Can i ask for the paladins and Allura's reactions to Alien!Reader losing control and going berserk during a fight against the Galra or another alien race, and they try to calm them down? Bonus if they manage to stop them and they star to cry after realizing what happened?
“(Y/N)!” Shiro desperately called out to you. His human hand’sfingers shook desperately, clenching into a fist, then releasing again. “(Y/N)!”He repeated, eyebrows furrowing, his body trembling. “Please listen to me!”.The fight against the Ofnalians had been long and gruelling, but after one ofthem had laid a hand on you – something… happened.
But now the battle was over, yet you still stood there,shaking with fury, (E/C) eyes blazing with a fire that couldn’t seem to bequelled. Shiro reached out a hand towards you, attempting to touch you on theshoulder. You quickly turned around to him with your arm raised, ready toattack him.
He expertly intercepted you, merely grabbing your arm withhis Galra hand. Strong, and firm, his grip felt intrusive, but safe. You bothstood there, staring at each other, gasping for breaths. Tears welled up inyour eyes, as you inhaled, and exhaled, and inhaled-
“What is going on with you?!” Keith gasped furiously,clutching his arm which you’d just mindlessly scraped with your claws, leavinga shallow gash.
“(Y/N), please stop – you’re scaring me. I need you to stop!”He pleaded desperately, greyish violet eyes sparkling with tears. You stoodthere, facing him, as if you were frozen in time. You could feel his desperation,as you desperately tried to claw yourself back to reality. You felt like youwere drowning, yet you’d never felt more like yourself than you do right now.
“(Y/N), I get it. It – it happens to me to. You just need toground yourself.” He could see your eyes wildly scanning the area, your mindhardly processing his words.
“I’m here. I’m here, I promise. It’s okay.”
Firm and gentle arms wrapped around you and soft fingers delicatelyran through your rough and matted hair. Your skin was blotchy and clammy. Youlooked down at your shaking hands – they were almost translucent. You could seeevery bone, every vein, in stark and worrying detail. You couldn’t rememberanything, you couldn’t remember anything except for…
Screaming and shouting, many of these sounds emerged fromyour own throat, but many of them had emerged from the carnage scattered aroundyour immediate area. What had you done? Oh God, what had you done?
Hunk rested his chin on your head, and you found comfort andsafety in his presence. This was all you needed. Safety.
“It’s over now.” He said, in a wavering voice. “It’s okay,(Y/N).” You took a deep, shuddering breath. “We’ll get you back to the castleship, and get you all fixed up. It’ll be fine.”
And in that moment, you really believed him. You reallybelieved that everything would be okay.
“(Y/N!)” He screamed out in near agony. You could hear hisfootsteps rushing to your side, as you lay on the floor, exhaustion taking overevery part of your body. You could remember every single detail. You could smellGalra blood, and hear circuits fizzing from across the room. Damaged sentriessurely littered the floor, as did…
You didn’t want to think about that.
Your skin was still glowing, and the cool air was harsh onyour scrapes, cuts and bruises, though you’d done more damage than you’d received.
Cool, quivering arms wrapped around you, and you looked uponly to be faced with Lance’s concerned face, with tears running down.
You didn’t want him to touch you. He couldn’t be touchingyou, not while you were still like this. He’d seen what you’d done to all theGalra soldiers – why wasn’t he afraid of you?
“Oh God, (Y/N), I saw what happened, I’m so sorry, I should’vehelped, I should’ve been there.“ He garbled out in between sobs. You could seethe fear in his eyes, but your view of him was quickly blurred by your own tears.
You could hear something faint behind you. Someone callingout to you.
“(Y/N!)” That sound was familiar, that voice was familiar. Butit wasn’t familiar enough. It was strange and alien to you, and it couldn’treach you. You were too far gone, but you were doing right. You were doingeverything right. You were meant to be beating up the bad guys, weren’t you?The Pavonite at the end of your arms seemed to think so, with the head lollingoff to the left side, and the eyes glazed over.
“(Y/N)! Please stop it – it’s over!” The voice called outagain. But no, it wasn’t over. But everything was too loud, the screams andshouts echoed around the landscape, but then…
But then it was over, there was silence. The only soundswere the gasping sobs of the voice. You turned around, only to be confronted byPidge’s bloodied face and desperate hazel eyes.
“It’s over. You went… I don’t- I don’t know what happened…”
You turned back around, looking into your hands. There was aPavonite at the end of them, bloodied, and gory, and… dead. Oh God, had youdone this?
You turned to Pidge, desperately seeking some kind ofcomfort as tears poured down your face, and you produced large gulping sobs.
You were me with open arms. Shaking brutally, but open.
Your small frame was wracked with large gulping sobs, asPidge ran her fingers through your hair. ”Shh, Shh, it’s all okay, it’s allokay, I promise.”
You heard Allura coming before you saw her – those light anddelicate footsteps rushed towards your hiding place. You could hear herbreathing heavily and frantically, as if she’d run all throughout the castletrying to find you.
Your hands still shook, still blotchy and blue. There wereholes in your clothes were spikes had popped out (And since retracted), andyour eyes glowed a bright yellow still. You’d caught sight of yourself in oneof the shiny chrome surfaces of the castle, and out of desperation, you’dpunched it, leaving a dent in the wall, stained with violet blood from yourknuckles.
Allura almost ran right past you, but she caught you out ofthe corner of her eye. “(Y/N)?” She whispered, in an almost quizzical tone, itwas as if she didn’t recognise you. You didn’t balme her – you looked like amonster.
“What happened?” She whispered cautiously, crouching downnext to you, reaching out a hand to meet yours. You quickly snatched it away,looking away from her. “I- I don’t remember. I’m sorry.”
Allura looked shocked at this relevation, but her facequickly softened into a sad smile.
“It’s okay.” She whispered, and you shook your head furiously.“It’s not okay!” You desperately pleaded with her, trying to make herunderstand.
“I went into some kind of… Monster mode? I’m still in bloodymonster mode.” You lamented, ashamed of your situation.
Allura nodded slowly, and reached for your hand again,entwining it with her elegant fingers.
“It’ll be alright.” She said in a smooth and confidentvoice, and in that moment, you really believed it would be.
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