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           When my wife Traci begged me to bail her little brother Trey out of jail a fourth time and let him stay with us, I was more than reluctant. We’d given his sorry ass so many tries and I honestly wanted to square up with him and knock some sense into his head. However, he was my wife’s only sibling and the uncle to my two daughters. So I gave in and bailed him out, and I even let him crash on our sofa until his trial date. My wife thought I was doing it out of my love for her, and I admit that was a small part of why I did it. The biggest reason why I did it was so that he would owe me and owe me big. There was gonna be a cost for his actions and he had no idea how big that cost would be.

           Traci and the girls went out of town to visit her and Trey’s parents for the weekend. Since Trey had to wear a court ordered ankle monitor and couldn’t travel more than a mile away from our house, I told Traci that I’d stay behind and keep an eye on him to make sure he stayed out of trouble. The moment her and the girls left, I put my plan into motion for that night. If it all worked out, I’d be getting a benefit for the cost of taking care of his sorry ass.

           “Trey, hang up the phone,” I told him as I stepped into the living room.

           “In a minute,” he said without looking at me. He resumed his conversation on the phone and I walked over to him and snatched his iPhone out his hand. “Yo, what the fuck are you…”

           “Shut up.” I put the phone up to my ear and told whoever was on the other line, “He’ll call you back later.” I hung up on them and put his phone in my back pocket. “I’m gonna keep your phone for the weekend.”

           “What? Dex, why are you trippin’?”

           “My house, my rules. If you don’t like it, then go sleep out in your car or better yet violate the court order and spend the weekend in jail.”

           “My sister ain’t gonna like this when I tell her.”

           “You tell her and not only will you be out of here, I’ll kick your ass before I throw you out. I spent my hard-earned money on your young and dumb ass. Not only did I have to bail you out, I had to get you a qualified attorney for your trial. Do you know how much money that cost?”

           “I already said thank you.”

           “Yeah, but I don’t like the way you said it.”

           “What?”

           “Boy, you heard me. Now, you’re not in a jail cell with some ruthless ass niggas because I helped you. And since I helped you big this time, you owe me big.”

           “What you want me to do, man? You want me to clean the gutters or some shit?”

           I laughed and told him, “You wish. Nah, I got some other shit planned. Trey, I got some shit planned that’s really gonna…” I stopped myself and said, “I need you to pick me up some stuff from the CVS up the street.”

           “Why can’t you get it?”

           “Because, I asked you to get it.” I pulled the list of items from my pocket and handed it to him. “Get everything on that list.”

           “Uh…okay. But I’ma need some money to get it.”

                                        Me (Dexter Holmes)

           I pulled out my wallet and gave him two twenties before telling him, “Bring back my change, too.”

           He stood up and asked, “Why couldn’t you go and get this stuff?”

           “Because I’m going to the gym and it’s not in that direction. I’m going straight to the gym and then I’m coming back here. Your ass better be here when I get back or you’re gonna owe me even more.”

           “Dexter, I understand I fucked up but…”

           “You fucked up big.”

           “I know and I’m sorry. How many times do I have to say that? I apologized to you, my sister and my nieces. Traci, Denise and Tamara forgive me. How come you don’t?”

           “Because unlike them, I can see through your bullshit. Boy, you can’t fool me. I knew you’d turn out to be a sorry piece of shit back when you were fifteen and I first started dating your sister. Seven years later and you’re still getting into trouble and relying on others to help you. Well I’m here to tell you now that your luck done run out. Yeah, you might actually change your ways after tonight.”

                                                Trey Michaels

           The way he was looking at me told me all that I needed to know. I’d gotten into his head. I’d put some degree of unknown and possibly fear into his mind. I waited until he was gone before I grabbed my gym bag and headed out myself. When I got to the gym, I headed into the locker room and changed into my workout clothes. After bench-pressing, I did a little cardio but not too much. I had to make sure I’d be energized and ready to break him in. And by break him in I meant fuck the living daylights out of him.

           You see, I hadn’t fucked another man since my college days. I played football in college and just like with my high school team, there were a small number of DL teammates that all knew about each other. I fucked four of them regularly until I met Traci on-campus and got serious with her. I married her after graduation and we started a family. I’d considered myself bisexual but never told her because I never felt that urge to be with another man the way I felt it back in high school and college. However, I still had an attraction to men and I’d been watching Trey ever since he turned eighteen. And now that he was twenty-two and a grown ass man, I had nothing to feel guilty over. His ass was literally mine.

           “You got my change?” I asked the moment I reentered the house.

           “Yes,” he replied with an attitude.

           “Watch the attitude.” I snatched my money from his hand.

           “Can I have my phone back please?”

           “I told you I’m keeping it for the weekend. You won’t be making any calls or sending any texts until Sunday evening when Traci and the girls return. Is that clear?”

           “Yeah man, whatever.” He sat down on the sofa. “So, what did you need that stuff for?”

           “Some of it is for me, and some of it is for you.”

           When I said that, his face scrunched up and he asked, “For me?”

           I smiled and revealed, “Yeah, it’s for you. You’re gonna need both that Astroglide before and those stool softener pills after what I’m gonna do to you. The Fleet enema stuff is for both of us, I mean I wouldn’t want you to shit on my dick. That would be embarrassing as fuck for you and it would probably piss me off to the point that I’d knock you out.”

           “Yo, what the fuck are you talkin’ about? What kind of shit you think is goin’ down up in here? Because whatever it is I’m not down for it.”

           “Oh, yes you are. You’re gonna be down for whatever the fuck I say you’re down for. Traci’s not here, man. It’s me and you the whole weekend.” I tried to touch him but he flinched and then jumped up.

           “Hell nah! That shit ain’t even gonna happen! And does my sister know you fuck niggas up the ass?”

           I grabbed him by the neck and choked the fuck out of him while telling him, “No, and if you tell her you’ll be going to jail with an already opened asshole. Boy, don’t fuck with me. Your days of fucking with me are over. Did you honestly think I was gonna bail your narrow ass out a fourth time without you having to give up something? Nah, that’s not how it works, Trey.” I let him go and he started coughing.

           “You’re fucking crazy!”

           “Call me crazy all you want but you were the one who decided to beg your sister to beg me once again to help you out. Your parents are done with you, man. Me and Traci are all you got.”

           “I can’t believe this shit. You played football! How the fuck does someone as big as you get fucked by other niggas?”

           “There’s a lot you don’t know about what people do in private. If there are gay and bisexual men everywhere else, then why the fuck wouldn’t there be any on football and basketball or any other sports teams? You can’t be that stupid. And I never said anything about getting fucked. I’ve never been fucked. But I have busted quite a few asses open.”

           His eyes began to water and his face turned red as he pleaded, “Don’t do this, man. I’m not gay or bi or any shit like that. I let a few trannies suck me off before but never no shit like this. I’ve never even let a girl lick my ass let alone touch it.”

           “Mmm, I am gonna enjoy taking your anal virginity then.”

           “Come on, Dex. I’ll do whatever you want other than this.”

           “You don’t have any other options. You could either do this my way or leave my house and my yard.”

           “Cool, I’m out then.”

           “Fine, let me go get some scissors to cut the ankle monitor off with then.”

           “What? Come on, man!”

           “Nope, you can leave but the moment I cut off the ankle monitor, the cops are gonna come. You’ll have some time to get from here before they get here.”

           He stepped back from me and asked, “Can I just suck your dick and that be it?”

           “No. I haven’t done this since I got serious with your sister during my last year in college. I know you don’t wanna hear it but your sister has got some damn good pussy. That woman knows she got the juiciest and tastiest pussy on this planet. Her pussy grips my dick and…”

           “Alright, alright. Stop! That’s my sister, nigga!”

           I laughed and said, “My bad.”

           “So if I do this, we’ll be even?”

           “Yes.”

           “And I only have to do it this one time?”

           “Well, I’ve been told that once some dudes have been fucked they take a liking to it. But what do I know? I’ve never been fucked.” I chuckled and he shook his head. “So, what’s it gonna be?”

           “No one will ever know, right?”

           “Right.”

           “And you’re not gonna kiss me or nothin’ like that?”

           “Actually, you got them sexy puffy pink lips like your sister. If I wanna kiss you then I’m gonna do it.”

           He threw his hands up and asked, “Man, what do I get out of this other than staying out of jail?”

           “You’ve never had to stay overnight downtown before. I had a buddy get arrested and had to spend just one night there and he got raped because he was too small to intimidate the dude he was placed in there with. That place is a jungle.”

           “That’s basically what you’re doing to me.”

           “No, what I’m offering you is your very own costs and benefits situation. I make enough money to take care of my family and also to keep you out of jail from time to time. I have more than enough to continue providing for you since you have nowhere else to go even after the court lets you remove that monitor. I could talk Traci into letting the girls share a room for a while and let you sleep in the extra bedroom. Trey, there’s so many ways I can continue to help you but in order for me to do that, I need you to pay me back and the only way you can pay me back is by providing me with a service. And this…” I reached around him and grabbed his ass. “This is what you have to offer.”

           “So if I do this, I can stay here?”

           “That depends on how long you’re willing to pay for it.”

           “Okay.”

           “Okay, what?”

           “I’ll do it. I’ll do whatever you want me to do. You’re right, I have nowhere else to go. Some of my friends won’t even answer my calls or reply to my texts.”

           “Alright then, let’s go get cleaned up.”

           I made him come with me to the bathroom I shared with Traci and we took off all our clothes. I’d seen him shirtless before but seeing him naked was different. He had a nice plump ass on him. His dick was much smaller than my ten inches but it wasn’t tiny. He was soft so I couldn’t judge it. I expected him to put a fight when I removed one of the bottles of Fleet from the box but he just bent over with his hands on the tub and his ass up in the air. I carefully inserted the nozzle into his ass and squeezed all of the fluid into him. After a few seconds of holding it, he went over to the toilet and released the contents from his ass. I was surprised by how well he was taking it all.

