Sometime in your life you take such a huge decision that it changes the complete trajectory of life.
These changes, that you never imagined. But fate has something else in store for you.
Few decisions, that hurt your heart so much, but you can't change it otherwise.
These feelings of sadness, grief, that have no place to go. You lose people, one's you never imagined that they won't be part of your daily life moving forward.
And then you wipe your tears, dust your hands, tie your hair and start breathing again. In the hope that one day you will start living also.
It's easy to say that people come and go. But the one who loses knows the heaviness of this phrase.
And you know the worst of it all?? Everyone who has a cranial capacity to feel, will experience it one day or the other.
This also doesn't sooth our soul because it doesn't lessen the pain knowing others had it the same or worse.
If these emotions make us human, i don't think it's something to gloat about. I wish we had that emotional switch that we can turn on and off at our wimp. Might be that would have made living easier, or worse??
I don't know.
One thing I know, it's not easy to grow up because we feel and understand too much!!
Let's see where life takes us!!
