DeeCreates.

Yes. There are a lot of lives here on earth that`s miserable. I think that`s why there are suicidal persons. Maybe that`s the only reason there are suicidal persons. I cannot be that one. No. Or am I just in denial? I should just keep thinking of the positive and brighter side of everything. That`s why I am here, to just live and hide the miserable truth that I am miserable, isn`t it? Maybe not. I should believe in the rainbow that comes after the storm. I should. Someday that rainbow will be seen and I will leave peacefully, no more misery. :)

With my favorite person. :)

Late night lodge somewhere not so unfamiliar place. :) Was here to relax with friends from a long time ago. And it was so fuun...

I`ve been wanting to have a social life since I broke up with my boyfriend. But ever since, I really never had the courage to tell anyone that I already ended up things for us. And maybe it is good. Because now that I`m finally seeking for their affection and their company, I can really call them my true friends because after long months of not talking to them, now I am here. With them. Celebrating what`s still good in life. :)

So. Started blogging again because mood swings sucks and slight hint of depression makes me really think. And I'm not in the mood to think at all because I've got school to worry about. Rest is the key. I will lay my burdens to my Father's arms tonight and let him do the rest. ❤

Thst messy table. Haha

Why do I always feel sleepy? Bedweather. :))

My blogging is currently rusting and I know that I've not been active for months now. And now I'm trying to stand on my own feet with blogging again. Actually last weekend ko pa gustong mag-blog and I just was so busy then that I don't want to jinx my kasipagan. So let's go to why I am blogging right now. :) The first picture on the left shows how I was at first when I found out that I won't be able to walk for at least to months. That was just at least because I was just having a splint now. But when all these people are nosing about my splint, saying that it's about 3-6 mos. before I can walk freely, I was just flatly sad and worried. First and foremost because of my love to walk and to go around places and meet my friends. I won't be able to that for two months. Another is my studies of course. I wanted to excel this term on all of my subjects but it will surely be a challenge for me with my  condition to stay on top of my game. But anyway, I'm still going to my classes. Hindi lang ako pumapasok pag fridays. Isa lang kasi class ko. And anyway pinayagan ako ng prof ko to take a rest. :) Hehe. The 2nd picture depicts my positive outlook towards this injury. This fracture I think made me realize a thing or two about how I run my life. First: That I need someone or people to help me at some point and I don't have to make myself look so independent at all times. Second: That life will knock me down at some point to feel that I'm a trash and a complete full of shit, BUT I just need to face it and just ALWAYS SEE THE BRIGHTER SIDE. This injury also taught me how people are really concerned of me injury-wise or not. And how people are willing to help others when one really needs it despite on how you treat them before (not that I've treated someone like shit before that helps me now). My point is, I REALLY FEEL BLESSED right now. And believe it or not, I'M REALLY HAPPY. :)