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" --- oh, fuck you! for fuck's sake-"
" --- Rowan, stop. both of you, please just- i need to think." [ he doesn't know what Caillou is, but the insult still did its job, stinging his pride. he pulls to a careful stop at a stop sign, turns on the blinker, turns right. her words echo, biting at him, goading him. how can i trust you? you're gonna get me killed- they fucking knew you would freeze. They knew you would be useless-they are counting on you getting me killed! And then they are gonna use that death to justify killing you. and she's absolutely fucking right. ]
[ he hadn't seen it, before. hadn't wanted to. he'd only agreed to all this in the first place because they made him promises- not that he'd believed them, but he'd wanted to. that they'd help him find his brother. that they'd leave his family alone if he could prove it wasn't them causing harm to humans in the area. she's right. and he'd been too blinded by his own pain, his own naivety to see it. he looks at her then, swallows hard and shakes his head. ]
" --- look. you weren't in danger, and you- i wasn't expecting-" [ but he shakes his head, reconsidering his words. ]
" --- no. i'm sorry, Anthea. i'm sorry i froze. there's no excuse for it. it happened, and it shouldn't have, and i'm sorry. let's just get through this. one thing at a time." [ it won't happen again. but he knows to tell her would not be good enough. he'll have to show her. and he questions then, what he feels he has to prove to her- why he feels this sense of loyalty to her, partner or not. it isn't his fault she's found herself here. now isn't the time to remind her of that fact. ]
" --- whatever this is, we're in it. together. i'll do better. but i need you to do better, too. my people are off limits. everyone knows not to disrespect you. Rowan just doesn't care. he had it coming." [ he looks at her again. he means it. ]
" --- Roe, call Arlo. tell him we're almost there."
" --- Rowan. fucking call him. do it now. make sure he's there when we get there." [ it's important, if only for the fact Theo needs him there to help handle Roe while he and Anthea speak with Elmira. he has to lock in. he can't do that if he's worrying about a wounded packmate. ]
" --- you're not going to die out here, Agent Jones. you'll see."
[ when the reach Elmira's, she sitting on her porch, waiting for them. the driveway is lined with small colorful solar lights, mushroom shaped. they sit among the herbs and flowers planted each side of the yard emitting a comforting glow as they pull in to park. ]
[ Arlo stands on the bottom porch step, arms crossed but biting back a grin. he greets Anthea with a tip of his hatted head and quick, evenin', Miss Jones, and none of that sets well with Rowan. he cusses out everyone but Elmira as Arlo scoops him out of the backseat, practically carrying him to the front door. Elmira doesn't stand until Anthea and Theo reach the top of her porch steps. she watches them both, how they move with each other, watches them as if measuring something- looks over Anthea with a keen eye, expression unreadable. then she smiles. ]
" --- Agent Jones. you look stressed, honey. it's alright. though i can't honestly say the worst is done with. come in, please. Othello can make you tea, or coffee if you'd like, while i tend to Rowan. won't take long."
[ her smile warms past the initial cordial expression as she gestures for Anthea to enter her home. no chiding for having been the one to wound him, in the first place, for bringing this mess to her door, no fuss at all. Arlo filled her in. Rowan had it coming. ]
" --- would you like some coffee?" [ Theo asks Anthea once they're alone, voice quiet as he shuts the door behind them. he doesn't bother locking it. nothing will bother them here. ]