baby

lilsoil.tumblr.com go find me there

im not dead hi

ok i lied im not done i honestly feel so upset and fucked over and manipulated and honestly idk how long itll take me to recover from this shit and its not fair and i didnt deserve someone who would treat me like that after all i did for him and i feel physically sick and i feel emotionally violated and i feel like im gonna cry because as much as i wanna be mad i gotta be sad too

i wont ever forgive you because i deserve better and you deserve worse

i cant believe that you tell me you care about me and then treat me worse then all your other friends like im a fucking punching bag

tbh....why would i be friends with someone who treats me like a piece of shit i deserve better you said it yourself

damn can u imagine being so full of self pity that u think u should be excused for being emotionally abusive....

i love being manipulated by people who say they care about me lol