I have literally no one to talk about this to

“in my engaged era” it is called being engaged .. like that’s a term specifically used to describe a period of your life already you don’t need to say era.

i loveeee making plans

i wear a headband to work one time and a barista who has been here for like a year at least asks if i’m my coworkers daughter(Im 22 and she’s 26) bruh

The concept of making the bell jar into a movie and putting billie eilisj and the blond guy from heated rivalry into it

Getting a new job and going on a date and seeing friends and going to the doctors this week

new york is entirely sold out of dark purple nail polish in every borough

I sometimes forget im a girl and can do girl stuff like this but It was unpleasant i might start doing this every morning ivebeen so against doing any stretching or wellness type of activity because i have a mental block but if i also have a cigarette it feels balanced out and normal and its so fun to role play as someone else

maybe i’m gonna go have a cigarette and do yoga