           “What next?” he asked while still sitting on the toilet.

           “I’m gonna fill it with water and you gotta keep pushing it out,” I told him. “Once it’s clear, you’re good to go.”

           He wiped his ass and flushed the toilet before continuing. Normally, watching that process wouldn’t be pleasing but watching him go through it turned me on. His little tight asshole turned redder each time I inserted water into it and had him push it out. My dick grew hard and he did his best to ignore it and not look at it, but I caught him staring a few times. After he was cleaned out, I turned on the shower and we climbed in together.

           “Clean my dick,” I ordered while staring into his face.

           “Yes, sir,” he said while grabbing the body wash and squirting some out onto his hands. He rubbed it on my dick and balls and cleaned me.

           “My dick big, ain’t it?”

           “Yes, sir.”

           I loved that he was cooperating and calling me sir. That shit was turning me on and I didn’t even have to tell him to do it. It was almost like he was getting into it but that couldn’t have been what it was. What straight man in his situation would be looking forward to taking a thick ten inch dick in their ass for the first time? Maybe the idea of being able to stay was fueling him. Either way, he was going to pay that ultimate cost.

           “You go ahead and put on some clothes,” I told him after our shower. “Wait for me on the sofa.”

           “Okay,” he replied while putting on lotion.

           “I don’t want any resistance, Trey. I want you to be calm and ready.”

           “Yes, sir.”

           He left the bathroom and I looked at myself in the mirror. I didn’t feel an ounce of guilt for what was about to go down. I’d given Trey many opportunities to get his act together and since he hadn’t, I was giving him an incentive to do it. So I put on some lotion and other stuff to make sure I smelled good for him. I wrapped my towel around my waist because I just wanted to be naked quicker when the time came.

           I left the bathroom and stood in the hall and watched him as he lied on the sofa watching TV. He was shirtless and had on a pair of Family Guy pajama pants. Just like I’d asked, he was calm. His legs were spread a little and his feet were together. And since he didn’t have on socks, his ankle monitor was right there in the open.

           “You ready?” he asked when he noticed me in the hallway.

           “Yeah,” I answered before stepping into the living room. He was about to sit up but I told him, “No, stay just like that.” I picked up the remote from the coffee table and turned the TV off. I then took my towel off and put it on the arm of the sofa.

           “You are gonna take it easy, right?” he asked me. “I don’t wanna bleed or anything like that.”

           “I’ve done this before, Trey. I’ve never made anyone bleed.”

           I climbed onto the sofa and on top of him and was surprised when he didn’t flinch. I looked into his eyes before kissing him and after putting up a small fight at first, he kissed back. His lips were puffier than Traci’s so kissing him was quite hot. I got in between his legs and he wrapped them around my waist without me telling him to. My hard dick poked the crotch area of his pajama pants and I knew he could feel it because he’d gasp or move a little each time it happened.

           “Do you want me to stay silent?” he asked. “Or do you want me to say some shit? Because the silence is makin’ me nervous.”

           “I guess you can act like you’re into it,” I suggested before turning my attention to his neck. I sucked on it and he exhaled loudly.

           “That feels good.” He put his hand on the back of my head as I gave him a hickey. “Do whatever you want to me, Dex. I can take it.”

           “Is that right?”

           I smiled and kissed his sexy lips again before kissing my way down to his chest. I licked, sucked and lightly bit his nipples. His breathing increased as I licked my way down his abs to his navel. I grabbed his pajama pants and pulled them down to his ankles before pushing his legs up and exposing his tight pink asshole. My mouth watered at the sight of it. This was the first man’s asshole I’d seen in person in years so of course it had me turned on to the max.

           “You gonna rim me?” he asked while licking his sexy lips. “I’ve never had it done before so I’m a little anxious.”

           “You’ll like it,” I told him.

           I wet my lips before pressing them against his asshole and sucking on it, making him shiver. I then rimmed him with my tongue to get the outside wet. He was so tight that it was a challenge getting my tongue inside, so I placed my hand on his stomach and caressed his abs to get him to relax more. He exhaled and relaxed and allowed my tongue to enter him. I could tell he was holding back and trying not to allow himself to enjoy it, but I knew he wouldn’t be able to hold it in much longer. I pressed my lips against it again and rubbed on it aggressively and he moaned.

           “Ah fuck,” he called out before gasping. His body jolted a few times but he quickly regained control of himself and looked up at the ceiling.

           I kissed and licked his balls before rimming him again. By now, his dick was hard and leaking precum onto his abs. That’s what I loved about anatomy; no matter how against man on man sex a guy might think he is, he couldn’t stop the automatic reactions to stimulation. His dick was stiff while I ate him out and he was moaning and telling me to keep going.

           So after tasting his virgin asshole for over thirty minutes, I snatched his pajama pants off and dropped them to the floor and made him suck my dick. At first he just licked on it and licked my balls, but then he took me into his mouth and wrapped his lips around my dick tightly. I could tell he’d never done anything like this before but he looked so sexy doing it that it still made me feel good. I pushed it in deeper a few times and choked him and he’d gag and get it wetter with his saliva. I loved hearing the sound of him gagging on it. That shit was like music to my ears.

           “How does that dick taste, boy?” I asked him.

           “It tastes good, sir,” he replied while looking up into my eyes.

           “Damn right it does. Keep sucking that dick.”

           I face fucked him, sometimes making it tap his throat and other times poking the inside of his cheeks. Every once in a while, I’d pull my dick out of his mouth and smack his face with it or rub it on his lips and under his nose. I wanted him to worship my dick and at the same time appreciate the opportunity I was giving him. I wanted to see it in the way he looked at me.

           “You wanna get fucked?” I asked him.

           He stopped sucking me and answered, “Yes.”

           “Yes, what?”

           “Yes, sir. I wanna get fucked.”

           “That’s what I wanna hear. Damn.” I made him stand up and turn around. I smacked his ass a few times before sliding my finger between his butt cheeks and rubbing on his asshole. “I’m gonna open you up good. Lay back down on your back and spread them legs.”

           He lied down on his back and spread his legs, and I grabbed the bottle of Astroglide from the coffee table. It had a mild numbing agent in it which could help him take my dick better. I put some on my finger and then pushed it against his asshole. He remained relaxed so his asshole didn’t put up much of a fight as I pushed my finger inside it. He did clench up a few times, but he wasn’t pulling away. He was just so damn tight. I’d never felt an asshole or pussy that tight before.

           “Yeah,” I said with a smile on my face. “I’m gonna enjoy this. You really gonna let me fuck this tight ass?”

           “Yes, sir,” he replied. “Take it, it’s all yours.”

           “All mine?”

           “Yes, sir.”

           I kissed his lips before working a second finger into his ass, which made him breathe heavier and grab onto my arm. More precum dripped out of his dick and onto his sexy abs. When I started pushing my two fingers into him as far as they could go, he grabbed his dick and held it; making even more precum roll out of it. That shit had me so horny and turned on that I just wanted to ram my dick into his ass and make him cry. But I controlled my urges and continued to open him up slowly.

           It took a good while, but I got him open enough to where I could probably get the head of my dick into him without him begging me to stop. So I put some of the Astroglide onto my dick and then sat the bottle back down on the coffee table. I got in between his legs and made him hold them back as I rubbed the head of my dick on his asshole a few times. His asshole contracted and loosened as if he were ready for me to put it in, so I began pushing it into him. That’s when he really started breathing heavy and squirming under me.

           “Don’t bitch out now,” I told him. “You’re gonna take this dick.”

           “Yes, sir,” he said, his lips now quivering.

           He looked so fucking sexy like that. There was nothing he could do but embrace the pain and pleasure. His dick was steadily leaking precum as my dick made its way inside of him. I’d manage to move an inch more into him and he’d place his hand on my abs to stop me so he could get used to it. We did that back and forth for like ten minutes before I’d managed to get most of my dick inside of him. I held it deep in him and let him get used to its presence before I began a slow rhythm. Usually by that point with Traci during sex I’d have her squirting all on me and her legs shaking. With Trey, he was still holding back and I was determined to bring out whatever he was trying to keep me from seeing.

           I tested the waters by banging him a few times and he quickly placed his hands on my stomach to stop me. His face turned red and his asshole clenched up on my dick. I leaned forward and kissed him a few times to get him to relax and he did. He let me restart my rhythm and I took it slow with him again. It had been so long since I last fucked another man but I couldn’t get too carried away with it. I didn’t wanna hurt him too much.

           “Yeah, like that,” he moaned. “Fuck me just like that.”

           “You like daddy’s dick?” I asked him.

           “Yes, daddy.”

           “Are you gonna share this dick with your sister?”

           He looked up into my eyes and replied, “Yes, sir.”

           Hearing him say yes to that made me want to fuck him more, so I pushed into him faster and harder. He didn’t put his hand on my stomach that time so I kept going. His dick was still so hard, which I’d never seen before. Usually when I fucked a guy, his dick would be hard at first and then would go soft while we fucked until he wanted to catch his nut. With Trey, his dick stayed hard and kept releasing precum off and on. His abs were pretty much covered in it. I used some of it to lube my dick up even more before fucking him even harder.

           “Ah fuck!” he hollered. “Dexter!”

           “Say my name, baby,” I told him as I wrapped my hands around his throat. “Take this fucking dick!”

           I choked him lightly while fucking him hard and deep. His eyes filled with water and he gasped for air. I slammed my dick into him a few more times before pushing into him as deep as I could go and holding it. I removed my hand from around his throat and he sat up to kiss me. And I mean he kissed me passionately. His whole body was shaking and his asshole was contracting on my dick like crazy. He wrapped his arms around me while still kissing me. I found myself wondering if he was still pretending to like it.

