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This blog contains multitudes of things including and not limited to mentions of rape, murder, cannibalism, abusive family dynamics, abusive relationships, grooming, CSA, COCSA, all fictional.

I have lots of ocs, a full list will come with time however for now, anyone you see tagged on @veresvoros is open for questions.

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Easy! Leo Solare, aka Sol. He was the person who initially got Grey out of the abusive situation they were in, and he was the first person who saw Grey as something Other than their political potential, and importantly he never saw them as a mother (Yes, Grey has a kid 🩶 they are not involved in his life at all!).

They bonded and found deep understanding in eachother, and Sol kept in contact with Grey. Eventually, he became Grey's manager and agent and they only grew closer after that.

Great question! Grey sees themselves as divinity, a saint, and sometimes when they're doing particularly they believe themselves to be touched/influenced by demonic sources. They were born Other, born divine, they were blessed from birth (or cursed, depending on their state of mind), but regardless their place on earth is higher and more important than others.

It can all be more or less traced back to their childhood growing up in the Roman Catholic church, with parents who were trying to prime them to take over a very important political role which they never had any desire to take. Grey was born on November 1st, All Saint's Day, which was touted as a blessing by their maternal grandmother starting on their first birthday. From here on, their family started to celebrate All Saint's day in tandem with Grey's birthday as they all saw it as continuing that blessing. This didn't last long, as Grey's mother Reneé started to have hallucinations that involved angels warning her that Grey was a demon and not anything holy. She was put in a psychiatric institution for this and wasn't allowed home until Grey was 4 years old. She was... better, but after Grey started to act up during preschool at church, and after they were caught killing mice on the castle grounds, Reneé started having those delusions again. The difference was, Grey was now aware enough to internalize the verbal and physical abuse from their mother, and the doting praise from the rest of their family.

It's a whole shitshow, with Grey constantly rubber banding between these two perceptions of themselves until Grey realized that gods can be cruel yet still can be worshipped. Their delusions are cemented once they have their gender crisis when they're 12, and come to the conclusion that what they were told all their life was right, and they were something Other and Special from birth. There is really a point of no return once Grey visits the Waldsassen Basilica and sees the saint relic of St. Gratian, which they instantly latch to and start to associate themselves with.

István: Black hair, wavy texture that goes down to his hips Assume everyone in the band has stupid long hair, as is the black metal way. He has dark brown, nearly black eyes, and he's the most "typically" buff. He stays fit, exercises, and he's the tallest of the band at 6'8''.

Ottó: Red hair (dyed, originally black, often black roots show), Rusty brown eyes, freckled, famously doesnt talk at all. He sews his lips shut through his piercings he gave himself during shows). He's also the shortest of the band at 5'11. He's like... twunk-ish?

Jóska: Dirty blonde + brown eyes, pin straight hair and a goatee. Multiple scars on his lips/eyebrows/ears from his piercings being ripped out repeatedly through fights. He's bulkier, more of a dad bod but do not be fooled, there is muscle and rage under there. THE most violent member now that Istvan is "pacified" by Evet. He's 6'3

Boldizsár: Commonly mistaken as Istvan's brother because they're both trees (he's 6'5, Istvan is 6'8) with black hair. Boli has albinism and dyes his hair black but doesnt bother dying his eyelashes or eyebrows since he usually wears sunglasses 99% of the time he's outside. He's less built, more skinny-ripped than anything, and has a more narrow frame overall.

Luxurie is my pint sized porn star! She creates content under the name sewernymph and she creates mainly exhibitionist content, fucking herself/fucking people in abandoned places and in public because the thrill gets her off. She often fetishizes her height, which is 4'6'' due to her pituitary dwarfism, and nearly exclusively has sex with men over 6' both for her enjoyment and as a form of coping with some events that happened during her teen years

She loves bugs and fae, and considers her gender to be both of those things. She uses any pronouns but mostly defaults to "she" because she presents fem most of the time, just because thats the kind of fashion she enjoys and grew up wearing.

I'm having a hard time interpreting this question so if this isn't the answer you're looking for, sorry!

