The Life Pedals

1. To be shadow life long

2. To be the mad man...

On this day..After the Proposal

4 years Ago..

Ya Allah S.W.T , Kembalikanlah Dia Dengan Halal Kepada Aku Ya Allah S.W.T

1. Chase Your Dream, focus on being a professional engineer. Accomplish all your plan for HZ, Always prioritize your health.

2. Never miss your Solat, especially Fajr prayers. Recite Al Quran, attend Al Quran class again, Keep her in my Doa, Doa for our relationship sincerely and truly.. insha'Allah Allah S.W.T will grant it. Stop committing sins.

3. Always remember , no matter where i am, who i am, with who i am, she is always there for me, she will always love me till her last breath..and One Day, she will find me and marry me. insha'Allah.

Amin.....

I keep begging people to extend due dates.

I keep giving lies over lies in regards to due dates.

I'm full of empty promises

I have to beg people to trust me

I feel like I'm lying to myself to think positive when it is already too late.

I keep draining my tears

I keep explaining to people rather than proving

If i fail my parents would suffer..

If i don't do something today, i will too late in the future

I can't keep myself up

I can't save enough money to move

I can't even try to be healty

I can't even be a good muslim

I fail my team

I can't take rest

I can't close my eyes peacefully

I hate seeing my tiring face on mirror

I can't even give up

I'm worried over and over

The worst part..others keep going far, buying things, going vacation,spend time with family

While I'm just laying here and struggling to make decisions.