life

I told you I loved your green eyes, they reminded me of my dads

They were full of sadness and blue rage

Violent love always repeats in threes, my mom, her mother and now me

And even though loving you has aged me in dog years

I’ll always forgive you and I’ll always hold you close and safe

And one of these days I hope you come back around, and I hope you’re in a healthy mind state

She's kind.

She's pretty.

She's funny.

She's smart.

She's everything I've dreamed about.

She's not you, and it feels kinda bad.

But I'm sure she'll never hurt me the way you did.

I'm sure she will be able to love me, but not halfway, she's gonna love me right.

I must confess.

I was wrong because she wasn't what I'd always wanted. She just looked like you and so I thought I liked her. But yes, I was so fucking wrong because, without looking for it, there just appeared a girl who drives me crazy, who is totally different to you and who really loves me and makes me the happiest man in earth.

I realized that I was searching you in the first one because she was so damn similar to you, and that was my mistake.