i'm not a fucking hobbit

     “Is– is it really talking SHIT if it’s fact?” His words LINGERED in the air, though he soon shook his head DISMISSIVELY of them, deciding not to feed into that thought. “And– honestly? No. No, I didn’t think that. I– I don’t really know what I was thinking.”      “I just– wanted to make you happy. You- you DESERVE that much, Will… To be HAPPY. If he– if he really does that for you, then good. As I said, I’m HAPPY for you. I’m– happy that your happy. But, I’ve MOVED ON from whatever that was… Obviously, you have too. I– I at least hope we can still be FRIENDS? I mean, we are NEIGHBOURS after all.”

I….wasnt sure if it would be alright. [He sort of froze in place]

     Taking the bag in his ARMS, Bryce quirked a brow at the others sudden change in tone and STATURE. He stared on at the smaller for some LONG seconds, trying to figure out what had brought on the sudden change. “–What?”

     Was William INSINUATING that Bryce was the liar? A liar? The Australian didn’t have it in him to lie to ANYONE. EVER. Confusion LITTERED the blonds expression, and he opted to keep QUIET for some long moments, fingertips sinking into the material of the bag he held close to his chest. 

     “William– I never– I never LIED to you…” This conversation had been a LONG time coming, though now that it was happening, Bryce decided he DIDN’T want to take part. Of course, it was FAR too late now. 

     USUALLY bright eyes fell to the floor, staring down BLANKLY at their feet as ANXIETY swelled in his chest. He tried to think over EVERYTHING that happened in the past few months. Nothing really made SENSE. Of course, it wouldn’t. He had taken the others words ENTIRELY the wrong way, and it only took him a whole MINUTE to figure it out.

     Gaze returning to others pools of GREEN, Bryce soon CLENCHED his jaw tightly. He wasn’t sure he WANTED to hear whatever William might’ve had to say. Ever with the TEENS flare for the DRAMATICS, Bryce was sure he was going to end up standing there, hurt and alone, JUST like the last time.

     STILL, he humoured him. “–You lied?”

….fiiiiiiine, nino. [he rolls his eyes as he dismisses himself from the table to go find the server and correct the order] [antonio came back with a mug and cream on top] I got you a hot chocolate to make up for the soup. [Placing it infront of william, he leaned down and pressed his lips against the top of williams head] I missed you so much.

     Bryce HELD the bag between them, tanzanite eyes looking to the other ODDLY for some long moments as the REALISATION set in. He didn’t know why, but his whole body seemed to feel weirdly VACANT at the thought. “So– you and HIM?” His throat was dry, “You’re back TOGETHER, then?”

     Biting at the inside of his cheek, the blond TIPPED his head to the side, soon offering Will a smile. “Hey! I’m HAPPY for you! As long as– you know… he treats you GOOD this time ‘round.” Pausing then, the Australian RUMMAGED through the bag, pulling out the hoodie he had lent to Will ALL those weeks ago. 

     “You should keep this! I mean, I REALLY don’t wear it. Looked BETTER on you too. If Toni ASKS, you can just say it’s Kyle’s or something. I mean, if he can LIE to you, you can to him, right? Fair is fair. I’ll probably just end up THROWING it away, anyway. I– well, I have someone… MAYBE. And I don’t think they’ll APPRECIATE the new SMELL as much as I do.”

[….honestly he snorts] Just give it a chance! It’s really good! I bet its better than the others youve had before. Or you can continue your tantrum and order something else. [Chinhands]

I appreciate this more than you know, William.

With that said, you need to try the soup here. It’s delicious. [a dorky smile replaced his slightly serious manner] [he gave Williams hand another light squeeze before releasing it and waving over a server] [quickly ordering for the two of them, the cafe’s speciality which was a homemade chicken noodle soup.]

It is simple but super yummy. Plus, it is chilly out tonight. Something to warm you up.

waeis said:

hey. i’m just here to give you back a few of your sweaters. and whatever else you left at my place. i know it’s been a while but hey, at least i’m giving them back and not burning them.

     “Well– ALRIGHT. I mean, I’ve basically RE-STOCKED my wardrobe since– then…” He paused for a moment, taking the BAG from William before offering him a small, ALMOST sad smile.  “How– how’ve you BEEN, anyway? I haven’t– well, haven’t heard from you in MONTHS.”

You also wanted to stab me. I feel the love tonight, William. [a small chuckle escapes] [the relief from the stress and anxiety earlier was now gone] [he was happy with how this went. ]

[he places another light kiss] yes. if you’d let me treat you.

[the smile that formed was huge] [he cant be humble any longer] [he clasps his free hand around Williams and brings it to his lips] Ill make it worth it.

[He places a soft kiss to Williams palm] Will you go on a date with me to dinner?

Well….. [There is a pause]

[sitting up straight, Antonio releases the mug and reaches out to take Williams hand lightly] [his thumb gently rubbing the top of his hand] I want you to let me try to fix it. Let me earn you back. Prove that I really deserve your love.

I would never do anything to hurt you. Not without thinking it was…right. [side eyes William] [antonio was already too late about that] I just… [Another sigh] Nothings the same without you.

[He clenches his mug and stares at it hard] I never felt more lost. I made the biggest mistake ever and I can never take back what happened or take the time back. I know things are different now… [slight frown] I know that. I just want you.

I never stop thinking about you.

[his eyes widen a bit] [he keeps quiet and lets william say what he does] [his gaze drops in shame]

I know. I don’t mean it as a….take me back short of thing. I just…i just wanted to tell you how much I regret. I thought I was making the best choice.

[He sighed] I really fucked up. I’m sorry.