“Thank you Suzuka.” Zaire breathed a sigh of relief then he stepped a bit back so that the Saber could smoke, something that the Master was somewhat surprised that she did that but the more you learn. 

“And yes, I was out for a snack, do you want to share some food with me? I never really…asked what food you like.” Zaire normally would blow the servant off but…he did miss this Saber.

“Hmmmm~ I was thinking the lines of pocky and potato chips. What about you, Zaire-kun? Thinking about how I would eat you like a snack?” You tease with a smile on her lips, before waving the puff of smokes.

“Wow, I can’t believe I am referring to old man. Hold on, I gotta transform for this appearance.”

“IN THE NAME OF THE ARTIST, I WILL PAINT YOU!” Cue the most red and purple sparkles. Is the gramps trying to blind her? Maybe. Maybe so.

“Saber? What’s going on?” Zaire appeared, as he had just come back from another mission! 

“Do you know what pisses me off, more than at the sight of greek gods? People who wish to keep overworking. For what? To die? To shorten their lifespan? To be hailed as someone who ceased too early?!”

“Suzuka slow down..” He moved and sat next to her in the corner, Zaire seemed a lot calmer, yet he understood how she felt in a sense. Though he has his own worries and his own issues that might come into play a little bit…this was bonding right?

“No you are not a ‘shitty servant’, each and every servant can choose whether or not to answer the calls of a master, regardless. Masters who think otherwise are stupid, it does not matter how many masters you, or a different version of you, work for, as long as you are helping to save humanity.”

“Besides, it’s better to be with a few masters and be noticed then someone with all these servants and is always ignored. I feel this way, I am the shadow, I am not meant to be remembered and yet…deep down I just want…” 

He wanted someone to notice him. Even if he did not know it.

“….there are also servants who don’t want to interact with my own and bond with them either.”

“My apologizes…it seems as though this time I was rambling.”

“It’s totes okay, cloakie. I ended up rambling like an old person too.” You shrug off, before patting his shoulder,

“You know, you kinda remind me of someone from my past.” You aren’t the type to divulge info on your past, so you sway it off with the flick of your other free hand. “Not 100%, so like? 40%? I ma not gonna discuss about it. Private info and everything.” 

“Saber, are you alright?” Zaire wandered over to the confused, or more so worried…bother? Suzuka Gozen, it seemed as though he was seeking her for a different reason but that changed when he heard what was said.

“Oh hey, if you need me for something else, try asking another servant to gtg with you.” You went to the point, before moping in your corner again, “To answer your question, I am okayish? I guess I am realizing I only serve like... What? 7 Masters?” 4 males [ including Zaire ] & 3 females. “Is that normal to serve that many? I rarely, if anything, serve more than 6?” To be fair, this isn’t a holy grail war, but you are starting to question if you are of worth due to the amount of people you serve.

“I mean, I was more or less forced to burn a few contracts with Masters, after realizing how shitty of a person they are. I remember meeting this master who kept excusing every attractive people, & those who didn’t like, use their brain cells.

“Hey is it just me, or I just serve very few masters? Am I too picky with them?” You shrug your shoulders, hanging your head down, before attempting to cheer yourself up.

....

Nope.

It doesn’t work.

I say sinblogs are a great way to let off sexual steam, however I suggest just making a side blog so only friends can smut with you and you can be super selective

Bold to assume I am horny--.

golly gosh, I am early 20s and I am getting shy about this er.

I am only rping se.x.ual content with people that I do trust, & sometimes it’s borderline concerning because some of my muses are into things that ya know, aren’t... vanilla. 

also me:

Lol nope. I iconed Yan Qing all morning and plan to more. Besides, the person I wanna do it with needs rest.

so, I just realized that I may have accidently botched up Guinvere’s info stuff since if anyone has read the thread, something may be a little different from the Arthurian legends. Not sorry?