Tension came off of the cabin in powerful enough waves that creatures skittered away with his approach, animals fleeing a storm. Fenrir paused mid stride, stopping his foot just as it nearly came down on a mouse. He watched as it scampered out from from beneath his boot, racing for the treeline and the safety a wall of birch trees would provide from whatever came out of that cabin. Turning his focus back onto the lantern lit doorway, a muscle feathered in his jaw as he sighed through his nostrils and reached for the handle.
Displeasure tinged the air with a sharp tang that burned his nostrils. But not like how he was expecting. It wasnât anger. Anger had a fiery smell to it, ash and embers, and brimstone. This was the kind of displeasure between pack mates, between brothers. The kind of displeasure that needed reprisal before it could be shrugged off and forgotten.
Rodolphus was agitated with him. Reparations meant heâd need to make Fenrir bleed. But it wasnât anger. He couldnât put a name to what this was. It didnât matter. If Rod needed him to bleed, then Fenrir would bleed.
He gave the space the briefest appraisal before their gazes met in the mirror, glacial blue to autumn hazel. Fenrir noted how deliberately Rod had undressed, his clothes and jewelry hanging neatly and lying in a methodical straight line. It was a ritual. A pre-battle centering. This fight âif it could be called thatâ served a purpose.
Aware of that purpose, he didnât look away from Rod as he reached behind him and turned the lock into place. They stared at each other for a moment, understanding passing between them like it always had. Wordless and instinctual. Fenrirâs grit his teeth against his own instincts, against how his hackles rose at the thought of submitting, how his blood burned with a defensive kind of violence.
He broke his hard gaze to walk into the small living room attached to the dusty foyer. Fenrir shrugged out of his duster and tossed it onto the sheet covered armchair, the moonlight illuminated a plume of dust as it landed. Watching Rodâs back, seeing the tension in the maleâs muscle corded body, Fenrir bit down on his molars and began to remove his weapons one blade at a time. The table glinted with silver and steel, his knives, daggers, and hatchets laid out and far from reach. Heâd even removed the stiletto from his boot, and the brass knuckles from his pocket. They fell onto the table with a clunk, before he raked his fingers through his hair and fashioned the strands into a bun, out of his face and out of the way.
Looking up to meet Rodâs gaze again, he pulled his henley over his head and tossed it with his overcoat. A sharp nod at his brother motioned that he was ready. At the scent of discomfort, Fenrir wondered if he should pretend to fight back, if that would make this easier for him. The thought was shoved down and stomped out before it fully formed. Rod would kick his ass just for thinking it.
Pain exploded in his jaw with the first strike, the metalic taste of blood already on his tongue. Fenrir exhaled a heavy breath, shut his eyes, breathed in deep, and opened them again, sure there wouldnât be rings of gold glowing in his gaze. He locked eyes with Rod without a word. Didnât bother with excuses or an explanation. Didnât retort beyond clenching his jaw and preparing for the next blow.
They came in quick succession after that. Each impact made his nerve endings bark in pain. Blood filled his mouth, ran from his broken nose, his split lip, down his chin and onto his bare chest. A crack burned his face like a sunburst, and the fracture in his cheek made his eye swell within seconds. Fenrir uncurled from the blow, caught himself on the mantel and pushed off of it to stand upright again. He faced Rod, spine straight, face bloody, not a hint of gold in his eyes.
Not until he sensed Rodâs shudder. Not until he scented the unease that came with whatever memory had just surfaced. Then itâd been all he could do to smother the snarl that raged in his chest, to keep his instincts on a tight leash and himself from grabbing Rod by the face and demanding answers that would result in more bloodshed.
His jaw unhinged with the last blow. It wasnât until Rodolphus stepped away from him, fists loose at his sides, his pound of flesh claimed, that Fenrir reached up and set it back into place. He spat blood onto the ground before tonguing his teeth to see if any had been punched loose. More blood splashed across scratched and rotted hardwood, and he looked up at Rod again, holding his gaze as the wizard stepped in close and grabbed him by the nape to press their brows together.
