NEW BEGINNING.....

and nothing was burning, nothing but I,

I am very tired of my own brain,

She is both, hell fire and holy water. And the flavor you taste depends on how you treat her.

أعوذ بالله من حزنٍ يأكل القلب بصمت

There are distances and darknesses inside me that no one can handle. This is why I love myself.

Lock up your libraries if you like; but there is no gate, no lock, no bolt that you can set upon the freedom of my mind.

It’s strange how your childhood sort of feels like forever. Then suddenly you’re sixteen and the world becomes an hourglass and you’re watching the sand pile up at the wrong end. And you’re thinking of how when you were just a kid, your heartbeat was like a kick drum at a rock show, and now it’s just a time bomb ticking out. And it’s sad. And you want to forget about dying. But mostly you just want to forget about saying goodbye.

me: i love attention