Lolita Looking for a Daddy

First and foremost, there are several NSFW things and images on here. These things are for adult consumption only, so if you are not a legal adult (18 or 21, depending on your home country) please unfollow. I'm an Italian-American submissive female living in Brooklyn, New York. I'm chronologically 40 years old, but I'm a Middle/Lolita/Nymphet in the DD/lg dynamic, and when I'm in "middle space" I'm fifteen. I'm presently single (single meaning I don't have a husband, boyfriend, Daddy Dominant, other Dominant, or any other romantic relationship at this time). I like to be spanked, choked, tied up, paddled, caned, whipped, flogged, given corner time and/or early bed time as a punishment for breaking the rules. YES, I have sex with my Daddy when I have a Daddy (I know some Littles/Middles don't engage in sex with their Daddy/Mommy/Caregiver, but to each their own, right). Aside from the spankings and the whippings, I believe in traditional gender roles (as in THIS IS THE PART WHERE the feminists of the world start shouting about how I'm setting the women's movement back a thousand years, but I don't care about the women's movement, I'm just living my life here) and I'm completely unashamed of the fact that I'm a woman in the old-fashioned sense of the concept of womanhood, and I like it when a man is a MAN in the old-fashioned concept of what it means to be a man. I'm also an unrepentant cigarette smoker (Dunhill International is my all time favorite, but they're expensive so most of the time I have to settle for Marlboro 100s). I love '90s music (Weezer, U2, Apocalyptica, The Rasmus, Rammstein & Till Lindemann's side band Lindemann, Gavin Rosedale, Villi Vallo, No Doubt, Nirvana, Dave Grohl and Foo Fighters, Garbage, Counting Crows, Courtney Love). I also love David Bowie, Freddie Mercury, Ozzy Osborne, Slash, The Rolling Stones, & Santana. I love clothes, hair, makeup, hats, and the fact that I don't wear a perfect size 6 does NOT mean I won't look good. I read everyone from John Dunne to Stephen King, I write some (some of my short stories are posted here) and I'm on Literotica and Wattpad (same screen name, VoluptuousCara, on there) to get my writing a wider platform and network with other writers.