what once was

Maybe I've held onto my sadness for so long because that is the only thing which is mine. The only thing that stays.

(girl who's been thinking about The Character nonstop for two months voice) you'll never guess what this song reminds me of

I’m fine

I need divine intervention

i know this has been discussed ad nauseam here but the way being elevated to sainthood is a dehumanizing process and the way extreme trauma alienates you from others are… similar. and my boy rocky gets both simultaneously. you saved us all! you’re so high above us! you’re so so high above us

you can’t build real relationships from a pedestal. everyone is looking up at you! you have no peers. you can’t build a normal friendship or professional relationship. good(?) thing you already have an abnormal codependent relationship that already defies social expectations to fall back on!