Lovewins Love Conquors Love Eachother

I know which side I want to be on…

I can’t explain how it feels to be in the in between. Life once lost; followed by learning to love yourself for who you are becoming but still recovering from the past. Self discovery is about facing yourself in the mirror with tears streaming down your face not understanding the things going on around you; then you take 6 years to reconnect with everything you have pushed deep down with addictions, friends, drinking and self sabotage exchanging them with positive things. Then all of a sudden, little by little, you start to discover who you are meant to be before the trauma, the pain and bad choices. I am not perfect; but I know for once I am on the path to heal. It’s messy, it’s hard but the process will be a beautiful reminder of how far I have come.

Just because I feel good today.

#tired the kind sleep can’t fix

Nothing in the world means more to me than these moments right here... this love conquers all

It’s hard being alone with your thoughts. It’s hard when your surrounded by small minded people. This has been a hard lesson for me to comprehend but sometimes it’s better just to be quiet and enjoy life anyways. Damn how did it get like this for me. I have three beautiful girls and honestly that’s the only reason I’m here today is because my love for them outweighs the thoughts to take my life. I will always believe my children and protect them. If that causes me a road of painful turns than so be it and buckle up. Good night

Sometimes I wonder where I went wrong. How did things get so twisted and rough. Ever strong people break but not twice. I’ve learned to disconnect myself from feelings but then I listen to music and I can feel again. Music saved my life. Thank you.