He's gonna visit me 😭❤ I can't believe any of this is real. I've been so happy the past two weeks, I never thought someone so perfect for me would ever exist. I want him in my life forever, I'll never meet someone like him again.

I can't wait to wake up to you every morning

I can't even begin to explain how perfect he is or how hard I'm falling for this boy. People like this just don't exist yet here he is appearing out of nowhere stealing my heart and having me willing to do anything for him. We're like the same person and it feels too good to be true. I can't even imagine how annoying it is that I need reassurance now and then but he has no problem and does so with more effort than I expect. I'm not used to things like this to be genuine. I'm used to being someone to entertain and please someone in the mean time until they find someone to be serious with. I'm used to being at someone's disposal when they want some quick entertainment when they're bored and need someone to hit up. I've taught myself not to trust a single word that comes out a man's mouth but I'm finding myself open and honest with this guy and slowly starting to trust him but that trust has to be earned with his actions not just telling me what I want to hear. I want all of him (not in a possesive monogamous way), the good, the bad, the ugly, the vulnerability. I want to be free to do whatever and whoever we want as long as I'm the priority and he makes it obvious so I never have to worry or feel jealous. He's taken over my mind and I have to and will find a way to be there physically with him no matter how long it takes.

I got the cutest gayest thing for me and my yellow. She's always been my sun and I'm her moon. Forever the love of my life, my entire universe ☀💛

I literally get butterflies and my heart swells up this is so gay but I love it