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intro ᢉ𐭩

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˗ˋˏ about me!! ˎˊ-

she/her┊alloaro┊’03

libra ☉, virgo ☾, scorpio ↑ born and raised in alaska uni student

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˗ˋˏ boundaries!! ˎˊ-

XX DO NOT INTERACT XX

Racists ┊ minors ┊ terfs ┊ homophobes

sexuality, political theory, and gender will be present on my blog and any of the dni’s above won’t be tolerated

⋄ dms are open!! BE MY MOOT ⋄ xoxo

i occasionally write short stories and poems when im not being a responsible student so please don't rewrite, copy, or submit my work to ai

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˗ˋˏ fandoms!! ˎˊ-

Please talk to me about these!!~

anime┊ kpop┊ stardew valley ┊voltron┊ danganronpa ┊ youtubers┊fnaf┊warrior cats┊percy jackson┊ animal jam ┊ nightcore/scenecore/hyperpop┊star wars┊animation memes

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˗ˋˏ my faves!! ˎˊ-

my top kinnie is hinata shoyo!! my other kins include tohru honda, tanjiro kamado, nana komatsu, lucy heartfilia, and tamaki suoh ᢉ𐭩

my ult group is ENHYPEN, my bias is jake and bias wrecker is yang jungwon~

IVE is my ult girl group, my bias is Liz and bias wrecker is my wife An Yujin~

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current song fixation~

It’s like

Yes It was a long time ago, yes it doesn’t matter anymore, and yes I could not let go of it. But now I actually have to. RIGHT NOW!!!!

And it will happen violently.

For a while I had a choice I think, then the longer I tried to prolong it the choice was made for me.

The person holding onto the thread has changed but the past has not. I’m preparing for the inevitable ending but honestly I’ve been waiting for it anyway. Nothing in my life is the same as it was before I literally rebuilt myself from scratch. Over and over again, the indomitable human spirit.

Yes maybe I’ve suffered enough does that mean I didn’t choose it though? I need to suffer but also maybe I don’t. I feel as though letting that version of myself go does injustice to all the shitty things I did. But also maybe this version of myself is built to keep the life I have now, and everything else must fade to make room for something better.

Why am I so scared? Tbh the more I think about the events that transpired it’s just genuinely insane how it all happened.

The butterfly effect. Divine intervention. Karmic retribution. The tower card. As above so below.