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reposting this bc I noticed I didn't include the honmoon patterns on the outfits ( ΰΌΰΊΆΕΰΌΰΊΆ ) here's the proper one (aaaand also added a bit of the forest sequence and more context to the gumiho/ mira theme):
anywho what IF they made a HALLOWEEN special set after huntr/x turn the honmoon rainbow (?) which MEANS they have to deal with more SUPERNATURAL stuff spilling into the human realm and one NIGHT they are hunting what they think is a DEMON but they can't FIND it in the deep dark forest or w/e bc it's not acting like a regular demon it's all elusive and there's all those horror/ thriller tropes of group split up/ monster in the dark/ cant see the monster but it can see you etc AND TURNS OUT it is a GUMIHO that's way too OP (I like to think of the KPDH power scaling as demons βdemon huntersβspirits) and so even tho they cant see it/ arent quite sure what it is YET they feel that instant blood curdling bone chilling terror etc but also a weird sense of thrilling anticipation. which gives them pause like "hey i dont think we're the hunters here"
anyway plot plot idk they end up tracking the Gumiho to a CLUB where everyone is wearing masks like an underground masquerade so Huntrx shows up in the outfits above
and they have to search and find out who is the demon/spirit/ whatever they're hunting they're still a bit in the dark (also gumiho shape shifts so there's that) and how do they know who is the REAL demon and who's just wearing masks etc and there's that dark rhythmic synth blasting and it's all chaotic w flashing neon strobes BUT THEN they for just a second see in the crowd a wildly beautiful woman WITHOUT a mask (bc the human form is already kind of the mask) looking right back at them and they get that same sense of danger and thrill then she melts back into the crowd:
so the gumiho looks like this (huntr/x for scale it's as big as a Clydesdale in fox form):
(for general vibes think Eres from that sinbad movie)
AND turns out THIS gumiho isn't evil it is a truly ANCIENT being like it was old in 200 bce and speaks like. idk the korean equivalent of shakespeare. AND is essentially an allegory/ personification of nature ie it's neutrality/ moral indifference, completely outside of humanity.
and the Legends of gumiho bewitching men and killing them isnt entirely accurate bc the gumiho just mostly keeps to itself but HUMANS cannot mind their business and throughout history there are many examples of them trying to conquer/possess/control nature and it's beauty/power (beautiful things in general).
and so in both fox and human form the gumiho is hunted by Man bc fox form=conquering nature like how people hunt elephants/ lions etc and human form= beautiful woman (i dont think i need to explain that one)
and so like people trying to "conquer" frontiers/ mountains they try to conquer the gumiho. but like nature the gumiho doesn't give a fuck abt morality or w/e and kills those who dont respect it. fuck around and find out, if you will.
so there's an ethical bind for huntr/x since the gumiho could have easily killed them 20 times over but didnt, and only kills for self-preservation, so it is only a threat to humans if humans try to impose their will on the gumiho. do you hunt/ imprison/ kill the gumiho in order to protect people from the consequences of their own actions? when if you were a gumiho to you'd likely do the same?
this bit of clunky dialogue is from a previous colour key post but it gets the general point across i thinK:
(G:You are hunters, yet you cower in fear
M: they say gumiho bewitch people, kill them, eat them
G: child i have seen your kind throw themselves at mountains on high in the vain attempt to conquer the peak. each time they perished or were turned back, yet still they continued in their obsession. are you to tell me these mountains bewitched these humans? no, only your kind seem incapable of gazing upon wild beauty without desiring to control it M: So you don't kill?
G: indeed i did, and you would too, were you I)
Also i find the gumiho to be Mira adjacent since if i go off the gumiho lore as mentioned above i think it ties in with the ideas around being the "visual" vis a vis body a commodity, self-determinism etc. and i like to think that the "lie she believes" is the whole "i'm aggressive, too blunt etc etc". but that's not really true, and she was only ever a "problem child" bc she wouldn't/ couldn't conform to the constraints/ expectations of her parents (i like to think of them as lowkey fkn unhinged, so there's no way she could have met their approval anyway, at least without losing her mind too.
