diary of mental illness probably

A click, a high pitched mechanical scream, and the saw came to life right in front of my face...

Hello my Pet! …Miss me? First I’d like to apologize for abruptly cutting off all contact with you and leaving you in the dark like that. It was never my intention to do so, but I’m afraid it couldn’t be helped. I’ll spare you the sordid details but unfortunately my business has kept me especially…busy as of late and I’ve had to travel…quite extensively. This is actually the first time in many months I’ve had any time to myself! As you can no doubt see by my somewhat haggard appearance and less than luxurious (but thankfully very temporary) accommodations I’ve been burning the candle at both ends! But I—oh wait yes that’s right this is audio only isn’t it? How silly of me. Whoops! A boomer moment I suppose. Hahaha! Well…that’s alright. You have every inch of me seared into your brain already, don’t you? You can make do with hearing only my voice, can’t you? Mmmm~ But in all seriousness…I wanted to make this little recording for my favorite pet, to let them know that they’re still mine…no matter how far away I may be…and that…I still think about you every single day…and that I wish…I could have you here with me…you’d certainly be very good at relieving all this…stress I’ve been dealing with lately …I took…I took some of your panties with me when I left…the black lace kind…oh they reek of you…you wore these when…when….oh you remember…I’ve been rewatching the old stream vods of us together on my phone when I can too…but….sigh it’s not enough. I want the real thing. I want to really smell you again…I want to feel my claws dig deep into your thighs and tease your wounds with my tongue…I want to…taste you again…and I will sooner than later. I will. You will be packed up and personally delivered to me eventually…once things calm down…Like a present~ You’ve most certainly received the care package I had Rhino send…I hope you enjoyed it darling. Some of your usual favorites were very difficult to obtain in my current whereabouts, particularly the maple candies…but I managed. Anything for my pet. Undoubtedly you’re wearing the outfit as you listen to this…Oooh~ I can just picture how your ass fills out that short, tight, shiny latex skirt…nothing underneath of course…the black duct tape pasties over your nipples…that fishnet top…mmm those boot heels…and no doubt you’ve kept your hair short for me…just how I like it on you…ahhh and that lovely shiny black nail polish…and your make up…you were getting so good at it before I left, weren’t you? That smokey eye look mmmmm~ and to complete your look…your choke collar and leash of course…give it a good hard pull for me darling, won’t you?…ahhh I can hear so clearly… hear your choked little yelps…so cute~ so…inviting. You tempt me to do things my little pet…things that are…permanent….You make me want to lose control again…but no I’ve got to save it for you darling…I can’t spill a drop until we…reunite….I can’t say when that will be honey, but I’ll be able to have some one update you more often now that things are more secure, and I’ll make sure the compound is stocked with all of your favorites and not just the bare essentials…and maybe I’ll remember to turn the camera on next time so you can actually see me, haha. Goodbye for now my pet. I love you.