A chuckle rumbled up in place of the growl that had formed in his lungs. Fenrir grabbed Rod by the back of his neck and gave it a squeeze, his breaths whistling out of his broken face. Voice ragged, wet with blood, he grumbled, âYou know I canât promise you that.â Another squeeze and he pushed away from Rod, bringing both hands to his face to realign his nose, which snapped painfully back into place. Another mouthful of blood was spat onto the ground before he captured Rodâs gaze and held it with his.
Voice hard with sincerity, he said, âI meant no disrespect, brother. I didnât intend for you to answer for my actions.â Rod had warned him. It wasnât that Fenrir hadnât cared, he just⌠hadnât realized heâd pushed the boundaries too far beyond the Dark Lordâs specifications. Heâd told him not to get caught, and to keep it quiet. In Fenrirâs mind, heâd kept to the parameters given to him.
It didnât matter. He wasnât making excuses. Heâd broken trust, and had now answered for it. The pain in his face was already starting to ease a bit as his accelerated healing slowly knit torn flesh back together. His eye would be swollen for a while yet, his face sore for twice that. Fenrir had expected worse from Rod, but if he was satisfied then heâd leave it alone. Even if everything in him was bristled with a demand he couldnât give into. Not if he wanted to keep benefitting from this cause.
He sidled over to his shirt and sopped up his bloody face with the cotton, grumbling, âYouâre still leaving your flank open when you come in overhand.â
The fact that Fenrir didnât say anything made it easier. Marginally so. At this point, it was all he could do to keep it together, to dish out the punishment and get it over with. If he said anything, anything at all, his stone cold facade would falter, would slip and heâd crumble under the notion of the things he was doing.
Fenrirâs irises flashed neon gold, like a vibrant honey that had Rodolphus cursing himself. Why did he have to do this? Why did he have to put him in this kind of position. Fuck. If it were anyone else.... he fought to maintain his emotions as he doled out the punishment. The kind that the great wolf only took because it came from him.Â
Blood splattered across them both, spraying the room with flecks of crimson red. Fenrirâs face was a mess, almost indistinguishable by the time Rodolphus was done with him. His own fist bruised and broken, bleeding from places as the hot liquid dripped onto the ruined floor. Fenrir never back away, never shielded himself. He took the beating with all the strength of the warrior he was.
His heart ached at the words spoken. He couldnât handle the thought of hurting Fenrir, of hurting his own kin. It broke him in ways the Dark Lord could not. The memories of the torment heâd endured at the hands of their leader was enough to had him clenching his eyes shut. The things he did to protect the life of his brother was beyond words, beyond comprehension.
After a heartbeat staring into the others eyes, he was pushed back. Two hands raised to reset Fenrirâs face and Rodolphus had to grind down his molars to stop from wincing and the bone crunching sound. He hated himself for doing it. Catching himself in the mirror, he loathed the person he saw in the reflection. He had never batted an eyelash at the life heâd chosen, but moments like this had him wondering if heâd made the right choice.
âI know you didnât.â The words his way of saying itâs ok. He wasnât angry at him, he just felt numb. The echo of his own screams rang through his mind, like a siren song that reminded him yet again how far down the plank heâd walk for the man standing before him. Heâd do it all again, in a fucking heartbeat if it meant saving him. As far as Rod was concerned, they were good now. Water under the bridge. Which brought them to round two of this evening.
âYeah? We still ainât dating.â He shot back in retort. Leaning against the nearest couch as he waited for the other to clean himself up. Rodolphus didnât bother with himself, it made for better intimidation with what was coming next. âNow thatâs done, I have a present for you.â He cocked his head in the direction of the room behind them.Â
At Fenrirâs raised brow, he grinned.Â
Rodolphus lead the way, the wolf trailing behind him as he punched open the door to the other room in the cabin. Tied to two wooden chairs, with black bags covering their hoods were two wizards. âLook, I wrapped them for you and everything...â He winked as he took up his position in the middle of the room, staring down the barrel at two doped out bodies.Â
âThey were released by the Ministry earlier today.â He waited for the other to yank the hoods off, revealing bruised and bloodied faces. âI may or may not have begun the fun without you...â Nodding towards the one on the left, âThatâs the one that got your girl.âÂ