so. its been a minute.
last month, my girlfriend and i broke up. if you didn’t know, i moved out to texas for her, so i ended up deciding to move back home for both of our sakes. i made it back home safely, and everything is working out fine. i’m not a great place mentally right now. i haven’t been for a while. frankly, i sort of forgot about this blog completely until just now when i saw a gaster video show up in my youtube recommended lmao
i don’t think i really have it in me to come back. i sort of forced myself to get back into rp back in janurary, because i wanted some sort of social hobby to keep myself in touch with people. turns out, i’m still terrible at maintaining friendships and up keeping my social life. nothing new. unfortunately, that sort of extends into my blogs, so i think i’m officially retiring from rp for .. a while. as much as i love gaster, i just don’t have the brainpower to keep up this (or any) of my other blogs. i’m just not into it anymore.
i’d drop my disco & other services to contact me at, but tbh, i probably won’t reply to anything anyone sends me. nothing to do with anyone i’ve met here (you’re all fucking wonderful, kind and overwhelmingly sweet individuals), i just know myself and how i am about being social.
i might sporadically return someday, like i have a habit of doing, but my heart just really isn’t in it right now.
anyways.
thank you to everyone who reached out, and everyone who’s followed or interacted, or listened to me rant about this dweeb for hours on end. you made me feel wanted, and appreciated. you’re all wonderful people.
**dabs out**











