of schlagenheim

notice how everything is aesthetically disgusting and horrible

i keep genuinely forgetting if im 22 or 23, and i think this is a result of a self-aggrandizing "wise beyond my years" thing playing out solely within my own mind and nowhere else

does anyone else hate the monoculture #countercultural

i've been completely like mentally cowed by this one moth that was flying around my room making annoying sounds by bumping against the wall a couple months ago because now every time i hear a sound like that i have to get out of bed turn my light on get my glasses and look for the potential moth. and it's literally never been a moth since it's always just rain dripping irregularly from the roof of the veranda outside but the moment i hear something irregular like that i literally flinch because im like "it's another fucking moth" and i cannot relax until ive verified this isn't the case

jesus christ using claude to write even your short fiction is so fucking bleak and depressing like its probably personal to me as a short fiction writer myself but that is just so.... so sad! if you're not doing it for ragebait-grifting what are you even doing... that's supposed to be an honest expression of ideas and craft.... cmon... :(

this is what people who listen to video game soundtracks only actually believe: