☓ ANGEL OF DEATH | HIATUS

Yeah, you heard right, guys :(

Okay so I’m sure most of you have noticed I haven’t been online much, and that this has dated waaaay back to around... August, ish? Now I’m in uni again it’s really taxing and overwhelming, and living with people means that my social time is usually taken up, so I don’t have much time to write. My muse for Erik has gone strong, but at the moment it’s depleted mostly because my mental energy is spent on other things :(

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MY ONE COMPANION!! Oh my gosh, even though this is supposed to be anonymous, everyone should know that this person I’m talking about is awesome. A huge nerd, talented and dedicated and a giant meme, but still awesome as hell. Where to begin? 

So first off I just have to say that you’re a huge inspiration. We chat a lot OOC and hearing about your everyday life and what you’re doing to achieve your dreams, all the ballet lessons and rehearsals and jobs you do --- they’re inspiring to hear about. It reminds me that to have passion you must be determined, and to be determined is to achieve more than what you would do with just talent, for example. 

And with everything you’ve been through, it’s wonderful to see that you’re still standing on two feet and taking on the world. You may not think you’re strong, but you are, and I’m here as a reminder that you don’t have to be strong by yourself :) Keep doing you, and I’m so excited for all the opportunities that are going to come your way!! You’re going to be incredible, I know it. Be the best you can be and you’ll wow everyone. 

Second off I love writing with you. Erik is completely, 100% infatuated with your muse and hopelessly in love, and for good reason. You’ve got a grasp to your character in ways that blows my mind, because she’s wonderfully innocent and not so innocent and mischievous and sweet and lovely and just so realistically written. I love it, and so does Erik. Your muse brings out the best in mine and it’s just wonderful to find that friend you can write with in perfect tandem, that one writing mate who just gets you. Thank you for writing with me! You’re a joy. 

ALSO oh my gosh, thank you for being a wonderful friend! You’ve been there for me to talk when I’ve felt down and no one else was around, and I am so so grateful for it. THANK YOU for listening and offering advice, thank you for believing in me and boosting my confidence when I think I’m not doing that well, especially when it comes to theatre and stuff, where I’m not 100% confident/comfortable and still very much taking risks. It’s great to have support from someone like you, so thank you :) 

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It’s the human trashbag :/// Why do I even talk to you? You’re a meme and ugh just :/// no ://// 

OK LOOK JK. Matey first things first I gotta say that te amo mucho. Not sure if I got that right since I last studied Spanish like 4 years ago, but YOU GET THE POINT. You’re such a brilliant friend, tbh. You’re a huge meme and hilarious af, and I love writing crack with you because it just leaves me in stitches every time. As a person you’re great and lovable and supportive and just a wonderful human being in general, so never stop being you. 

And oh my gosh, the way you write. You’ve got such a brilliant way of phrasing things and combining words that make your sentences sound romantic, that make them flow beautifully. Sometimes I look at the adjectives you use and I’m like how?? Do??? You even think of these things??? Have you ever considered poetry? Because I think you’d write beautiful poems. Maybe write some poems about your muse ;) *hint hint* 

You’re a gorgeous person, inside and out, and I’m being far too sweet right now BUT IT’S THE TRUTH. Whatever challenges you’ve faced you’ve overcome or done your best to move on, and I really admire that dude, I really do. It doesn’t matter if you can’t face all your challenges, because what you are is still a strong, independent woman (who don’t need no man! Or, well, you can have a man, there’s nothing wrong with having one --- just. I needed to finish that quote.) If you ever want someone to talk to, I’m here to lend a ear :) 

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Oh my gosh, where to begin? 

First of all, what a talented writer we have here. Really, your flow of words is incredible; reading your replies are always so gratifying, even if we’ve never written together. Your grasp of your muse is just beautiful --- you add this side to him I’ve never considered before, and it’s clear you’ve thought so much about this character and you love him to bits, flaws and all. I also really love looking at your format & style of writing --- all these little symbols and those nice swirly text things!! They’re just so pleasing to look at, tbh. A* job. 

And oh my gosh, your voice. You are so incredibly talented. I’ve only seen a video or two that cropped up on my dash while I was scrolling, but wow have you got a wonderful voice. Like tbh, singing with you would be goals. Ever considered duets?? Because I AM HERE FOR THEM. 

And we don’t talk much but you seem like a lovely, positive person! Just keep doing you, because it’s working and don’t doubt that you’re putting a smile on someone’s face via your posts, reblogs, etc. 

Composing, singing --- THIS is what comes naturally to him, the one skill of his not born out of violence or self-hatred. Christine is sleeping, or so he assumes; she lies still upon her bed, soft features smooth and relaxed. And though he clearly adores her, wishes he could spend a night in her bed (merely sleeping together, side by side --- a novelty he’s never been blessed with) he knows he must leave.