meeks' semi-secret diary

Height: 158 cm | 5'1"

HW: 83,1 kg

LW: 56,8 kg

SW: 75,2 kg

CW: 72,4 kg

GW1: 70 kg

GW2: 65 kg

GW3: 60 kg

GW4: 56 kg

UGW: 50 kg [for now]

I'm pretty sure she's one of us (there are further indicators, but I don't wanna get into too much detail).

- getting skinny so people will be less disgusted when my depression won't let me shower for a couple of days.

- getting skinny so my clothes can swallow me up until I feel like I'm barely there.

- getting skinny so there's no fat on my legs to restrict movement.

- getting skinny because I heard it betters top surgery results.

- getting skinny so I won't feel out of place next to my drop dead fvcking gorgeous friends.

- getting skinny so people don't just love me "as a friend".

- getting skinny to have more than just a good personality.

"Are you really full already? You should have some more."/"You need to eat, you haven't gad anything yet."/"You've lost so much weight!" aka oh fuck, he's figuring it out

to

"I'm glad you're not eating any bread, with all the carbohydrates"/"You know, exercise is very important for your health"/"Here are some of my favourite low-calorie foods. You can even eat how much you want without gaining weight! If you did that it would be very good for you."