and I can IM you it. Anyway, I'll be around, most likely lurking.
Heeeeeeyy, so first off: memes aren't relevant but y'all know me. I always gotta meme, ANYWAY.
Lil activity update, I've been feeling very....not too good. Like physically I'm fine! Mentally I'm just kinda bleh. I've been doing things offline that can hopefully get that spark back. I've been putting things in drafts so when I get that feeling again so I can write things. So, I apologize for suddenly poofing away. I promise I'm not ignoring anyone, I just need to find my center and go to my happy place.
If y'all want the โจ๏ธdiscordโจ๏ธ let me know and I can IM you it. Anyway, I'll be around, most likely lurking.
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