wasted

you aren't insane you just live with your parents

you aren't insane you just live with your parents

you aren't insane you just live with your parents

BECAUSE THEY’RE RIGHT

1. gerard rambling so much while rolling around on the floor that the band cut him off and went into bury me in black without him

2. gerard being confused about the live captions. "those lyrics aren't for us. we have our own lyrics here. those are from the internet. wait no. it's transcribing everything i say. that's really cool!"

3. gerard telling us to put up lights for ghost of you and then asking "when you put your shit up, why is it sometimes blue? is that the new thing? can my phone do that?"

Dog of wisdom

1 hour of the Wii theme song

Marnie the parrot

Literal solid snake

Ave Maria by otamatone

Cockatiel sings chocobo theme

Pikachu dances to Queen (slight volume warning)

Amazing dancing 3 year old boy

1,2,3,5

Rainbow sponge lady 

Captioned seal

10 hour mitchirineko march

Goofy sings Evanescence’s bring me to life

Bears dance to sweet dreams (flashing lights)

Tommy Wiseau’s The Room - hi doggie scene

My heart will go on - recorder version

Kazoo kid special friend song

Keyboard cat 10 hours

Cat on a keyboard in space

Maru the cat

Cat no banana (slight volume warning)

All star but it’s played on an old samsung phone

As antagonistic as my brain can be towards me it can also be really helpful without my input. If I'm pushed to the breaking point my brain will do everything it can to help me.

Sometimes that means forcing me to hyperfixate on something so I can cope with a stressful situation. Sometimes it just shuts off my emotions entirely so I can face the issue head-on without dealing with emotional overload. Sometimes compartmentalizes my problems so that I can deal with them piece by piece instead of all at once.

i agree that disability on its own should be viewed as something neutral, but the fact is that nothing is that simple. not all, but a lot of of disabilities come with chronic pain, and pain, to the sufferer, is not something neutral. it is not a bad thing to want it to stop.

i have a genetic condition that causes the most of my issues. i know exactly where and what the defect is. i’ve come to terms with it over time, i’m at a place where i’m aware there’s no cure and i can live with it, but even in the case a cure is impossible, it’s okay to want one.

four years ago, when i began to have health complications and was subsequently diagnosed, i sure as hell wished there was a way to change my circumstances. i definitely have a better life now that i’ve accepted my condition, but that was something i came to in therapy. that kind of healing won’t come from lambasting the newly diagnosed for “internalized ableism,” it comes from a combination of personal effort and a compassionate community of others who are going through similar things.