i am not a husk – i am not wilting.

‵ it makes MORE SENSE that way. so, by all means---give me your best shot. ′

‵ ------ your dog was DEAD the second that avalanche tried to wipe us out. i’m saying that instead of being buried sixty feet under ---and completely useless, may i add---, his meat would’ve helped us to lure more appetizing animals ‘cause he was already dead. i’m not saying we should’ve slit his throat that while he was alive and kicking. what the fuck, i’m not that HEARTLESS. ′

‵ ------ that’s exactly what someone who’s neither FINE nor YOUNG would say. you call those ‘awesome daily thoughts’? i’m convinced now more than ever that should you get a stupid diary so you can spare me the headache. ---why don’t you get yourself a DICTIONARY while you’re at it? that was sarcasm; of course everyone saw it coming, beyonce was never a team player. just as shitty as the years before that. at least there’s a CONSTANT. ′ 

‵ ---but i know MYSELF and i know what i deserve. that’s more than enough for me. ′ 

‵ i cannot BELIEVE you would decline my offer of snuggling under this starless, winter night; denying my knife and i the happiness of just SEEING you. this is some bull---shit. ′ 

‵ yes; ‘cause at the end of the day, the one still breathing AND chugging down moonshine is going to be ME, not them. ′ 

‵ i’m no longer under your care, so you can DROP the nice girl act right about now, princess. ′ 

‵ --- are you DONE? ‘cause we gotta ration what little we have and i’m not getting any less than what i deserve, which is more than you do. ′ 

‵ if you’re SO WORRIED your old ass will go illiterate by the time you’re forty, then why don’t you get a diary to spew your sad, tragic life story in? it’s a win-win from every angle. plus, besides destiny’s child’s disband announcement that NOBODY saw coming, it was a shit year. ′ 

‵ the worst thing is that we could’ve used him as bait for other animals. now it’s just... frozen waste. SHAMEFUL. ′

‵ now, now. i implied cannibalism, not necrophilia; HUGE difference, both equally acceptable in world where morality hangs by a thin, thin thread; if it hasn’t reached the bottom of the ocean by now. ′

‵ girl’s gotta do what a girl’s gotta do. plus, by wearing someone’s skin to fight off this ass-off freezing weather you get to multitask too. think of it as a prada knock-off coat. keep it fancy while you take out the trash. ′

‵ —— DO YOU ever hear yourself? like, when you speak? what in the walkers’ name is your damage? ′

‵ --- what’s wrong, boo? you don’t want to cuddle with me? i’ll let you be the little spoon. ′