life as ME

trust me.

- bbc

and i probably always fucking will

I really just took off my bra to see if I could go and cuddle with him but this is how he hits me back 😐

I hate this day not because I have no one to be with on this day but because they give too much hype for this day. I mean you should be showing the person you love everyday not just on this specific day.

When I was younger I hated my hair. I hated that it would get tangled every time I brushed it, I hated when every one of my friends had straight hair, I hated that I didn’t know what to do with it. The odd thing is I don’t even know where my curls came from no one from my family has curls like mine. Whenever I washed my hair I would try to style it but ended up just putting it into a bun. Since elementary school to high school junior year my hair was in a bun everyday. I would go to salons and every time I was there it was the same thing over and over again. “Woah” they would say and I already knew what they were talking about. The endless pulling on my hair to get every knot out of my head was painful. It wasn’t till senior year when I finally learned how to control my curls and finally fell in love with them. It took me so long because my different hairstyle was different from my friends and I just endlessly complained that I wanted theirs. Whenever I would put my hair down people would say omg I want your hair or your curls are so beautiful I’m jealous. My hair is my signature feature. It’ll always be something that you’ll notice first from me :) learn to love your hair like you love yourself Moral of the story: always love you ❣️

Here goes the lying. note: we were never a thing

My grammar is terrible and I truly apologize lol

Take walks and listen to music to take your mind off the things that are hurting you

don’t get me wrong once in a blue moon I’m happy but it just goes away and doesn’t come back for a while