Trying To Figure It Out

i love the idea of an older man who will be gentle and reassure me that i'm still a lesbian but in more condescending sort of way, bringing attention to how silly my denial is in contrast to my actions. like he will have me undress and only wear a thong, and then slip under the blankets next to him and order me to stroke his cock before lifting me up and making me ride him while whispering in my ear that "it's okay" and that "it's totally normal for a lesbian to have such cravings" and watching me become intoxicated to the sensation of his cock thrusting into my cunt and grinning bc he knows that i don't truly believe it deep down and i know that he doesn't either and we both love it.

Fuck. There is something magical about hearing someone's voice for the first time 😍