the life and times of jannat m.

today was the first time i tried on identifying as bi to someone, and it felt pretty good. like it was different for sure, but i didn’t feel like i was lying or trying to get attention, which is something i’ve been feeling a lot. i’m still confused and unsure, but i’m slowly but surely warming up to the idea of thinking of myself more as bi than straight. better late than never! at the end of the day, i just need to remember that these are my feelings and experiences, and it’s probably okay to change my mind and try different things that feel right for me.

at this point, i just need to print out a gigantic sign telling myself not to go after men who are already emotionally attached to other women because it 2000% will never end up going well for me ever ever ever