Jake, the soulless little creature

Lesz...

...a liar little slut.

If you don't know the meaning of a word you want to understand it, so you gonna see the Wikipedia or maybe this strange thing on the shelf...yea yea made from paper. So you gonna find that word in that book and try to understand. I wanted to search what 'understanding' means... And it got me thinking. I think we can't understand. We aren't capable of such things... We can believe, hope but we can't really understand. We learn and learn, but don't understand. Can you tell my why are you here? I mean, why do you live or why do i live in this little planet with other seven billion people? So i try... I really try to understand why should i live and what's my purpose, but i can't get it. Maybe i just had to be stupid so i wouldn't suffer in this world... I just want to be happy and i don't really understand what is happiness.

Hello little guy whoever are you, I'm an ordinary guy, a soulless little creature in this enormous world. I live next to you and probably you haven't noticed me yet, but not problem, nobody does. I'm on ordinary guy from that shiny little planet that we call Earth. I'm the guy who kills everyday and waits for the redemption which never comes. Don't worry! I just kill people who have serious crimes. Actually they just have to annoy me... yeah that's it. So i'm the little soulless creature who kills people... annoying people. See? Nothing to worry about. But say to me you never wanted to kill one of these annoying little creatures... i knew it, this is what everybody want. However i have to admit something... so i kill these people... 4 or 5 one day and usually they suffer a lot, at least in my thoughts. ...so i'm the guy next door... the paranoid, mad, soulless little creature. I wish we could talk, but it's better that way. You probably won't notice me so i'll do my perfect job... imagine annoying people who die slow by my hands. I'm Jake.