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Depression is awful. It’s been dragging me down. As well as anxiety. I’m failing all my classes, I just got a job, but I constantly fear that I’ll get fired. I love my friends, but I can get distant as well. sometimes I feel it is better that I don’t exist.

But

I know that killing myself isn’t going to help.

it never will.

Everyone is unique and amazing and DESERVES to live. It is NOT anyone else’s choice who deserves to live or not. 

Before I continue, I want to say, though I have diagnosed depression and anxiety, like many others, it is very important to know that everyone’s problem is unique and requires different treatment than others. Please stay safe, and keep going for yourself and the sake of living. It’s your life, no one else’s. 

Now going back to what I was saying, I am now seeing a therapist again. This one is specialized in my type of diagnosis. I’m going to work hard to keep fighting to live and accomplish the goals I have set out for myself.

This is going to take a lot of time and energy. 

As much as this blog has been a blessing to my life, and I know inky loves it aswell, I CAN’T focus on it right now. My life is the most important thing to me. I need to fight for it. Even if it’s from myself. 

Please understand, I love you all. I wish you guys the best, but I can’t be focused on maintaining a blog when I can  barely maintain myself.

We will come back, not too long from now. And don’t worry, I will post from time to time, as well as message and chat with anyone who wants to chat with me.

But for now, I say, love to live, live to love. I’ll be back soon!