7teen

i feel like expressing myself but i don’t know what to talk about. actually, im gonna start my first degree next month, after almost half of years wasted chilling at home, yes im coming back to study life.  im both excited and nervous at the same time, cause it’s my first time actually to stay away from home for like longest times, but a little bit excited cause im actually gonna be away from home *happily laughing but see me crying in a week bcs of homesick* i really wanna see myself progressing into a better development like i surely don’t wanna procrastinate any given work anymore, if anything that i am not okay with, i should figure it out until i fully understand. i hope im not slacking off, and really working hard for my academic.  if i were to be honest, i have zero interest and talent in any particular field, but since i was chosen to get into computer science during my diploma, and now im taking business computing as my degree course, whatever i get, i should be working hard and trying my best not to fall behind.  good luck for my future self! <3 i know you can do it. 

🌺 basically, have a good life 

well, after i finished my college this january, i had nothing to do at home. so, i thought maybe i could do some workouts, so that i could actually see some changes in few months of taking break. i guess i had courage to do so during late april, and i downloaded a fitness apps on my phone, i exercised religiously for like 4-5 days a week but only to find that i gained weight when i also kinda restricted my meals intake but i still ate white rice and some typical asian dishes. i feel a bit frustrated but i thought maybe i gained muscle instead of losing body fat. then, i had a motivation to get back on track, but for this time, i work out at least once a day, and my weight fluctuated and i lose few kgs afterward. and now it’s been three weeks i left my exercise routine and yet, i lost one kg but after eating bunch of junk foods, i felt so bloated and i seriously need to focus on my goals, burn that fat and get that lean & slim body. yes, i can do this!