           “Get off my dick,” I told him while pushing him back and making my dick pop out of his ass. “Turn around and put that ass up in the air.”

           He turned around on his hands and knees on the sofa and arched his back for me. I made him put his head down and arch his back even more. His now red asshole was now open but could still pucker. I kissed and licked on it again before easing my dick back into it and stroking him from the back. I loved the way his butt cheeks jiggled whenever I pounded him. And his high-pitched moaning made me want to fuck him harder so I did. I grabbed onto him and fucked the hell out of him. Doggystyle was my favorite position when fucking a man so I got carried away. I expected him to reach back and try to stop me but he let me fuck him as hard as I wanted to.

           “Choke me again, nigga,” he told me with a serious tone in his voice. “Fuck this ass and choke me!”

           I put my arm around his neck and fucked him harder. I dug balls deep into that ass. I was caught off-guard when he matched my rhythm and threw that ass back. And the squishy noises his ass was making was like music to my ears. It was almost like the sound Traci’s pussy would make after it got all creamy. He’d even gotten my dick creamed up, which drove me wild.

           I put my right foot by his head and bent over so that I could fuck him harder. I stopped choking him with my biceps and he gasped for air but now I was making him run out of breath by fucking him so hard. When he started kissing and sucking on my big toe, I felt an orgasm coming. So I snatched my dick out of his gaping ass and made him get down on the floor. I jacked off over him until I caught my nut.

           “Oh fuck,” I hollered out. “Get this cum, boy. Fuck!”

           For the first time in my life, my dick actually shot out cum instead of oozing it out. It squirted all over his face and neck. I actually lost my balance and fell back onto the sofa as more cum rolled out of my dick. I’d never experienced anything like that before. My own asshole was clenching up and my toes were curled up tight. Trey massaged my balls and started sucking on my sensitive dick which made me go crazier. I kept convulsing and trying to calm my body but couldn’t. Like I said, that shit had never happened before.

           “You motherfucker,” I managed to say, causing him to laugh. “Fuck you for that shit. Damn!”

           “You’re the one that wanted to do it,” he said with a smile. “Now let me put that dick back in so I can cum.” He climbed up on my lap and grabbed my dick so that he could sit down on it. He moaned and clenched up as his asshole took my dick into it. His dick released more precum and he used it to jackoff with. “Help me get this nut, baby.”

           “Bust it on my chest. Get that nut, Trey.” I sucked and bit his nipples while he did his thing.

           He rode me harder and faster while jacking his dick. After a good five minutes, he started moaning and jacking his dick harder. He then tilted his head back and told me, “I’m gonna nut! Ah fuck, Dex!”

           His body jolted forward as his dick shot out strong shots of nut, hitting my chest hard. His cum was so thick and pretty as it rolled down my chest to my abs. I tried to grab his dick and jack him off more but he stopped me because it was too sensitive. He kissed me again before slowly pulling up and off my dick. We stood up from the sofa and just stared at each other.

           “So, does that cover the cost?” he asked me with a cute smile.

           “Hell yes,” I told him with a laugh. “That more than covers it. You put on a good show.”

           “Show? Nigga, that wasn’t a show. That shit blew my mind. I mean, at first I wasn’t likin’ it and it hurt like a bitch but when you choked me and manhandled me…bruh I don’t know how to even explain it. I’ve never considered myself gay but that was more intense than anything I’ve ever done with a female.”

           “You really like it? For real?”

           “I loved it. My asshole is so sore right now but I did enjoy it. I can’t even lie, man. And I could tell you really missed fuckin’ niggas.”

           “Yeah, I’ve never came that hard before. It really was intense.”

           “My sister never made you cum like that?”

           I laughed again and told him, “Hell no. Not even close.”

           “This shit is crazy. You got me thinkin’ if any of my homeboys were ever on the low. This shit is a trip.”

           “Yeah, there’s nothing like two men doing something this intimate together. It is a wild ride, especially the first time. What I wanna know is if this is the only time me and you will do it. My offer is still on the table. You can stay here as long as you want, Trey.”

           He grabbed my now semi-hard dick and asked, “As long as I want?”

           “Yes.”

           “Damn, I can’t argue with that.” He pushed me back down onto the sofa and climbed on top of me again.

           “What are you doing?”

           “My ass might be sore as fuck, but I wanna nut again before I go to sleep. And I want you to nut in my ass this time, bruh.”

           “I got you, baby. I got you.”

           We fucked again and that time I nutted in his ass and he busted another nut on my chest. We took a long hot shower together and actually spent the night in the bed I shared with his sister. After that night, things between me and him changed. Traci assumed that he and I had finally put our differences aside. I did feel some guilt about fucking my wife’s brother behind her back but she wanted me to help him out so that he could stay out of trouble. We converted the basement into a room for him and I’d sometimes sneak down there late at night and fuck him. Other times we’d tell Traci that we were going to the gym and would fuck in my truck. We had our own thing and I couldn’t complain about it. The arrangement had become beneficial to both of us, so there was no telling how long it would go on.

[Disclaimer]: Pictures used do not reflect the sexuality or personality of people in the pictures. They only serve as visual examples of the characters.

           When my wife Traci begged me to bail her little brother Trey out of jail a fourth time and let him stay with us, I was more than reluctant. We’d given his sorry ass so many tries and I honestly wanted to square up with him and knock some sense into his head. However, he was my wife’s only sibling and the uncle to my two daughters. So I gave in and bailed him out, and I even let him crash on our sofa until his trial date. My wife thought I was doing it out of my love for her, and I admit that was a small part of why I did it. The biggest reason why I did it was so that he would owe me and owe me big. There was gonna be a cost for his actions and he had no idea how big that cost would be.

           Traci and the girls went out of town to visit her and Trey’s parents for the weekend. Since Trey had to wear a court ordered ankle monitor and couldn’t travel more than a mile away from our house, I told Traci that I’d stay behind and keep an eye on him to make sure he stayed out of trouble. The moment her and the girls left, I put my plan into motion for that night. If it all worked out, I’d be getting a benefit for the cost of taking care of his sorry ass.

           “Trey, hang up the phone,” I told him as I stepped into the living room.

           “In a minute,” he said without looking at me. He resumed his conversation on the phone and I walked over to him and snatched his iPhone out his hand. “Yo, what the fuck are you…”

           “Shut up.” I put the phone up to my ear and told whoever was on the other line, “He’ll call you back later.” I hung up on them and put his phone in my back pocket. “I’m gonna keep your phone for the weekend.”

           “What? Dex, why are you trippin’?”

           “My house, my rules. If you don’t like it, then go sleep out in your car or better yet violate the court order and spend the weekend in jail.”

           “My sister ain’t gonna like this when I tell her.”

           “You tell her and not only will you be out of here, I’ll kick your ass before I throw you out. I spent my hard-earned money on your young and dumb ass. Not only did I have to bail you out, I had to get you a qualified attorney for your trial. Do you know how much money that cost?”

           “I already said thank you.”

           “Yeah, but I don’t like the way you said it.”

           “What?”

           “Boy, you heard me. Now, you’re not in a jail cell with some ruthless ass niggas because I helped you. And since I helped you big this time, you owe me big.”

           “What you want me to do, man? You want me to clean the gutters or some shit?”

           I laughed and told him, “You wish. Nah, I got some other shit planned. Trey, I got some shit planned that’s really gonna…” I stopped myself and said, “I need you to pick me up some stuff from the CVS up the street.”

           “Why can’t you get it?”

           “Because, I asked you to get it.” I pulled the list of items from my pocket and handed it to him. “Get everything on that list.”

           “Uh…okay. But I’ma need some money to get it.”

                                        Me (Dexter Holmes)

           I pulled out my wallet and gave him two twenties before telling him, “Bring back my change, too.”

           He stood up and asked, “Why couldn’t you go and get this stuff?”

           “Because I’m going to the gym and it’s not in that direction. I’m going straight to the gym and then I’m coming back here. Your ass better be here when I get back or you’re gonna owe me even more.”

           “Dexter, I understand I fucked up but…”

           “You fucked up big.”

           “I know and I’m sorry. How many times do I have to say that? I apologized to you, my sister and my nieces. Traci, Denise and Tamara forgive me. How come you don’t?”

           “Because unlike them, I can see through your bullshit. Boy, you can’t fool me. I knew you’d turn out to be a sorry piece of shit back when you were fifteen and I first started dating your sister. Seven years later and you’re still getting into trouble and relying on others to help you. Well I’m here to tell you now that your luck done run out. Yeah, you might actually change your ways after tonight.”

                                                Trey Michaels

           The way he was looking at me told me all that I needed to know. I’d gotten into his head. I’d put some degree of unknown and possibly fear into his mind. I waited until he was gone before I grabbed my gym bag and headed out myself. When I got to the gym, I headed into the locker room and changed into my workout clothes. After bench-pressing, I did a little cardio but not too much. I had to make sure I’d be energized and ready to break him in. And by break him in I meant fuck the living daylights out of him.

           You see, I hadn’t fucked another man since my college days. I played football in college and just like with my high school team, there were a small number of DL teammates that all knew about each other. I fucked four of them regularly until I met Traci on-campus and got serious with her. I married her after graduation and we started a family. I’d considered myself bisexual but never told her because I never felt that urge to be with another man the way I felt it back in high school and college. However, I still had an attraction to men and I’d been watching Trey ever since he turned eighteen. And now that he was twenty-two and a grown ass man, I had nothing to feel guilty over. His ass was literally mine.

           “You got my change?” I asked the moment I reentered the house.

           “Yes,” he replied with an attitude.

           “Watch the attitude.” I snatched my money from his hand.

           “Can I have my phone back please?”

           “I told you I’m keeping it for the weekend. You won’t be making any calls or sending any texts until Sunday evening when Traci and the girls return. Is that clear?”

