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They hurt me so much but I decide to forget and accept them back into my life/bring them myself back into my life

They don't need me/they don't want me

I look / feel desperate when like, no? I just wanted to be friends but maybe I just should stay away because maybe they are good people now maybe they're not.

Man Robert sounds so good! They all sound so good. They're just so brilliant and amazing and amazingly brilliant 💜 I've been neglecting The Cure for some time now I guess I forgot how much I love them (ok I did not forget but it was like when you stop listening to a song you love so much then one day you play it again and it hits you, what a good song it is, then all the feels hit you)