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sorry iâve been absent today ! i was in a car for most of the day & then right after i had 1 of 2 of my weekly dnd sessions, but iâll be around for the rest of the night & part of tomorrow !
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verses i wanna make for katt:
critrole ( possibly ? )
a rapunzel au because honestly ? the tropes are THERE. magic ? CHECK. a high tower ? CHECK. a secret noble ( the amell family !! ) ? CHECK.
katt the noblewoman au i conceptualized way back at the start of this blog & never did where kattrin nor her siblings had magic & the amell reputation was saved & aristide amell became viscount ( which would. also involve leandra never running away, or lies upon lies about where aristide sent her ).
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   word of stroudâs return from the marcher deep roads had reached kattrin a day or two ago, but swamped with her own duties & a little personal research she had started in her spare time, had left her unable to greet the man. she knew he had brought back a new recruit for her, a woman found tainted in the deep roads with her own party. she felt pity for her, forced into the wardens to save herself, but hopefully her own personal greeting could turn it into a better situation than it was.
   kattrin had promised herself to seek out the woman when she had a moment of time, which turned out to be near dinner that night. sheâd give the recruit a warm welcome to the wardens, & perhaps get to know her better. the title of warden-commander still hung heavy on her shoulders, but it looked like making friends among her fellow wardens seemed to lessen its weight.
   with a vague description of appearance & on the hunt for an unfamiliar face, kattrin scanned the mess hall of vigilâs keep with a hawkâs eye. it took her a minute as she filled her own plate, but once she spotted her target, she made a beeline towards her.
   â do you mind if i join you ? â she asked, only pausing for a second before setting her plate down & taking a seat across from the other woman, â hopefully the food is treating you well, i understand youâve had a long journey here, correct ? â

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a meta, re:kattrinâs spirit healing
all info under the cut !
julia.
mademyselfreal.
   a touch as gentle as his own, a mind to match. healers want to help but not all of them are as kind. they donât remember him unless he gets in the way, & even then theyâll forget after too long, memories blurring his shape into something else, something meaningless. but he can tell sheâs different already, can hear the echoes of the fade in her voice, a chorus of spirits pushing through. similar to solas, but instead of the raw fade she asks for help, and the spirits oblige.Â
   weaving his way past the healers & visitors, he falters only when near, unsure of what heâs doing (not entirely uncommon, but still unsettling). thereâs pain to heal, there always is, but thereâs excitement this time too. iâm a spirit that helps, youâve met others like me, havenât you?
   â you talk to them, â fingers fidget with the hem of his sleeve, â service, succor, save the suffering and yourself at the same time. â a tentative step forward, eyes lingering on her aura, the faint glow of the fade that surrounds her (not quite as bright as the inquisitorâs, or even solasâ, but pleasant all the same).Â
   â you donât use spirits, and they donât use you. they want to help & you help them do it. â thereâs a part of him that wonders what it would have been like to find her instead of the real cole, though he pushes those thoughts down before he has any time to dwell on them. â i help too. i try. â
   she doesnât startle as easy as she used to, but kattrin is still caught slightly off guard when the boy speaks to her, pulling her completely out of her thoughts. she cocks her head at his words, listening as he talks, & suddenly he is slightly more familiar to her now. cole, she thinks his name is, if her brief conversations with the elven mage & ser tethras are anything to go by. she hadnât spent much time getting to know the rest of the inquisitionâs prominent figures yet, but somehow word of the boy in front of her had made its way back to her.
   she gives him a gentle smile, stepping a few feet closer. she can feel the energy of the fade wrapped around him like a tight blanket, no mistaking it. sheâs always been a bit more sensitive to the callings of the fade, ever since she took that first spirit of passion into her service so many years ago. â i try to keep a good rapport between myself & the spirits i call friends, â she says, â otherwise iâd be a pretty poor spirit healer, wouldnât i ? â
   kattrin manages to catch a glance at his face under the wide brim of his hat, trying to become more familiar with him & stick a face to what she presumed was his name. â cole, isnât it ? iâve been told about you, but i believe this is our first meeting. you can call me kattrin, if you like. perhaps, if youâre keen on helping, you could assist me for a bit ? a second set of hands is always welcomed in a healerâs camp. â
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things to do:
replies & starters !
finish the spirit healing meta i was writing ( itâs coming along ! )
m a y b e ? make a critrole verse,,,,,,,,
rp sentence starters taken from rupi kaurâs work , the sun and her flowers.
