I'm literally Vivi

Well I guess I can cross that off my "life experience" list

Ok I'm no longer afraid I'm gonna hurt myself time for sleep

Isn't it funny?

Even right now I'm acting in a way that just harms the big picture. I'm so stupid.

I know my moms situation is making me act weird but I was hurting badly even before that

I keep getting knocked down. Please. I just. Want to be on my feet. Why do I keep hurting.

It is days like this that I knew would happen when I changed my life, and it was with knowledge that this is better than being in that dirty bed that I decided to change my life. Still rough day though.

Ok if there's any reason to doubly make a new account that's it

I was going to dress feminine for the thing tonight but a cut while shaving will reduce me to ash forever

Joking about getting high made me want to get high again soon. One of these days I want to ask for some intox stuff too.. really hash out the sort of stuff I want to do with it. Although maybe that sort of stuff I want to do after I have been properly naked with her before.?

I will be the first real transandrophobe

I got like 5 hours of sleep tho so I know I can't trust my feelings today. Had a productive day on that yesterday so I'm free to do whatever today

Filth is such a good song but it stokes the Dysphoria Jealousy fire that I hate so much.

Filth into Clove the music on the drive wants me to go crazy lol

i havnt watched the dlc for re8 because im simply too scared of rosemary winters