           “Yeah man, whatever.” He sat down on the sofa. “So, what did you need that stuff for?”

           “Some of it is for me, and some of it is for you.”

           When I said that, his face scrunched up and he asked, “For me?”

           I smiled and revealed, “Yeah, it’s for you. You’re gonna need both that Astroglide before and those stool softener pills after what I’m gonna do to you. The Fleet enema stuff is for both of us, I mean I wouldn’t want you to shit on my dick. That would be embarrassing as fuck for you and it would probably piss me off to the point that I’d knock you out.”

           “Yo, what the fuck are you talkin’ about? What kind of shit you think is goin’ down up in here? Because whatever it is I’m not down for it.”

           “Oh, yes you are. You’re gonna be down for whatever the fuck I say you’re down for. Traci’s not here, man. It’s me and you the whole weekend.” I tried to touch him but he flinched and then jumped up.

           “Hell nah! That shit ain’t even gonna happen! And does my sister know you fuck niggas up the ass?”

           I grabbed him by the neck and choked the fuck out of him while telling him, “No, and if you tell her you’ll be going to jail with an already opened asshole. Boy, don’t fuck with me. Your days of fucking with me are over. Did you honestly think I was gonna bail your narrow ass out a fourth time without you having to give up something? Nah, that’s not how it works, Trey.” I let him go and he started coughing.

           “You’re fucking crazy!”

           “Call me crazy all you want but you were the one who decided to beg your sister to beg me once again to help you out. Your parents are done with you, man. Me and Traci are all you got.”

           “I can’t believe this shit. You played football! How the fuck does someone as big as you get fucked by other niggas?”

           “There’s a lot you don’t know about what people do in private. If there are gay and bisexual men everywhere else, then why the fuck wouldn’t there be any on football and basketball or any other sports teams? You can’t be that stupid. And I never said anything about getting fucked. I’ve never been fucked. But I have busted quite a few asses open.”

           His eyes began to water and his face turned red as he pleaded, “Don’t do this, man. I’m not gay or bi or any shit like that. I let a few trannies suck me off before but never no shit like this. I’ve never even let a girl lick my ass let alone touch it.”

           “Mmm, I am gonna enjoy taking your anal virginity then.”

           “Come on, Dex. I’ll do whatever you want other than this.”

           “You don’t have any other options. You could either do this my way or leave my house and my yard.”

           “Cool, I’m out then.”

           “Fine, let me go get some scissors to cut the ankle monitor off with then.”

           “What? Come on, man!”

           “Nope, you can leave but the moment I cut off the ankle monitor, the cops are gonna come. You’ll have some time to get from here before they get here.”

           He stepped back from me and asked, “Can I just suck your dick and that be it?”

           “No. I haven’t done this since I got serious with your sister during my last year in college. I know you don’t wanna hear it but your sister has got some damn good pussy. That woman knows she got the juiciest and tastiest pussy on this planet. Her pussy grips my dick and…”

           “Alright, alright. Stop! That’s my sister, nigga!”

           I laughed and said, “My bad.”

           “So if I do this, we’ll be even?”

           “Yes.”

           “And I only have to do it this one time?”

           “Well, I’ve been told that once some dudes have been fucked they take a liking to it. But what do I know? I’ve never been fucked.” I chuckled and he shook his head. “So, what’s it gonna be?”

           “No one will ever know, right?”

           “Right.”

           “And you’re not gonna kiss me or nothin’ like that?”

           “Actually, you got them sexy puffy pink lips like your sister. If I wanna kiss you then I’m gonna do it.”

           He threw his hands up and asked, “Man, what do I get out of this other than staying out of jail?”

           “You’ve never had to stay overnight downtown before. I had a buddy get arrested and had to spend just one night there and he got raped because he was too small to intimidate the dude he was placed in there with. That place is a jungle.”

           “That’s basically what you’re doing to me.”

           “No, what I’m offering you is your very own costs and benefits situation. I make enough money to take care of my family and also to keep you out of jail from time to time. I have more than enough to continue providing for you since you have nowhere else to go even after the court lets you remove that monitor. I could talk Traci into letting the girls share a room for a while and let you sleep in the extra bedroom. Trey, there’s so many ways I can continue to help you but in order for me to do that, I need you to pay me back and the only way you can pay me back is by providing me with a service. And this…” I reached around him and grabbed his ass. “This is what you have to offer.”

           “So if I do this, I can stay here?”

           “That depends on how long you’re willing to pay for it.”

           “Okay.”

           “Okay, what?”

           “I’ll do it. I’ll do whatever you want me to do. You’re right, I have nowhere else to go. Some of my friends won’t even answer my calls or reply to my texts.”

           “Alright then, let’s go get cleaned up.”

           I made him come with me to the bathroom I shared with Traci and we took off all our clothes. I’d seen him shirtless before but seeing him naked was different. He had a nice plump ass on him. His dick was much smaller than my ten inches but it wasn’t tiny. He was soft so I couldn’t judge it. I expected him to put a fight when I removed one of the bottles of Fleet from the box but he just bent over with his hands on the tub and his ass up in the air. I carefully inserted the nozzle into his ass and squeezed all of the fluid into him. After a few seconds of holding it, he went over to the toilet and released the contents from his ass. I was surprised by how well he was taking it all.

           “What next?” he asked while still sitting on the toilet.

           “I’m gonna fill it with water and you gotta keep pushing it out,” I told him. “Once it’s clear, you’re good to go.”

           He wiped his ass and flushed the toilet before continuing. Normally, watching that process wouldn’t be pleasing but watching him go through it turned me on. His little tight asshole turned redder each time I inserted water into it and had him push it out. My dick grew hard and he did his best to ignore it and not look at it, but I caught him staring a few times. After he was cleaned out, I turned on the shower and we climbed in together.

           “Clean my dick,” I ordered while staring into his face.

           “Yes, sir,” he said while grabbing the body wash and squirting some out onto his hands. He rubbed it on my dick and balls and cleaned me.

           “My dick big, ain’t it?”

           “Yes, sir.”

           I loved that he was cooperating and calling me sir. That shit was turning me on and I didn’t even have to tell him to do it. It was almost like he was getting into it but that couldn’t have been what it was. What straight man in his situation would be looking forward to taking a thick ten inch dick in their ass for the first time? Maybe the idea of being able to stay was fueling him. Either way, he was going to pay that ultimate cost.

           “You go ahead and put on some clothes,” I told him after our shower. “Wait for me on the sofa.”

           “Okay,” he replied while putting on lotion.

           “I don’t want any resistance, Trey. I want you to be calm and ready.”

           “Yes, sir.”

           He left the bathroom and I looked at myself in the mirror. I didn’t feel an ounce of guilt for what was about to go down. I’d given Trey many opportunities to get his act together and since he hadn’t, I was giving him an incentive to do it. So I put on some lotion and other stuff to make sure I smelled good for him. I wrapped my towel around my waist because I just wanted to be naked quicker when the time came.

           I left the bathroom and stood in the hall and watched him as he lied on the sofa watching TV. He was shirtless and had on a pair of Family Guy pajama pants. Just like I’d asked, he was calm. His legs were spread a little and his feet were together. And since he didn’t have on socks, his ankle monitor was right there in the open.

           “You ready?” he asked when he noticed me in the hallway.

           “Yeah,” I answered before stepping into the living room. He was about to sit up but I told him, “No, stay just like that.” I picked up the remote from the coffee table and turned the TV off. I then took my towel off and put it on the arm of the sofa.

           “You are gonna take it easy, right?” he asked me. “I don’t wanna bleed or anything like that.”

           “I’ve done this before, Trey. I’ve never made anyone bleed.”

           I climbed onto the sofa and on top of him and was surprised when he didn’t flinch. I looked into his eyes before kissing him and after putting up a small fight at first, he kissed back. His lips were puffier than Traci’s so kissing him was quite hot. I got in between his legs and he wrapped them around my waist without me telling him to. My hard dick poked the crotch area of his pajama pants and I knew he could feel it because he’d gasp or move a little each time it happened.

           “Do you want me to stay silent?” he asked. “Or do you want me to say some shit? Because the silence is makin’ me nervous.”

           “I guess you can act like you’re into it,” I suggested before turning my attention to his neck. I sucked on it and he exhaled loudly.

           “That feels good.” He put his hand on the back of my head as I gave him a hickey. “Do whatever you want to me, Dex. I can take it.”

           “Is that right?”

           I smiled and kissed his sexy lips again before kissing my way down to his chest. I licked, sucked and lightly bit his nipples. His breathing increased as I licked my way down his abs to his navel. I grabbed his pajama pants and pulled them down to his ankles before pushing his legs up and exposing his tight pink asshole. My mouth watered at the sight of it. This was the first man’s asshole I’d seen in person in years so of course it had me turned on to the max.

           “You gonna rim me?” he asked while licking his sexy lips. “I’ve never had it done before so I’m a little anxious.”

           “You’ll like it,” I told him.

           I wet my lips before pressing them against his asshole and sucking on it, making him shiver. I then rimmed him with my tongue to get the outside wet. He was so tight that it was a challenge getting my tongue inside, so I placed my hand on his stomach and caressed his abs to get him to relax more. He exhaled and relaxed and allowed my tongue to enter him. I could tell he was holding back and trying not to allow himself to enjoy it, but I knew he wouldn’t be able to hold it in much longer. I pressed my lips against it again and rubbed on it aggressively and he moaned.

           “Ah fuck,” he called out before gasping. His body jolted a few times but he quickly regained control of himself and looked up at the ceiling.

           I kissed and licked his balls before rimming him again. By now, his dick was hard and leaking precum onto his abs. That’s what I loved about anatomy; no matter how against man on man sex a guy might think he is, he couldn’t stop the automatic reactions to stimulation. His dick was stiff while I ate him out and he was moaning and telling me to keep going.

