I'M AN ETERNAL FLAME, BABY

Papyrus fans just want to see their main boy, Toby. Let us see him let us see him let us se

“We need to bring out his humanity.”

“Ugh you know who’d be great at that?”

“who?!”

“we will always be your family.”

- Spinel is a sweetheart who’s trying her best

- Jasper can feel emotions besides rage and hate

- Yellow is doing her fucking job

- Blue can sing

- Wait

- Wait Steven what are you doing

yellow restoring gems physical forms instead of destroying

blue spreading weed happiness instead of sadness

white being controlled instead of controlling

well...

They were both in this position. then,

He switches into White’s point of view. 

He was certainly thinking about killing her, but only Steven’s body was in any actual danger of being hurt. 

As is shown here that Steven’s body was the one in White’s position.

We even see that it wasn’t White Diamond who was talking through White Diamond, it was still Steven which makes this scene less about killing White, and more about the killing his diamond self. Which in itself is heavy as shit and has major suicidal tones to it. He is with himself in the mind-scape being the aggressor and the victim, just like how he feels he is split right now. Always stressed out and feeling like he’s going to die, but also angry, aggressive, and dangerous. Since he literally just shattered Jasper before this. This is heavy shit and when you realize it from this point of view, it becomes much darker than what you thought. this is essentially a homicidal and suicidal thought. 

DO NOT GET ME WRONG. 

Every mention of Rose or Pink Diamond is a reminder of how long Pearl was lying and silently suffering for her

Knowing Lapis is trapped in the mirror for every moment of season 1 until Steven finally frees her and that once she gets to Homewold she’ll be arrested/interrogated

Every time I see Jasper I’m reminded that she will eventually be corrupted, healed, then shattered.

The knowledge Bismuth is in Lion’s mane for the first 100 episodes and no one except Rose knew, so the Crystal Gems all thought she was dead

The possibility that the Zircons got shattered after The Trial

The knowledge that Volleyball is under White’s control for literally everything up until Change Your Mind and is still mentally justifying what Pink did to her

The knowledge that for every single second of it, Spinel is still waiting in the garden

She

Is

So