â my heart cracked inside my body. â â no one is coming in and no one is getting out. â â i deserved someone who was willing to stay.â â a dozen different thoughts tear through me each second. â â i envy the winds who still witness you. â â i could be anything in the world. â â but i wanted to be his. â â what does love look like? â â i realized how naive i have been. â â iâm about to get up and walk right out the door. â â you cannot walk in and out of me like a revolving door. â â you took the sun with you when you left. â â when you plunged the knife into me you also began bleeding. â â you will suffer the way you make me suffer. â â i think my body knew you would not stay. â â your absence is a missing limb. â â it must be hard to live with what ifs. â â how did we live through it and how are we still living? â â i can tell when youâre lying. â â the person i fell in love with was a mirage. â â i notice everything i do not have. â â i hardened under the last loss. â â all i dream is to soften. â â i barely feel like living. â â why are you so unkind to me? â â you are waiting for someone who is not coming back. â â i was the warmest place you knew. â â you turned me cold. â â the irony of loneliness is we all feel it at the same time. â â you must see no worth in yourself. â â worth is not something we transfer. â â growth is a process. â â your actions are not my responsibility. â â itâs okay to let others help pick up the pieces. â â i do not weep because iâm unhappy. â â i have everything and yet i am unhappy. â â nothing in this world was promised or belonged to you. â â all you own is yourself. â â you have already rotted. â â there is nothing left for me to do. â â what if nothing wants me because i do not want me? â â i am both the poison and the antidote. â â i have survived far too much to go quietly. â â my death will be grand. â â all iâve ever known is pain. â â never feel guilty for starting again. â â i am the ghost of ghosts. â â there is god in you. â Â

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Amber Heard as Mera in Aquaman (2018) dir. James Wan
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OLYMPIAN AESTHETICS.
APHRODITE.
laughter loving,  sweet  smiles,  dressed in silk and satin,  flower in their hair,  sees the world as a runway,  unapologetically  sexual,  the sea washing their ankles,  in love with love,  stirrer of passion,  cunning concealed by painted lips,  secret  daggers,  doves,  revolution  in their kiss,  delighting in the waves,  flirtatious winks,  strolling along the beach,  staring wistfully from a balcony,  this is how to be a heartbreaker,  wants to be adored,  gets turned on by danger.
APOLLO.
glitz and glamour,  art galleries,  turning the volume up,  BEING MADE OF GOLD,  neatly-organized music sheets,  notebooks filled with poetry,  bathing in the sunlight,  the powerful urge to create,  collecting vinyl records,  beautiful cover of Wonderwall,  playing multiple instruments,  tasting like sunshine,  healing touch,  speaking in prophecies,  smile mingled with wrath,  shunning lies,  sporting  shades,  hanging out at music festivals with their friends,   sleeps naked,   arrow to the heart,   paint brushes,  probably has a Tinder account.
ARES.
armed for battle,  wants to raise a dog with their significant other, soft spot for children,  gives piggy back rides,  scarred body,  blood on their hands and face,  willing to fight the world for the ones they love,  fights against injustice,  warm hugs,  well-worn combat boots,  boxing gloves, bandages wrapped around bruised knuckles,  fist raised in protest,  ignites revolutions,  fear  is  a  prison,  more sensitive than what their tough shell would have you think,  exhausted,  damaged goods,  force to be reckoned with,  red  roses,  curses under  heir breath.
ARTEMIS.
keen sense of a hunter,   freckles like constellations on their skin,  piercing  eyes,  disheveled braid,  moonlight peeking through the shadows,  the calm of the forest at night,  lying on the grass and staring at the stars,  mother doe and her fawn,  protecting their kin,  the moon shimmering on a still lake,   quiver full of arrows resting against the bark of a tree,   running with wolves,  bonding while circled around a campfire,  not being much of a people person,  arrow hitting a target,  popping egos,  patience on  3%,  touches heaven and returns howling.
ATHENA.
discerning gaze,  unreadable face,  quiet museums,  owl perched on their finger,  armor that intimidates,  eye for architecture,  plays the sims for the sole purpose of building houses,  studied the blade while everyone else was busy getting laid,  big fan of  logic,  loves brain teasers,  ancient buildings,  sweaters in neutrals and cool colors,  hair  done  up,  can kill you with their brain,  heads to the library often to research,  sharpened pencils,  abs that can cut steel,  stoic statues,  pottery classes.
DEMETER.
soil-covered hands, Â smile that can bloom flowers, Â skin loved by the sun, Â being the mom-friend, Â can lift you and your friends, Â flowers kept in the pockets of overalls, Â takes pride in their beautiful garden, Â speaks to their plants, Â leaves rustling in the wind, Â stalks of wheat, Â picking fruit, Â heart as strong as a mountain, Â values simplicity, Â daisies dotted along collarbones, Â curls frowned with flowers, Â folded pile of sweaters in warm hues, Â pulling out fresh-baked bread out of the oven and the smell wafting through the air.