           So after tasting his virgin asshole for over thirty minutes, I snatched his pajama pants off and dropped them to the floor and made him suck my dick. At first he just licked on it and licked my balls, but then he took me into his mouth and wrapped his lips around my dick tightly. I could tell he’d never done anything like this before but he looked so sexy doing it that it still made me feel good. I pushed it in deeper a few times and choked him and he’d gag and get it wetter with his saliva. I loved hearing the sound of him gagging on it. That shit was like music to my ears.

           “How does that dick taste, boy?” I asked him.

           “It tastes good, sir,” he replied while looking up into my eyes.

           “Damn right it does. Keep sucking that dick.”

           I face fucked him, sometimes making it tap his throat and other times poking the inside of his cheeks. Every once in a while, I’d pull my dick out of his mouth and smack his face with it or rub it on his lips and under his nose. I wanted him to worship my dick and at the same time appreciate the opportunity I was giving him. I wanted to see it in the way he looked at me.

           “You wanna get fucked?” I asked him.

           He stopped sucking me and answered, “Yes.”

           “Yes, what?”

           “Yes, sir. I wanna get fucked.”

           “That’s what I wanna hear. Damn.” I made him stand up and turn around. I smacked his ass a few times before sliding my finger between his butt cheeks and rubbing on his asshole. “I’m gonna open you up good. Lay back down on your back and spread them legs.”

           He lied down on his back and spread his legs, and I grabbed the bottle of Astroglide from the coffee table. It had a mild numbing agent in it which could help him take my dick better. I put some on my finger and then pushed it against his asshole. He remained relaxed so his asshole didn’t put up much of a fight as I pushed my finger inside it. He did clench up a few times, but he wasn’t pulling away. He was just so damn tight. I’d never felt an asshole or pussy that tight before.

           “Yeah,” I said with a smile on my face. “I’m gonna enjoy this. You really gonna let me fuck this tight ass?”

           “Yes, sir,” he replied. “Take it, it’s all yours.”

           “All mine?”

           “Yes, sir.”

           I kissed his lips before working a second finger into his ass, which made him breathe heavier and grab onto my arm. More precum dripped out of his dick and onto his sexy abs. When I started pushing my two fingers into him as far as they could go, he grabbed his dick and held it; making even more precum roll out of it. That shit had me so horny and turned on that I just wanted to ram my dick into his ass and make him cry. But I controlled my urges and continued to open him up slowly.

           It took a good while, but I got him open enough to where I could probably get the head of my dick into him without him begging me to stop. So I put some of the Astroglide onto my dick and then sat the bottle back down on the coffee table. I got in between his legs and made him hold them back as I rubbed the head of my dick on his asshole a few times. His asshole contracted and loosened as if he were ready for me to put it in, so I began pushing it into him. That’s when he really started breathing heavy and squirming under me.

           “Don’t bitch out now,” I told him. “You’re gonna take this dick.”

           “Yes, sir,” he said, his lips now quivering.

           He looked so fucking sexy like that. There was nothing he could do but embrace the pain and pleasure. His dick was steadily leaking precum as my dick made its way inside of him. I’d manage to move an inch more into him and he’d place his hand on my abs to stop me so he could get used to it. We did that back and forth for like ten minutes before I’d managed to get most of my dick inside of him. I held it deep in him and let him get used to its presence before I began a slow rhythm. Usually by that point with Traci during sex I’d have her squirting all on me and her legs shaking. With Trey, he was still holding back and I was determined to bring out whatever he was trying to keep me from seeing.

           I tested the waters by banging him a few times and he quickly placed his hands on my stomach to stop me. His face turned red and his asshole clenched up on my dick. I leaned forward and kissed him a few times to get him to relax and he did. He let me restart my rhythm and I took it slow with him again. It had been so long since I last fucked another man but I couldn’t get too carried away with it. I didn’t wanna hurt him too much.

           “Yeah, like that,” he moaned. “Fuck me just like that.”

           “You like daddy’s dick?” I asked him.

           “Yes, daddy.”

           “Are you gonna share this dick with your sister?”

           He looked up into my eyes and replied, “Yes, sir.”

           Hearing him say yes to that made me want to fuck him more, so I pushed into him faster and harder. He didn’t put his hand on my stomach that time so I kept going. His dick was still so hard, which I’d never seen before. Usually when I fucked a guy, his dick would be hard at first and then would go soft while we fucked until he wanted to catch his nut. With Trey, his dick stayed hard and kept releasing precum off and on. His abs were pretty much covered in it. I used some of it to lube my dick up even more before fucking him even harder.

           “Ah fuck!” he hollered. “Dexter!”

           “Say my name, baby,” I told him as I wrapped my hands around his throat. “Take this fucking dick!”

           I choked him lightly while fucking him hard and deep. His eyes filled with water and he gasped for air. I slammed my dick into him a few more times before pushing into him as deep as I could go and holding it. I removed my hand from around his throat and he sat up to kiss me. And I mean he kissed me passionately. His whole body was shaking and his asshole was contracting on my dick like crazy. He wrapped his arms around me while still kissing me. I found myself wondering if he was still pretending to like it.

           “Get off my dick,” I told him while pushing him back and making my dick pop out of his ass. “Turn around and put that ass up in the air.”

           He turned around on his hands and knees on the sofa and arched his back for me. I made him put his head down and arch his back even more. His now red asshole was now open but could still pucker. I kissed and licked on it again before easing my dick back into it and stroking him from the back. I loved the way his butt cheeks jiggled whenever I pounded him. And his high-pitched moaning made me want to fuck him harder so I did. I grabbed onto him and fucked the hell out of him. Doggystyle was my favorite position when fucking a man so I got carried away. I expected him to reach back and try to stop me but he let me fuck him as hard as I wanted to.

           “Choke me again, nigga,” he told me with a serious tone in his voice. “Fuck this ass and choke me!”

           I put my arm around his neck and fucked him harder. I dug balls deep into that ass. I was caught off-guard when he matched my rhythm and threw that ass back. And the squishy noises his ass was making was like music to my ears. It was almost like the sound Traci’s pussy would make after it got all creamy. He’d even gotten my dick creamed up, which drove me wild.

           I put my right foot by his head and bent over so that I could fuck him harder. I stopped choking him with my biceps and he gasped for air but now I was making him run out of breath by fucking him so hard. When he started kissing and sucking on my big toe, I felt an orgasm coming. So I snatched my dick out of his gaping ass and made him get down on the floor. I jacked off over him until I caught my nut.

           “Oh fuck,” I hollered out. “Get this cum, boy. Fuck!”

           For the first time in my life, my dick actually shot out cum instead of oozing it out. It squirted all over his face and neck. I actually lost my balance and fell back onto the sofa as more cum rolled out of my dick. I’d never experienced anything like that before. My own asshole was clenching up and my toes were curled up tight. Trey massaged my balls and started sucking on my sensitive dick which made me go crazier. I kept convulsing and trying to calm my body but couldn’t. Like I said, that shit had never happened before.

           “You motherfucker,” I managed to say, causing him to laugh. “Fuck you for that shit. Damn!”

           “You’re the one that wanted to do it,” he said with a smile. “Now let me put that dick back in so I can cum.” He climbed up on my lap and grabbed my dick so that he could sit down on it. He moaned and clenched up as his asshole took my dick into it. His dick released more precum and he used it to jackoff with. “Help me get this nut, baby.”

           “Bust it on my chest. Get that nut, Trey.” I sucked and bit his nipples while he did his thing.

           He rode me harder and faster while jacking his dick. After a good five minutes, he started moaning and jacking his dick harder. He then tilted his head back and told me, “I’m gonna nut! Ah fuck, Dex!”

           His body jolted forward as his dick shot out strong shots of nut, hitting my chest hard. His cum was so thick and pretty as it rolled down my chest to my abs. I tried to grab his dick and jack him off more but he stopped me because it was too sensitive. He kissed me again before slowly pulling up and off my dick. We stood up from the sofa and just stared at each other.

           “So, does that cover the cost?” he asked me with a cute smile.

           “Hell yes,” I told him with a laugh. “That more than covers it. You put on a good show.”

           “Show? Nigga, that wasn’t a show. That shit blew my mind. I mean, at first I wasn’t likin’ it and it hurt like a bitch but when you choked me and manhandled me…bruh I don’t know how to even explain it. I’ve never considered myself gay but that was more intense than anything I’ve ever done with a female.”

           “You really like it? For real?”

           “I loved it. My asshole is so sore right now but I did enjoy it. I can’t even lie, man. And I could tell you really missed fuckin’ niggas.”

           “Yeah, I’ve never came that hard before. It really was intense.”

           “My sister never made you cum like that?”

           I laughed again and told him, “Hell no. Not even close.”

           “This shit is crazy. You got me thinkin’ if any of my homeboys were ever on the low. This shit is a trip.”

           “Yeah, there’s nothing like two men doing something this intimate together. It is a wild ride, especially the first time. What I wanna know is if this is the only time me and you will do it. My offer is still on the table. You can stay here as long as you want, Trey.”

           He grabbed my now semi-hard dick and asked, “As long as I want?”

           “Yes.”

           “Damn, I can’t argue with that.” He pushed me back down onto the sofa and climbed on top of me again.

           “What are you doing?”

           “My ass might be sore as fuck, but I wanna nut again before I go to sleep. And I want you to nut in my ass this time, bruh.”

           “I got you, baby. I got you.”

           We fucked again and that time I nutted in his ass and he busted another nut on my chest. We took a long hot shower together and actually spent the night in the bed I shared with his sister. After that night, things between me and him changed. Traci assumed that he and I had finally put our differences aside. I did feel some guilt about fucking my wife’s brother behind her back but she wanted me to help him out so that he could stay out of trouble. We converted the basement into a room for him and I’d sometimes sneak down there late at night and fuck him. Other times we’d tell Traci that we were going to the gym and would fuck in my truck. We had our own thing and I couldn’t complain about it. The arrangement had become beneficial to both of us, so there was no telling how long it would go on.

