I have so much love to give but you ruined that when you hurt me. and its sad how you ruined me for a good person who literally has never done any wrong and never given me a reason not to trust him. I keep replaying those nightmares in my head; the lies, the pain, the heartache. and now there’s just this wall that I put up as a front if there’s ever a possibility of me getting hurt. i’ve learned how to be cold and distant when it feels like I have something to lose because I never want to be in that position that you put me in again. I have something great that could be even better if I wasn’t so afraid of the same things happening. he deserves better than that. and I know that this is a problem that a lot of people have but right now its digging a hole in my heart.

If a guy ever spreads a rumor that he slept with you, don’t deny it. One, because there will always be people who think it’s true, and two, because that dumbass boy just handed you the power to say anything you want about what he’s like in bed, and people will believe it. Say he bleats like a sheep when he orgasms. Say he put on pearl earrings and asked you to call him Daisy. Say he couldn’t get it up until he watched an old Billy Mays infomercial. The power is yours.

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