Long Beach Antique Mall II

i have to be more creative and really feel into these thoughts and make them happen. its hard but the outcome will be worth it

listening to western music makes me think of the time i lived in phelan with elizabeth, full of regret i was you her then to see the beauty that was. i miss the high desert there was this sort of spirit among the people and a stillness at night which i loved. me and liz visited these 2 abandon places. one a abandoned one story house, at one point the roof had collapsed due to the house being mistreated. i wonder why the owners left, there was clothes all over the floor it was like they left in a rush. i forgot the color of the house but it was placed in the middle of a huge plot. it was about a ~10 min walk from my high school and next to it was this abandoned swimming pool. when the swimming pool was dry we would lay down in the pool and get high off my wax pen, me liz and laura. another place that i sadly only got to see once was this bus graveyard it was this huge parking lot filled with graffitied busses and large trucks ect. god i miss this so much i wish i had the eyes i have now.

and the darkness softly screamed

him : you wouldn’t see much

But it's truly, truly a sin

cried today because life is beautiful