DIONYSUS.
drunk shitposter, Â on their sixth glass of wine before youâve even finished your second, Â seductive smirks, Â untamed curls, Â rich fabrics on dark skin, Â sleek-furred panthers, Â theater masks, Â stage productions, Â receiving a standing ovation, Â rose caught between their teeth, Â being the baby of the bunch, Â wild parties that last from sundown to sunup, Â creeping vines, Â inspiring loyalty, Â grand opera houses, Â masquerade balls, Â rolls of film, Â shattered chandeliers with broken glass scattered across the wine-spilled floor, Â pouring champagne into flutes, Â lives for the applause.
HEPHAESTUS.
the calloused hands of someone who knows labor, Â sweaty brow, Â Â flame burning in their eyes, Â Â inventive mind, Â Â broad shoulders, Â steampunk goggles, Â nuts and bolts stored away in little boxes, Â Â ashes, Â striking a match, Â blueprints for future projects, fixing up a busted card and giving it cool upgrades, wrestles with bitterness, Â work boots have seen better years, wrinkled plaid shirts, iron melted in blazing fire, huge jackets, crafting masterpieces, grease-stained overalls, fascination with robotics, pain is fuel, stack of weaponry, even their muscles have muscles.
HERA.
resting bitch face, dressed to the nines, grazing on a pasture, cool rain, loving and hating fiercely, hand clutching a string of pearls, large chandelier with glittering crystals, plays the sims for the sole purpose of killing off their sims, romance to realism, pictures of the sky while flying on a plane, files that under fuck it, downs glasses of wine as they relax with a scented bubble bath and netflix, like their selfie or youâre grounded, knows 57 convenient ways to murder a man, dark eyes that penetrate your soul, marble and gold.
HERMES.
devil-may-care smile, Â always up-to-date on the latest technology, will steal your french fries, does it for the vine, shitposter, puts googly eyes on everything, meme hoarder, long drives on the highway, ma and pop diners, spontaneous road trips, folded maps, fingers dancing across the keyboard of a laptop, shooting hoops on the basketball court, chatting up strangers as you all journey to your own destinations, goes jogging in the morning, mixes rebull with coffee, menace on april foolâs, hoodies and sneakers.
POSEIDON.
storm with skin, colorful coral reefs, waves crashing against the shore, stroking the soft fur of a cat, their heart pounding as their horseâs gentle trot speeds into a gallop, tousled locks, clothes smeared with pain, own several sketchbooks yet always yearns to own more, leather jackets, fondness for DIY projects, handwriting that flows across the page, nimble fingers,  playing the strings of a violin, velvety singing voice that haunts your dreams, the roar of a motorcycle, compass with a  spinning arrow.
ZEUS.
thunder in their heart, running on coffee, flash of lightning, natural charisma, eloquence, baddass in a nice suit, aficionado of history, force of nature, lenny face, nightmare-filled nights, proud arm around their loverâs waist, high-rise buildings, planes soaring through a cloudless sky, technician on the piano, maintains order, strong handshake, juggling multiple events on their busy schedule with ease, expensive watch.
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         MY NAME IS DEATH AND THE END IS HEREÂ
sideblog! follows from @shutupjay
* â â â soft sentence starters (pt.4)
tw for suicidal thoughts.
âi used to be a better person.â
âeverything tastes like blood, now.â
âiâm not easy to love.â
âyou motivate me to make myself a better person.â
âdo you ever feel worthless?â
âi pretend a lot of shit doesnât get to me.â
âif the world gets too cold & lonely, donât worry. iâll protect you.â
âthe world has always been cruel.â
âplease donât forget me.â
âi wish i could love you right.â
âthereâs a reason i canât love.â
âiâve always been prepared to die.â
âmaybe i did get my hopes up too high.â
âgod, iâm so in love with you.â
âremember that you canât save everyone.â
âi want to be loved, it aches within my ribs.â
âthey arenât even nightmares; theyâre memories.â
âiâll protect you.â
âthereâs a reason why i wander alone.â
âyou deserve the world, & i canât give it to you.â
âiâm afraid that somebody else might take my place.â
âiâm a horrible person & i know it.â
âiâd sell my soul & turn myself inside out to make sure no one i love gets hurt again.â
âmaybe i should just die.â
âi wish i wasnât so fucked up.â
âwould you fall in love with me?â
âi just want the freedom to make my own mistakes.â
âiâm not yours to control.â
âi always think that one of these days youâll leave me behind.â
âiâm not good at relationships.â
âi wonder why iâm still running.â
âlove me or hate me. just choose one, please.â
âtrust the magic of beginnings.â
âremember all of the places we couldâve gone?â
âyou were born to chase the stars.â
âas long as youâre happy, donât worry about me.â
âi could disappear forever & it wouldnât make a difference.â
âsorry to bother you again.â
âplease donât blame yourself.â
âyou deserve much better.â

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im in the mood to do some aesthetic boards so ! if weâre mutuals like this post & iâll do one for your muse / one of ur muses if ur a multi-muse !
capping off at 4 !
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