[Disclaimer]: Pictures used do not reflect the sexuality or personality of people in the pictures. They only serve as visual examples of the characters.

           “Welcome to the club, bruh,” Shaad said to me with that smile still on his face.

           I sat there in disbelief at what he’d just told me. Not only was he on the low, six other dudes on the team—including our other roommate Tevin—were on the low. I honestly had no idea. Then again, no one else besides Shaad knew about me and Dezmond. Shaad even knew of a few basketball players who got down on the regular but he didn’t give any names. My mind was blown after hearing all that. And knowing that Shaad got down had me a little turned on. I’d never really looked at him in that way but now that I knew he was down, my dick was getting hard under the table as I sat across from him.

           “Did you and Tevin ever hook up?” I asked.

           “Nah. He not my type and I’m definitely not his. He like fuckin’ down them fem niggas. That’s how I found out about him.”

           “Word?”

           “Yeah. You wasn’t here but one day a couple of weeks back this short fem dude came by talkin’ about he was Tevin’s tutor. Tevin walked out shirtless in nothin’ but some shorts and asked me to leave so they could study in private. Bruh, when I came back like an hour later, fem dude’s shirt was on backwards and he had a funny walk. Tevin tried to play it off but I got him to confess and told him it was all good.”

           “He’s cool with you knowin’?”

           “Everybody that knows keeps it between those in the know. That’s why you just now hearin’ about it.”

           “Damn. So who on the team have you hooked up with?”

           “Curtis Jones.”

           “What? Man, he’s in the pros now.”

           “Yep. Me and him did our thing for a minute, all the way until when he left. I wasn’t the only one he did shit with regularly though. That’s how I found out about some of the other niggas on the low.”

           “He left last January after the bowl games so he could enter the draft. You haven’t been with another nigga since?”

           “Yeah man. I don’t like doin’ the hookup thing. Just like your thing with Dez, I like to get comfortable with somebody because it lowers the chance of bein’ caught. But I do play it safer than you and him did. I’d never try some shit in the locker room.” He laughed and asked, “The fuck was y’all thinkin’ dude? I never did anything like that with Curtis.”

           “Man, I don’t know. We used to get caught up sometimes. When the urge would come up we just dealt with it no matter where we were.”

           “You gotta be more careful than that. If the info gets in the wrong hands…”

           “I know. I could lose a lot. I wish it wasn’t like that but it is what it is.”

           Somehow, knowing about Shaad and having him know about me gave our friendship a fresher feel. I already felt close to him before that day but now that we knew something so intimate about each other, it enhanced our connection. After finishing our dinner, we went into the living room to play Madden NFL 17 together. That’s when things got interesting.

           “So what is your type?” I asked him without looking at him. “You only like other tall and beefy defensive ends like Curtis?”

           “Nah, not really,” he replied. “I was with Curtis because that nigga turned me out. I’d been curious since high school but didn’t have my first experience until our first away game. Me and Curtis had the same hotel suite and that night after the game, he asked me to stay behind instead of goin’ out to celebrate with y’all. We got into some freaky shit. I don’t know how he knew I was curious but I damn sure ain’t ask no questions.” He laughed. “But to be honest, I didn’t like bein’ the bottom all the time. I’m vers. Curtis never let me fuck him though. He let me lick all in that beefy ass but never let me stick him like I wanted to.”

           “You’re vers?”

           “Yeah. Why is that so hard to believe?”

           “You don’t seem like the type.”

           “Nigga, do any of us seem like the type who can take dick?”

           “Okay, you got a point.” I looked at my phone to check the time. “Yo bruh, where’s Keyshia with your car?”

           “I don’t know, probably with that Kappa pretty nigga she be fuckin’ around with.”

           “Hold up, you know your girl is cheatin’ and you not mad?”

           “She ain’t really my girl. Don’t get me wrong, I do fuck the shit outta her but she’s just a front to keep people from askin’ questions. It’s not like we in love or some shit.”

           “Still, what if ol’ Kappa boy burn her. Ain’t you scared of catchin’ an STI?”

           “Hell no. I use rubbers no matter who I’m with. And we gotta get physicals all the time. I’m good nigga.”

           “Me and Dez used condoms, too. But that’s just because I don’t like it when he nut inside me. That shit feel weird.”

           “Yeah, I don’t do that shit. I might one day though if I can ever find a nigga I can trust on that level. Me and Curtis were tight but not tight enough for me to let him nut in me.”

           “True. So how did you know you first liked other niggas?”

           “Man in high school, my dick used to get rock hard when I’d see a nice sized nigga in a jockstrap. And it would get hard in the shower if I looked down at niggas’ feet. There were many days where I’d have to cut a shower short so nobody would notice. Shit was fuckin’ with my concentration on the field sometimes. There were openly gay dudes I could’ve experimented with but I wanted a nigga on the team. And because of that I never tried anything in high school. It wasn’t until I got to Calhoun and Curtis turned me out that I realized and accepted I like dick. Damn that nigga knew how to eat ass.” He caught himself, laughed and asked, “How did you first know?”

           “Pretty much the same as you, in high school. But my favorite thing was when I got tackled sometimes.”

           “When you got tackled?”

           “Hell yeah, nigga. Sometimes when you hit the ground with a nigga on top of you, especially when he between your legs or on you from behind, you can feel his cup on your ass. And I love it when y’all smack my ass on the field during a game or in practice. That’s how I knew I wanted to get fucked. Dez claimed he found out about me because of the way I wash my ass in the shower.” I laughed and he chuckled a little bit.

           “I bet he loved gettin’ up in that ass.” He looked over at me and licked his lips.

           I knew what he was getting at and even though I wanted to try some shit with him, I held back. Shaad was my friend and I wasn’t sure if doing something with him was worth fucking up our friendship. I still wasn’t used to idea of him being on the low. I just never would have guessed that about him or Tevin. Well, Tevin’s situation was somewhat believable because he did give off that he’d fuck anything type of vibe. But not Shaad.

                                            Me (Ellis Morton)

           We watched TV for a while after turning the PlayStation 4 off and then I went into my room to call it a night. I changed into a pair of sweatpants but left my shirt off because it felt warm to me. I was lying in bed staring at the roof when all of a sudden I heard music playing. I climbed out of bed and put on a pair of socks before leaving my room. The music was coming from the bathroom. I made my way to the bathroom and looked on as Shaad took selfies and rapped along to the J. Cole lyrics. He looked sexy as fuck standing there shirtless with his pants sagging, making faces in the mirror and taking pics.

           He finally noticed me standing there and asked, “Yo, how long you been standin’ there?”

           “Long enough to see you really love yourself,” I joked.

           “Man, I’m just playin’ around and shit. I’m bored.” He turned the music off. “Were you about to sleep? My bad, I ain’t know.”

           “Nah, you good. I was just in bed…thinkin’.”

           “About Dez?”

           “Yeah.”

           “You gotta be careful not to get caught up in this shit, El. We do what we do but it’s second to what we need to be doin’. Our top priority is football. We can’t let dick and ass get in the way of that. So you can stop thinkin’ about Dez. He really ain’t all that, just a typical light-skinned nigga that’s full of himself. If it’s done, then it’s done. Is it done?”

           “Hell yeah. I’m done with that nigga.”

           “Well then, do you. Simple as that.”

           I wasn’t sure if he was throwing hints again but I didn’t even care at that point. He was looking so fucking sexy. So many freaky thoughts were going through my head. His chocolate skin looked so tasty that I wanted to lick on it. And he had an unbelievably sexy pair of nipples. The only thing keeping me from testing him was the thought of Tevin coming home and catching us. I didn’t want him knowing even though he was on the low himself.

                                     Rashaad “Shaad” Salaam

           “Do you know when Tevin is comin’ back?” I asked.

           “Nope. Why?”

           “Because…” I quickly felt on his chest and pinched his right nipple. “I was thinkin’ maybe we could get into some shit tonight. I mean, if you’re down.”

           He laughed a little and said, “Shit, I’m down. I was waitin’ on you to say somethin’. Yo sexy ass.” He put an arm around my waist and pulled me closer to him. “What all you wanna do? Because I got that enema stuff and some condoms. We can do it all.”

           “All?” I ran my hand up and down his abs and he bent down a little—since he was slightly taller than me—to kiss my lips. He kissed me while pushing me back up against the bathroom door. I loved how he was manhandling me. That shit was really turning me on.

           “Damn you got hard quick. You like gettin’ manhandled?”

           “I love that shit.”

           “That’s wassup. Let’s get clean so we can get dirty again.”

           I usually dreaded having to use that enema stuff with the narrow nozzle on it but I was ready to use it for Shaad. He insisted on watching me use it to clean out my ass and it turned me on having him watch. I watched him do it, too, and I gotta admit he looked sexy doing it. After he finished, we took a shower together where we kissed and groped each other. The way Shaad washed and caressed my back had me feeling like I was in heaven. Not even Dez had washed my back before. Even though I’d basically made a promise to myself not to get into another sex only situation, I could see myself doing just that with Shaad.

           We dried each other off after the shower and then left the bathroom butt ass naked, making our way across the hallway into his bedroom. It wasn’t as clean as my room but I was about to get some dick and ass so I didn’t give two fucks. Now that we were out of the shower and not in a football locker room full of other niggas, I got a good look at his naked body. He definitely had more muscles than me. Unlike me, he didn’t have any tattoos on his body. Our circumcised dicks were around the same size, about eight and half inches. His dick was slightly thicker than mine though. We both were well equipped in the ass area.

