TW ED

I do NOT promote having an eating disorder. This account is only for myself to vent as none of my irls know about my ED so I talk about my problems here. Please don't report, just block me. I will not be offended. Thank you :)

DNI if: You are in recovery, don't have an ED, Homophobic, racist, sexist, transphobic, ableist, etc.

STATS

Height: 165.7cm (5'5)

Hw: 68.5kg/150lbs (March 2024)

Lw: 54.6kg/120lbs (October 2022)

Sw: 64.3kg/141.8lbs (May 2021)

Cw: 67kg (148lbs)

Bmi: 20.7

GOALS

Gw1: 60kg/132lbs

Gw2: 56kg/123lbs

Gw3: 50kg/110.2lbs

- After reaching my lw of 54.6kg back in October 2022, I slowly gained weight and hit a new hw of 68.5kg🥲

- I also started doing wreslting (joined the school club) in October 2023, won a few medals (like 3 bronze medals) and then I went to the regional championship in February 2024 were I won silver and went on to provincial were I won my first match but then lost my next 2 matches which caused me to be disqualified. I was still very happy since I still made it that far despite having only about 6 months of experience

- When I had my first weigh-in for wrestling, I was around 64kg so I slacked off a lot on losing weight using me having to stay in the 64kg weight class for tournaments as an excuse. Then during Christmas break 2023 I gained all the way up to 67.6kg then had a week to get down to 64kg for my tournament (which I did), gained back to 68kg, had to get back to 64kg for my next tournament which created a continuous cycle of me gaining and losing weight for wreslting tournaments in short amount of times. It was so stressful but my fat ass just couldn't maintain💀

- Wreslting season is now over (It was lit my personality for the last y months) and now I'm stuck at 68kg since there's nothing that really forces me to lose weight.

- Prom is in 1.5 months tho so I really want to get down to at least 57kg by then.

- I also turned 17 in January and in grade 12 which I can't believe since I was 13 (or 14?) when I created this account💀

- I got accepted into 2 unis (uoft and tmu) and waiting for more acceptances (academic weapon frll)

- Bul1m14 wise, I've been binging and purging a lot less (which is really not good considering the fact that I'm still overeating so I'm not losing any weight💀). I started my journey to get back on track on April 1st to get back to my lw

- In October 2023, I also applied to be part of the Millitary, my enrollment ceremony was in February and I'm now officially a soldier🫡 I'm not getting trained until summer tho so ion have a uniform and really don't do shit when I go to work