люблю как бог... ебу как диавол...

hi im yasha you may have seen my post going around! long story short, i am really really close to securing an apartment with a friend, but i do need another 170$ to pay my part for the first and last month. i'm so so close to getting out but i just don't know where to look, so i'm opening up comms a little earlier than i planned! you can find examples of my work in my art tag (listed in bio) or through my ko-fi!

contact me here on this blog or through my ko-fi dms :) and if you would like to just donate to the cause of me GETTING OUT!! GETTING OUTTTT i would really appreciate that too <3 thank you to everyone!

(O7/03/26) Survival is harrowing in Sudan's human rights crisis for everyone, but especially women and queer kinfolk. I have been friends with the camp leader, Abdul, since June of 2025. I am happy to know of his survival but understand and mourn that his people are starving, not living.

At the time of posting, it has been over 24 hours since anyone has eaten. They are at zero funds.

With evidence below, Abdu has informed me that their expenses are nearly 100 USD a day due to scarcity. So, the number he gave was 600 dollars a week. The lowest goal, then, approximately 2400 for one month of food.

Reasonably, I will set their goal at 2800 for the month of July. The nature of these posts, is that as funds are expended, goals are harder to track. But I implore you to donate and share his gfm with some of this info, far and wide if you cannot donate. Please do not ignore when 5 dollars, 10 dollars, 50 dollars can add up to save vulnerable human lives. Black lives still matter. Trans people are real human beings who deserve safety.

please do not ignore the voices of these people, if you can, donate as much as you can.

i have a file or folder on my pc that i want to share with other people. let's call it gayshit.mp3

unfortunately gayshit.mp3 is 750mb and im not paying for discord nitro so i need another way to send it

i put it into qbittorrent and it makes a torrent file. this is essentially a very small file that points to gayshit.mp3 so other computers can find it. kinda like a treasure map

i send this tiny file to my friend, who loads it into qbittorrent. their computer takes a moment to find mine over the vast expanse of cyberspace and then (as long as my pc is running and the file is still where it should be), it gets copied from my hard drive to theirs

this is the cool part: if somebody else loads that tiny file, they can download it from both of us. if i'm offline but my friend is on, the third person can still get it. this also means that if two people have separate halves of the file, they can download the other half from each other. as long as some combination of people have the pieces between them, they can all have the whole thing.

crucially this does not require a server!!! you can just upload the file to a few people and as long as they keep it, it's still accessible. as long as somebody, somewhere is still connected, it's available forever. the only way it goes away is if everybody disconnects from it.

I'm hyper focused on rent. Especially after some fatigue spells after a ptsd episode.

It is due June 7th.

My fee is 432 before I renew.

Cash and pay are both agenderdread.

V_nmo is deejwalker365.

Kofi is forwardalways21.

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I have 9 days so I am hopeful!

Can anyone help me get a bit more food? I am also in the negative just a few cents from a transaction and will face a fine when the week starts again.

I don’t really care for the dimorphism.

So… hopefully I can get through the other 2 species but for now I only have the fire dragon.

hi so i hate to reach out for donations or handouts but i am genuinely in such a dire situation that i have put off for FAR too long and am in need of financial help while i am waiting for calls back on jobs. i need food and gas money desperately before malnutrition becomes a serious issue.

at the moment, there is no stable income at my mother’s house (there is money but just enough to pay bills) and we are relying on a food pantry and whatever little money we can save up for food. i live with two disabled adults (my mother who is diabetic and my grammy who has multiple sclerosis) and we are all experiencing some level of malnutrition due to the lack of food in the house right now. my mother recently had to go to the ER because the lack of food available was causing her complications with her diabetes (she is out now luckily). ive been fasting to avoid eating things that they could eat.

on top of all this, my dad’s water has been shut off and we have been on the verge of eviction for MONTHS because he got fired from his job. i am in desperate need of gas money so i can start the process of moving out before something genuinely happens.

sadly, i only take cash app because that is the quickest way to get me usable money

Anything helps.

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