           He closed the door before grabbing me, turning me around and forcing me onto the bed on my hands and knees. Before I could even figure out what he was trying to do, I felt his tongue on my asshole. I arched my back and put my ass up higher in the air and he ate me like he hadn’t just eaten a meal a couple of hours ago. Unlike Dezmond, Shaad didn’t do small licks. He was going all in on my ass getting it wet and slippery, and kissing on it softly.

           “Ooh fuck,” I called out. “Eat that ass, nigga!”

           “I knew that ass would taste good,” he told me in between licks. “I bet that nigga Dez don’t ever lick on it, do he?”

           “Not like that. Damn!”

           He went back to tasting what I had to offer. While moving his arm, he accidentally brushed my dick with his hand. Feeling that it was hard must have given him an idea because he grabbed my dick and gently pulled it back so that he could suck on it from the back. I’d never had that shit done to me before so of course I was losing my mind. While sucking me from behind, he gently pushed his thumb into my wet asshole. The pain coming from his thumb opening up my tight hole combined with the pleasure of his lips wrapped around my dick had me on the verge of busting a nut too early.

           “Let me suck on that dick,” I suggested to him in an attempt to stop him from what he was doing.

           He climbed onto his bed with me and lied on his back. I climbed on top of him in reverse so that my ass was on his face. While he shoved his tongue deep up into my ass, grabbed his hard dick and started sucking on it. As quiet as it was kept, I knew how to suck a dick. Dez used to beg me for head whenever we couldn’t fuck. He’d literally offer to pay for something I needed just so I would suck him off. So it was no surprise that I had Shaad moaning with my lips, tongue and throat skills.

           “Fuck nigga,” he called out while taking a break from eating my ass. “Can you take all of it in your throat?” I took a quick breath before taking every inch of that dick into my throat, making him shake and moan one of those sexy deep moans. I came back up for air and did it again, forcing him to say, “Stop, you gone make me nut. Shit.”

           I laughed before making him spread his legs more and pull them back. I repositioned myself so that he could keep eating my ass and with his asshole now exposed to me, I started licking from his balls down to that tight hole. I swear this nigga had the nicest looking asshole I’d ever laid eyes on. It had a little hair on it and was super tight. He wasn’t lying when he said he hadn’t fooled around with a dude in a while. And that ass tasted so good and fresh I just wanted to spend all night licking on it and tasting its flavor.

           We did the 69 stuff for a good while before making out and touching each other. All I kept thinking about was how finally I was gonna get fucked and do some fucking. When he got off the bed and went over to his closet to get condoms and lube, I thought about how I could go about letting him know I wanted to do more than just have sex with him. I didn’t want my own thoughts to mess up the experience but I couldn’t help but wonder if he’d be willing to start something deep after that night.

           “Wanna do a coin toss to see who tops first?” he asked.

           “Nah, you can top first,” I answered. “I want you to be relaxed and turned on when I get up in that ass.”

           He laughed and then opened one of the condoms. He unrolled it onto his dick and then put some lube on it before handing me the lube. As he lied down on his back again, I lubed my ass up. I climbed on top of him and grabbed his dick and positioned it right under my asshole. His dick wasn’t curved like Dezmond’s so it didn’t take me forever to get the angle right. The hard part was making sure I stayed relaxed while easing myself onto that dick. He was thick so I had to keep pausing to let my asshole get used to his thickness. At one point I went down too quick and that shit hurt.

           “Take your time with it,” he told me. “It ain’t goin’ nowhere.”

           I placed my hands on his strong chest and he placed his on the sides of my body. It took a minute to work my way up to riding him with a steady pace. Now that my ass was used to the presence of his dick in it, the pain was becoming more and more pleasurable. I was expecting him to just grab me and start slamming that dick up into my ass but he remained relaxed and let me do my thing. Every now and then he’d make me bend down and kiss his sexy lips.

           After letting me ride him and get comfortable with that dick inside me, he flipped me over on my back and started fucking the hell out of me like I knew he wanted to do. I wasn’t sure if I was ready for that but my ass was taking all that dick. I mean he was straight up pounding my ass and it felt so good. I loved feeling my ass open up. And my dick was still rock hard as it pressed up against his abs. He was already banging me hard but I could tell he wanted to go even harder.

           “Fuck this ass, bruh,” I told him. “Make it yours.”

           “I can have it, nigga?” he asked while pounding me

           “Hell yeah. Take that shit, nigga.”

           He lifted himself up a little, pinned my legs back more and then started digging deeper and harder into my ass. He was fucking me so hard that the bed was rocking and the headboard was slamming against the wall. My mind entered another zone when he started sniffing, kissing and licking on my feet. This nigga was so freaky and sexy that it really was blowing my mind. Even though I wanted to fuck him, I wanted him to keep fucking me for hours.

           “You want this ass?” he asked me while still banging the fuck out of my ass.

           “Yeah,” I replied through moans.

           “You gonna fuck me like I’m fuckin’ you? Because I like it rough, nigga.”

           “I got you my dude.”

           “That’s wassup.” He pushed his dick into my ass as deep as it could go and then pressed his lips against mine for the longest.

           We kissed for a good while before he finally pulled his dick out of my ass and then snatched his condom off. He lied down on his stomach and put his ass up. I immediately started kissing and licking on that beautiful round chocolate ass of his. Meanwhile, I was jacking my dick to get it ready to fuck him. His dick was leaking precum onto his sheets while my tongue was deep in his ass. After getting that ass wet, I reached over and picked up the bottle of lube and the other condom he’d sat on the nightstand. I slapped the condom onto my dick with the quickness and lubed it up. I then poured some of the lube onto his ass and fingered him to open him up. He was tight as fuck.

           “You like how tight that hole is, nigga?” he asked me.

           “Fuck yeah,” I replied. “I’ma open that ass up, bruh.”

           I worked my way up to getting two fingers in him and then three before I figured he was ready for the dick. I didn’t shove it in because he ain’t do me like that. Instead, I eased the head in and then pulled it out and teased him a few times before starting to push more of it in. He was relaxed so I didn’t have to keep stopping. I swear this nigga had the sexiest moans. He had a deep voice so them moans sounded strong as fuck.

           “Fuck me, dawg,” he told me. “Get up in this ass.”

           He was still tight but I picked up the pace a little bit. The way his asshole was clenching onto my dick had me thinking he’d snatch the condom right off my dick. I could feel him opening up more and more the deeper I fucked him. When he arched his back more and started throwing that ass back on me, I took that as a sign that he was ready to take a pounding. So I started fucking him harder and harder, giving him the dick just like he’d given it to me. The fact that he preferred to get fucked doggystyle turned me on even more.

           I pounded him hard from the back with my nuts slamming against his ass for a good ten minutes before he pulled away from me and turned over on his back. He pulled his legs all the way back so that his knees were on his chest, and told me to squat over him and fuck him in that position. I didn’t know why he wanted me to fuck him in that position but I did it anyway. I soon figured out why; he wanted to play with my wet and opened hole while I fucked him. He reached around and fingered my hole with two fingers while I deep fucked his ass. Having my ass played with after I’d been fucked at the same time I was fucking him was the best feeling I’d ever felt in my life. He’d told me that Curtis turned him out. Well that night, he turned me out.

           “Fuck, I’ma nut,” I told him.

           “No, hold it,” he said putting his hand on my chest. “Let’s nut together.”

           I pulled out of him and snatched the condom off my dick before lying beside him. As we jacked off together and kissed, we played footsie and played with each other’s nipples. We were both sweaty by that point and the smell of sex was in his room. When I started licking on his armpit, he lost it and started shaking like crazy.

           “Fuck bruh,” he called out as his dick shot out five quick shots of nut onto his abs. I leaned over and sucked on his nipples to intensify the orgasm for him.

           “Oh shit, I’m about to nut,” I said, jacking my dick faster and harder. Seeing him catch his nut made me catch mine. I hadn’t busted one in about a week so that shit felt amazing. As usual, my cum eased out and fell onto my pubes. He kissed me and took my dick in his hand, jacking every ounce of cum out of it.

           “Damn El, that shit was as good as I thought it would be.”

           “I know, right.” I laughed and leaned back against his headboard. “Yo, we done messed your bed up.”

           “I’ll wash the sheets in the mornin’. Tonight, we gonna sleep in your bed.”

           “Okay, I’m down with that. Come on, let’s take another shower.”

           We hopped off his bed and left his room, heading across the hall into the bathroom. We took another shower together before going into my room. Still completely naked, we climbed into my bed and got under the cover together. I put my arms around him from behind and spooned with him. My dick started to get hard again because his ass was up against it.

           “So,” he said, breaking a long period of silence between us, “what does tonight mean?”

           “Huh?” I asked.

           “Am I just a replacement for Dez or are you really done with that nigga?”

           “Rashaad, I’m done with that nigga. You’re not a replacement, you’re an improvement. We both vers so that’s already a plus. And besides that, we’re already friends. We can talk about more shit than just sex.”

           “My thing with Curtis was mostly sex. I mean we kicked it every now and then but the sex was the main goal. I don’t want that with you. I wanna be your nigga and you be mine. But we can’t do that risky shit you did with Dez. No hookin’ up in public at all. I don’t do that.”

           “But what if you walk up to me on-campus saggin’ with your dick print showin’ and shit? That shit turns me on, Shaad.”

           “Then you better learn how to control your urges, nigga.” He laughed and turned over to face me. “We can chill out in public every now and then because we’re teammates and nobody won’t suspect anything. I guess whenever we eat out somewhere it could be considered as a date.”

           “Okay, I like that.”

           “I wish shit was different. I’d give anything to able to kick it with you all out in the open and kiss you and shit. Hold your hand on-campus in front of everybody. But you know what the deal is.”

           “Yeah I know; it is what it is.”

           After talking until we got sleepy, we cuddled up and fell asleep together. I had no idea if things would go as smoothly as we’d planned them to go, but I knew I wanted to give it a try. Rashaad was so different than Dezmond. I really felt like we’d be able to be more than just sex buddies or friends with benefits, and that we could have a bond on and off the gridiron. Little did I know; things would prove to be so much more complex than they seemed.

