RotMaxxing

How i feel picking up the blade after saying i quit

Waking up after a attempt be like

When the song is so good but it makes u wanna kys

When you don’t like your friends hanging out without you but you also don’t wanna hangout with them <<<<<<

When people get mad at u for being depressed, cutting, being mentally Ill, or suicidal like that’s helping…. 💀💀💀

Wanting to kys but your life isn’t bad it’s just the current situation <<<<<

Guys my life is like fnaf but instead of trying to survive the night with anamitronics i have to survive my thoughts

Losing them hurts me. (So does the blade)

When all your friends do shit without you (they begged you to come but your rotting in bed)

Having depression and being lazy is different! You want “5 more minutes” of sleep in the morning, i chronically miss school, don’t drink if there isn’t water near me to avoid getting out of bed, and I’m even too drained to eat. I’m rotting in bed as i type i genuinely can’t get of bed I’m too far gone. It’s different!! It’s effecting my physical and mental health + my grades and social life!!! It’s not fun and it’s not a “cute mental disorder” for you to cosplay!!! I hate my life!!! Hope this cleared stuff up! ☺️💗💗💗