Ms. Liliya Vetrov

“    better  off  dead.    ”    she  concedes  this  like  it  hasn’t  something  she’s  considered  until  the  jittered  nerves  fluttering  hard  in  her  chest,  like  she  hasn’t  worked  her  nails  down  to  the  red-raw  quick  picking  out  the  ways  she  might  make  her  PROUD  ESCAPE.      “      ——      we’d  have  to  get  under  the  fucking  radar,  change  our  names  or  some  shit.    ”    

the  instep  of  her  throat  is  chafed  on  the  swallow.    “    who  the  hell  even  knows  if  it  would  be  any  DIFFERENT?    ”    her  hope  dims,  waning  out  like  the  last  flare  of  a  candle  before  it  dribbles  down  to  the  wick.        “    but  it  wouldn’t  be  this.    ”  

@spectoral​

She sits with Maeve’s words for a bit, silently mulling them over. She thinks of all the difficulty that they’d face trying to disappear sufficiently enough to truly remove and get far enough away their respective shackles. Despite the task appearing more and more herculean the longer she considers the particulars...she cannot shake how worth it the reward would be.

what   she   wants   is   such   a   foreign   concept   that   she   doesn’t   know   how   to   answer   that.      WANT   is   so   much   further   out   of   reach   than   the   fight-or-flight   response   riling   itself   up   to   full   bore      &      screaming   against   her   adrenal   glands.         

“      don’t   call   me   that,      ”      is   what   she   says   instead   of   answering   the   question.   it’s   not   because   liliya   hasn’t   earned   the   right      (      but   it’s   because   she   hasn’t   been   maggie   is   so   long   that   it   feels   like   talking   about   someone   else,   a   scared   little   girl   hidden   away   behind   big   dreams   that   turned   out   to   be   a   fucking   lie      ).      “      i’m   just   …   tired.      ”   

                       ❝ i didn’t come alone. i had help. ❞

the most beautiful words she’s ever spoken, said so blithely among the ruckus of a drinking establishment. the rey of months ago that had still been willfully stranded on jakku would hardly have believed her ears. 

                      ❝ ohnaka transport solutions is a peculiar business. i’ve got a peculiar ship. hondo thought it was just strange enough to hire me, and i’ve been coming back ever since for odd jobs. not that i mind. black spire isn’t all that bad. ❞  squinting from behind the goggles, rey twitches a shoulder in the other woman’s direction.  ❝ have you got one? a story? ❞

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𝐌𝐲 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠 𝐢𝐬 _______  Open to all - Semi-selective - Selective - Moderately Selective - Highly selective - Exclusive - Only going to RP with mutuals - Mostly going to RP with mutuals - Indie - Affiliated with a group

𝐈 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐑𝐏 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 ______  Any fandom - Most fandoms - Only fandoms I know - Only people in my fandom - OCs - OCs with no fandom ties - OCs who are related to/know my character in their backstory (I don’t mind integrating other people’s OCs into mine we just gotta discuss it first) - Only one version of any particular character  - People who have the same muse as me - People who do not have a rules page - Multimuse blogs  - People in RP groups - Indie RPers

𝐈 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐮𝐬𝐞 _______  Paragraphs - Shorter forms of text -  *Action* - Icons - Gifs - Gif icons - Formatted text - Whatever my partner is using - My own style regardless of my partner’s reply

𝐈 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 _______  No one - Anyone - Chemistry - Select ship - OCs - Others of my own muse  - Crossovers with characters from different fandoms - Only one version of a particular character - One person in my main verse - Multiship - One main/canon ship within my main verse

𝐈 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐟𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐨𝐰 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 ______ Everyone - Only some people - Most people - Only people in my fandom - Every RP blog - Only people I actively wish to RP with - People who do not post a lot of OOC - People whose posts I am comfortable with on my dashboard

𝐓𝐨 𝐑𝐏 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐦𝐞, 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 _______  Follow back - Answer an open(This is only in itallics bc I very rarely post opens, but when they’re there they are an absolutely viable method) - Message me OOC - Message me IC - Make a starter - Answer my starter - Send in a meme - Like a starter call(Same as opens)

“      or   we   could   both   just   fucking   quit.      ”         there’s   a   world   where   she   DOES   THAT,   where   she   fishes   her   backbone   out   from   its   hiding   places   in   vought’s   most   protected   places      &      stands   up   against   all   the   fatigue      &      falsehoods   ruminating   through   her   blood,   sweat,      &      tears.      maeve   drops   her   hands   to   her   hips   in   a   way   that   lapses   her   shoulders   in   over   her   chest.      she   plasters   her   palm   to   her   forehead,   barking   out   a   sour-mouthed   clatter   of   laughter.      “         ——-      wouldn’t   that   be   a   RIOT?      ”