Hello? Just Passing Through

Do what every mental crisis/mental health/regular counselor, teacher/advisor/mentor, Aunt, grandpa, and even my own dreams are telling me.

I’m going to finally stop talking to my sisters. Grandpa was sent to the ER because of there neglect for 2 weeks while I was gone. If I didn’t return that late Saturday night had that shitty post flight sleep and find him first thing on that Sunday morning idk what or where grandpa or I would be.

The didnt feed him, give him water or drink, his laundry, his bedding, anything for 2 weeks and he collapsed the literally morning after my return. If I didn’t return that Saturday grandpa would have been…….

But they have the nerve to somehow say this was my fault! As they sad in the sister chat “you speak to us like dirt and act like some retarded spoiled princess that’s better than us.” I was gone for 2 weeks I offered money for them to care for that many put faith that maybe the sister that lives in the house with me and him would care for him but nothing…and we are experiencing our own heat wave too.

And when in the ER finally getting him all the medical treatment his shit doctor kept finding some way shape or fact to avoid it so he can keep living grandpa random shit to steal from his insurance. One sister came and took him out of the ER. Convinced him to leave with stories of medical mishaps during surgeries and other things using what I now will claim as false stores of stranger as continently to person of the tale suddenly turned into an attic and then suddenly became a coworkers relative.

Years of trying to get him all the surgeries and treatments he needed finally having it in reach seeing it happen before my eyes after the most traumatic thing possible, violently torn away once she walked into the ER room.

They have done many thing to me, cheated me, lied to my face while looking in my eyes, stolen from me, beaten me, humiliated me, used me, propped me, compared me to so many terrible people both real and fictional, then come to me for money and aid just playing with my heart and need for family/love/approval, so many things,….but now they put him in the hospital and have the nerve to somehow make me the bad guy when I was physically off island for 2 whole weeks.