MisShieng

The same goes as if I only knew then. Maybe it was just a game for him. And maybe I was just too naive to know the truth.

It was then that we broke up the whole thing was just made up. Maybe I was the one made it up! Cause in the first place I was the one who say yes without any question.

I was never courted, I was just played like a fool. He fooled me and I was fooling him too. Just so I was caught up in the middle and felt I was not fooling around. " I am really like the way I was Loved".

It was the first time when someone courted me in social media and after few months of vieled communications I said "YES" without any questions ask from him.

It was then that I am glad that i have found someone. At first I thought I should fool him for telling me lies.

I knew at first the relationship wouldn't take any longer.... and "ka boom" it blasted off away!

Now, I am not that lonely nor bitter in life! I just feel confused abot life.

I always set my mind that this is just a minor wound and will heal soon..as in soonest. And it's better not to dwell it the past again..but it hurt's so much knowing he and my friend had relationship.

I couldn't find a word how to keep this effen word stuck at the tip of my tongue. It was like having bad dreams.

I was so shock! Maybe that's why she was trying to contact me. She was trying to say something.

I was so dissappointed and am a little bit angry about her. I can't help it. LORD protect me from this feeling. Cause I really, really hate this.

I was defending her about what others observed from her.

I said it's okey, I moved on. But it's not easy if it hits me hard like a typhoon signal number 4.

Hate to say it but i love him!

Hate to say it but i love him!

So where should I go, to the left or to the right.

I'm asking myself. Everytime the word decisions appear in every moment of my life.

I hate decisions but decisions love me. It made me crazy, stressed, and depressed. Sometimes I wanna punch it cause its causing me trouble.

Decisions talk to me everytime. Whether should I go for it. Or should I let go or keep it.

Decisions makes my eyes wet all the time. It never ceased to make me upset and lonely. It never is the good thing happened to me.

a visayan term here in the Philippines. It means let go, separate, or leaving. By means of action or event.

Bulag, the term where I never used. Because I never had any intimate relationship with opposite sex.

Bulag, a term where you can let go of the things that hurt you, destroy you, and mis treated you.

Bulag, in relationships they leave like them, you, and me. As in, super duper "bulag na ta" a woman said while crying and slapping a mans face back and forth.

Bulag, the term can also be used when someone leave you. Leave you on this world. Left you without or with beautiful goobyes. Who left you for no reason. Who left you cause he/ she has too, Who left cause its the best thing to do. Who left you because naturally the world has too. And because God wants it too.

Bulag, its when the peope you love dies even before you could say hi?, hello? how are you? I missed you, I love you.

Bulag, its when people die and leave you behind. Even before you could hug them tightly and bring them to the places you planned to go.

Bulag, a word that a friend hates when he have classes while his friends have a trip on a beautiful place you really need to see.

Bulag, a time when you were so stressed thinking that you're friends are having a good time while "you" are their trying to prove to your parents that they we're wrong in judging you for having friends like them.

Bulag , a group of letters that i hate cause I have to go to sleep and put you down to make my tommorrow complete.

BULAG

Babaeng Uunga-unga dahil sa Love at Gagohan.

CHRISTMAS is the only celebration where the world enjoys singing one song! " Joy to the world" I haven't search who created that song! The writer of it was so brilliant.

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