Drowning in Stars

Another year went by in a haze with many memories made with many friends, family, and myself. I learned, loved, and laughed a lot and from all those experiences I grew more and got a step closer to knowing myself. I want to thank those who stopped me from disappearing and running away when the pain was too much and to those who made my day with any act of kindness, humour, and love which made me look forward to the days ahead. The end of any chapter feels great as I look forward to the next chapter with a fresh start. 2019 you were obnoxious, weird, emotional but fun and I wont forget you with all the precious memories and gifts you gave.

“Let yourself be silently drawn by the stronger pull of what you really love.” -Rumi

You’ll go through the darkness, experience the angst and fear of possible future outcomes, but you will find light and blossom like a flower after the struggles which helped you grow. Everything will work out trust me.

I love waking up to the soft sunshine gracefully entering my room through my translucent purple curtains. It makes me feel so much happier and warmer especially since I’m all snuggled in my cozy covers.

I don’t even like this colour combination all that much. Makes me think of a DIY tie dye gone wrong. But heyyyy the colours look bomb tho at least.With all that pollution in the air. But heyyyy it’s still a pretty rare sight. Made me forget my own existence. My messy brain stopped thinking, I took a deep breath, and just smiled at the beauty of this world. But by the time I got off the highway and the sun finally disappeared, making the world dark, my mind returned to thinking to much. But heyyy, just like how I can’t see beyond the horizon, I can’t see my future as well. So I’m just gonna focus on the seeing the colours I see now.