[Disclaimer]: Pictures used do not reflect the sexuality or personality of people in the pictures. They only serve as visual examples of the characters.

           Me and Dezmond began drifting apart during summer practice. By the time the season started, we’d downgraded to just being occasional fuck buddies. We just stopped talking as much and as a result our relationship on and off the field became strained. With him being quarterback and me being our team’s running back, it was important that we kept our personal issues off the field. Whenever we were alone together, I’d ask him if he wanted to end the relationship. He’d always say no but I could tell he wanted to just as bad as I wanted to. The feeling just wasn’t there anymore and the more he tried to force it, the more I wanted it to end. Finally, one day I just decided enough was enough.

           “I feel like it’s run its course,” I said to him as we sat in my car in the practice field parking lot. “You can’t even name one reason why we should keep it up.”

           “It’s convenient, El,” he said to me. “I don’t wanna go back to fuckin’ around with random dudes who I gotta worry about tryin’ to out me if they get salty. And no other niggas on the team get down like we do.”

           “That’s your only reason? Convenience?”

           “What else do you want me to say? You act like I don’t care about you.”

           “Do you?”

           “Yes. You know I do.” He sighed and continued, “El, we’ve been doin’ this for almost two years now. Nobody suspects a thing and I can’t lie; the convenience is a real factor. And even you can’t deny the sex is bomb as fuck. I still get horny whenever I think about you.”

                                           Me (Ellis Morton)

           “I get horny, too. But Dez, the connection ain’t there anymore. You know it and I know it. We can’t just keep fuckin’ to catch a nut and then not speak for days. Meanwhile, you’re throwing the ball to Shaad more than me because you’re frustrated with me.”

           “That’s not why I throw the ball to Shaad. I throw it to him because he’s fast and he know how to shuffle his way out of a situation to catch the ball and run it. I hand or toss the ball to you when we need to get a first down quicker.”

           “That’s bullshit and you know it.”

           “Ellis, I feel like you’re puttin’ this shit on me because you haven’t been focused on the field lately.”

           “I haven’t been focused? Nigga, you’re the one who thinks he’s faster than lightning and tryin’ to run the ball all the time; only to be sacked and lose yardage!”

           “If I get sacked then it’s because you simple ass niggas don’t block worth shit and can’t seem to outrun even the weakest defensive line!”

           I took a deep breath and told him, “That’s it, whatever we had is over. I’m not gonna fuck up my last college season over some dick. We both are tryin’ to get drafted and that means this season has to be our best. It can’t be the best if we’re mad at each other over shit that has nothin’ to do with football.”

           “You’re the one bein’ difficult for no reason!”

           “It ain’t for no reason, Dez. I want more than just some dick every now and then. You can call me a bitch or whatever you want, but I want somebody I can connect with beyond sex. I need somebody that I can talk to about the shit that be on my mind from day to day. I can’t do that with you because we don’t have that kind of relationship.”

           “What if I let you fuck me? Will that change anything? I know you be wanting to because you’re always lookin’ at my ass and rubbin’ on my asshole when you suck me off. If that’ll fix our problems, then I’ll do it. I’ll let you fuck me.”

                                           Dezmond Saylor

           “That’s not what this is about? I am vers but I don’t wanna top you. I only do that shit because you got a tight and pink asshole. I mean it would be cool to fuck it but…” I shook my head. “No, I’m not doin’ this anymore. We gotta end it. And we can’t let it fuck with our performance on the field.”

           He sighed loudly and said, “Well fuck it then. I tried. You wanna act like a bitch for no reason. I thought two grown ass niggas wouldn’t have to deal with this stupid bitch made bullshit but I guess I was wrong.”

           “Can you get out my car? I’m ready to go.”

           He gave me a look and asked, “Damn, you salty as fuck ain’t you? You big mad or lil’ mad right now?”

           “Just get the fuck out of my car, Dezmond! I’m not salty. How am I salty and I’m the one kickin’ yo ass out? You couldn’t fuck worth a shit no way.”

           “You a bitch ass nigga for real. And you can’t take dick. Fuck you!” He climbed out and slammed my door.

           I watched him as he stomped his way over to his car and left the parking lot. After collecting myself, I started my car up and left. As I drove to the apartment I shared with two of my teammates, I thought about my recent behavior. I don’t know why I was wanting a boyfriend so bad. It was risky. I would definitely have to trust him and hope that he wouldn’t one day out me if things didn’t work out. My situation with Dezmond wasn’t threatening because he was a football player like me; therefore, he’d be outing himself if he ever said anything to anyone about us. I did feel bad for how I did him but I owed it to myself to strive for an actual relationship with somebody who respected me as much as I respected him.

           So when I got to the apartment complex, I was happy to see neither of my teammates’ cars parked out front. I figured they probably both went to the gym after practice. However, when I stepped into the apartment, I was surprised to see Shaad sitting in the living room playing Madden NFL 17 on the PlayStation 4. Rashaad Salaam was our team’s best wide receiver and was one of my closest friends on the team. I was surprised by him being there because his black Toyota Land Cruiser wasn’t parked out front.

           He noticed me walk in and said, “Wassup Ellis.”

                                  Rashaad “Shaad” Salaam

           “Wassup Shaad,” I said back before closing the door. “How are you here but you’re Land Cruiser ain’t?”

           “I let Keyshia drive it to her Delta Sigma Theta meeting.”

           “Oh, okay.” I sighed and began making my way towards the hall.

           “Yo, hold up.” He paused the game. “What’s wrong with you?”

           “Huh?”

           “Why you look so upset?”

           “It’s nothin’. I’m just tired.”

           “It’s about Dezmond, ain’t it?”

           Okay, when he asked me that I swear my whole body locked up for a quick second. I laughed nervously and asked, “What makes you say that?”

           “He barely passed the ball to you in practice today. And both of y’all been actin’ weird lately.”

           “Nah, we cool. I mean he does need to hand the ball to me a little more but we cool.”

           “You sure?”

           “Yeah, bruh. It’s all good.” I waited until he resumed the game before I turned and headed to my room.

           After closing the door, I tossed my duffle bag over near the closet and then collapsed on my bed. I looked at my phone to see Dezmond had texted me eleven times already. He’d forgotten that he’d called me a bitch just that fast. I wanted to text him back to get him to stop, but I honestly didn’t feel any different than I’d been feeling. I was over him. If we had something special to begin with then it would’ve been worth fighting for. He texted me a record twelfth time without me responding and that’s when I decided to just turn my phone off. Almost immediately after I turned it off, there was a knock at my bedroom door.

           “It’s me,” Shaad said from out in the hallway. “Can I come in?”

           “Yeah,” I called out.

           He opened the door and stepped into my room before asking, “You wanna go get somethin’ to eat? The fridge is empty and I know you’re hungry.”

           I laughed a little and told him, “Yeah, let me take a quick shower and put on some clothes first.”

           Even though I was close friends with Shaad, I never let him know about me. And it wasn’t because I thought he’d out me or anything like that. I never told him because I figured since he came from that whole Nation of Islam background that he was most likely extremely homophobic. He was a cool down to earth dude and I’d never seen him get upset by anything before, but that didn’t mean he wasn’t homophobic. I always kept my front up whenever I was around him. I made sure not to even look at him a certain way.

           We headed to Zaxby’s in my car to get some food but when we got there, he insisted on getting the food to go. I didn’t have a problem getting the food to go so I didn’t question why he didn’t wanna eat in the restaurant. I don’t know what it was but I kept getting this weird vibe from him. Usually he’d be going on and on about his girlfriend Keyshia but he’d only brought her up once that day when he told me she had his car. I would soon find out why—like me—he wasn’t himself that day.

           “Why you wanted to bring the food back here?” I asked him while we were eating in the kitchen together.

           “So we could talk in private,” he replied.

           The moment he said that, I tensed up. I took a quick sip from my cup of Sprite and then asked, “What we need to talk about in private?”

           “You and Dez.”

           “Huh? What about us?”

           “El, you don’t gotta lie to me. I know.”

           “You know what?”

           “That you and him are…together.”

           My heart was pounding in my chest but I was playing it off. I chuckled and lied, “Man, I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

           He took a deep breath and sighed before revealing, “Last Tuesday after practice I came back here and realized I left my phone in the locker room. So I drove all the way back to campus and…”

           “You saw us?”

           “I didn’t mean to walk in on it. I grabbed my phone and jetted.”

           I couldn’t believe what was happening. My biggest fear was having somebody else find out about me and Dezmond, especially somebody like Shaad. Me and Dezmond mostly jacked off together that day in the locker room so I tried to come up with a bullshit excuse to give Shaad. “We just jacked off together. That’s it.”

           “But y’all were kissing and he had his finger in your…”

           “Damn, what all did you see?”

           “Enough to know y’all just wasn’t catchin’ a nut together.”

           “Oh my God.” I fell back in my chair and covered my face with my hands.

           “El, I’m not gonna tell anybody. You know I wouldn’t do that.”

           “I told him not to start no shit in the locker room. He kept sayin’ the possibility of gettin’ caught turned him on. I can’t believe this!”

           “Man, it’s okay.”

           “How the fuck is okay, Shaad? You probably lookin’ at me as a fag now. This is gonna change everything on the field. We’re gonna start missin’ plays and shit and…”

           He reached over and touched my hand while staring into my eyes and said, “El, it’s okay. This doesn’t change anything, at least not for the worst.”

           “What do you mean?”

           “I know you don’t think that you and Dez are the only niggas on the team that get down.” He laughed. “Bruh, you don’t even know the half.”

[Disclaimer]: Pictures used do not reflect the sexuality or personality of people in the pictures. They only serve as visual examples of the characters.