The Dinius Family, more specifically Vytautas himself is based on a song called Black Damask by Motionless in White, a song I've adored for over a decade now and has an UNHEALTHY grip on my brain. A song about suffering and deceit, and that deceit leading to a horrible, agonizing downfall. Vytautas, and a lot of his siblings, are perpetrators of such suffering, while others are caught in the web and forced to be acomplices.

Damask patterns always show up with them, something beautiful and repetitive to get lost in. Another thing that will always be associated with them is spiders and spider webs. What type depends on what member of the family usually, but all of them have a fixation and appreciation for spiders/arachnids in general, and a soft spot for insects... Death will also always follow them. Their lives are supported by blood money, a murder Vytautas committed and continues to hold over everyone else.

The Dinius Family is a very large lithuanian family of, frankly, degenerates, who've all taken their own paths in life but are bonded by an inherited thirst for blood and anger. They're currently headed by Vytautas Dinius, the eldest sibling and murderer of Austėja and Eimantas Dinius, their parents. Vytautas murdered them to secure their wealth and situate himself as the head of the family, as well as make sure their parents didn't interfere with any of his activities as he grew to be more bold.

Currently, the members of the family are as follows:

Vytautas - Funeral director/Serial killer

Vidas - Lead vocalist of band and professional harem haver

Domantas - Music professor

Vilhelmas - Entertainment/Criminal defense lawyer

Vitalijus/Vitali - Doctor/Surgeon

Viktoras - Tattoo artist and body mod freak

Vaclovas - He just runs a boba shop idk what you want from him dude

Valentinus - MMA fighter/Boxer

Vilnius - Influencer/Youtuber/Makeup guru

Virgilijus - NEET. He mooches of Domantas

While some of their relationships with eachother are intensely strained, they continue to have an unwavering trust in each other because they know no one will ever betray their own flesh and blood.

While she doesn't know her dad personally, she does know what he looks like! He was an average height, bulky american man with ginger curls and patches of vitiligo that she inherited from him. Her mom and him werent together very long, but he was important enough in her mother's life to have some pictures lying around because he did take her to America at one point on a vacation.

She never got the opportunity to theorize much, as whenever she was caught looking at pictures as a kid or asked, she was told very bluntly that her father didn't want her and left her when she found out she was pregnant with Starlet. Whether her mother was high or sober when asked determined how much verbal abuse she received about the topic. Sometimes she's the worst thing that ever happened to her mother, sometimes she's a blessing that she wouldn't give up the world for.

While she doesn't know her dad personally, she does know what he looks like! He was an average height, bulky american man with ginger curls and patches of vitiligo that she inherited from him. Her mom and him werent together very long, but he was important enough in her mother's life to have some pictures lying around because he did take her to America at one point on a vacation.

She never got the opportunity to theorize much, as whenever she was caught looking at pictures as a kid or asked, she was told very bluntly that her father didn't want her and left her when she found out she was pregnant with Starlet. Whether her mother was high or sober when asked determined how much verbal abuse she received about the topic. Sometimes she's the worst thing that ever happened to her mother, sometimes she's a blessing that she wouldn't give up the world for.

Perversions are a loaded question for István, and there are a lot of things that could be considered the most horrible.

On the sheer basis of lives lost at once, when he and the rest of ÖRÖK were getting Boldizsár out of his home town/cult, they tried their best to kill damn near everyone in that village. They tried to stage a mass suicide by burning down the main building with everyone in the village (sans Boli of course) inside during mass. Originally it was Joská's idea, but everyone did decide to go along with it. Of course, being emotional teenagers it didn't go exactly according to plan... There were some survivors, but still at least 30 people died in that fire.

The other horrible things István has done have to relate to his perversions... He's carelessly sadistic and cruel, mirroring his own idols from bands he admires, taking after his father, and indulging in his own fantasies he's developed growing up. His actual crimes are numerous, but I think one of the worst things he's done of his own volition and not the influence of Ivett is assault a group of sorority girls and make them participate in eachothers murder/mutilation because it gets him off.