(also my hc is that her brother is actually pretty similar to her but tried to appease their parents instead of rebelling against them and he's now a mess.ie a foil). like dont get me wrong she's definitely a direct, will not suffer fools type of personality but the anti-social behaviour she exhibited was just a fair reaction to her surroundings, so when she's allowed to be herself she's relatively chill like how she's presented in the movie. (but she's been gaslit to hell into believe the whole quick to anger aggressive thing). and maybe as a reaction to being told you get too wild she's like "oh i'll show you wild")
So w the gumiho being like "ofc i killed those people they were gonna kill me or worse. how do you expect me to react" she's like huh u kno what fair enough.
so parallels i guess.
i mean i like to think there's way more to mira's relationship w her family but i've talked abt that on other posts and it's super long here anyway
(I guess she could sort a lot of this out in therapy but idk if Mira, who straight up growled at the healer guy for trying to read her or w/e would willingly step into a therapy session?? i do love how she was amused when the healer clocked rumi but as soon as it was directed at her she's like u wanna fkn fight mate. ~ imo narratives & character arcs require resolution through conflict so i only ever think characters should get therapy in stories to either show how ill-adjusted they are ie fleabag, successesion or as a framing device that doesn't have the desired outcome on irl therapy ie the sopranos. as in id rather see characters work out/ have realisations abt themselves throught plot etc etc no therapy speech in my little stories. headcanon w/e u want tho)
anyway i just love stories w girls can work through their justified anger and it's not all just like ooh let it go be the bigger person violence is not the answer bc i really dont think that kind of moral framework/resolution works the same as it does w male characters (katara i will forever love you)
anyway im not going to go on bc i feel like this:
general themes include adoration vs fetishization (where is the line), ancient clashing w the modern, amoral nature vs the human tendency to rationalise/moralise, power & control, the bias of history/ legends and who tells them, who controls the narrative, the horrors of being perceived and the entertainment industry writ large ie voyeurism, exploitation and its echoes throughout history etc etc
anyway there isn't any super thought out plot/ story here I just wanted to get those visuals out (my process is something like "oh this scene would look so cool" then i have to work backwards to find a story to match with the themes and vibes of the visual - so apologies to anyone hoping for a resolution/ coherent plot for any of the colour keys/ storyboards i've done in the past idk how to write anything properly D':) nothing here is that serious/coherent
on a completely different tangent I dont care about exactly which direction they take the sequel in (just don't resurrect jinu lol don't cheapen death/sacrifice)
buuut I do hope they a) don't nerf huntrix (rumi is so op now lol) but instead use power scaling to up the stakes/ introduce the antagonist/ new status quo. Bc in the first movie you never get the feeling that huntr/X is ever actually in danger/ not the most powerful ie saja boys had to go after the fans, gwi-ma was honestly not that hard to defeat once they got back together (I know that might be a consequence of script changes and rushed pacing but w/e)
SO I think IT would be VERY COOL for huntrx to get absolutely bodied in the first act by the new antagonist, thus upping the stakes immediately and introducing a new kind of threat (they might lose not just by not sealing the honmoon but by fkn dying lol) so now instead of being big fish in a little pond they're now big fish in the ocean w sharks or smth.
(I know it's a family movie but all the best kids films imo have genuine dire stakes like mufasa died on screen, implied massacre in mulan, panda genocide in kung fu panda 2, spiderman getting killed 20 mins into into the spiderverse, whatever was going on w the priest in humpback of notre dame. Toy story 3s incinerator bit. Also just how kids imaginations work anyway like they come up w some dark shit.)
And b) just go into the consequences of the first movie's end and not rely too much on flashbacks. Obviously it would be interesting to see stuff abt the sunlight sisters and rumis parents and huntrx origin story but not at the expense of developing the cause and effect part essential to sequels. Like its a sequel not a prequel. Godfather 2 is a great example of this kind of thing done right, but I think the KDPH narrative/ themes in particular lend itself to Consequences being super important ie yes tradition can be broken but there is always consequences for that, good and bad, and by breaking tradition you forgo the roadmap inherent in tradition, so everything is new and you kind of have to figure it out as you go. Fuck around and find out if you will. (Also I think all 3 can embody the theme of breaking tradition ie rumis literal existence, mira = black sheep, zoey= caught between 2 cultures/identities and must forge her own). I mean I don't think that they won't develop the story I just hope they don't overexplain the past lore or w/e in an effort to over correct the first movie not really getting into it all that much bc i feel like overexplaining can kill the mystery/ scope of a story and also bloats the narrative.
reposting this bc I noticed I didn't include the honmoon patterns on the outfits ( ΰΌΰΊΆΕΰΌΰΊΆ ) here's the proper one (aaaand also added a bit of the forest sequence and more context to the gumiho/ mira theme):
anywho what IF they made a HALLOWEEN special set after huntr/x turn the honmoon rainbow (?) which MEANS they have to deal with more SUPERNATURAL stuff spilling into the human realm and one NIGHT they are hunting what they think is a DEMON but they can't FIND it in the deep dark forest or w/e bc it's not acting like a regular demon it's all elusive and there's all those horror/ thriller tropes of group split up/ monster in the dark/ cant see the monster but it can see you etc AND TURNS OUT it is a GUMIHO that's way too OP (I like to think of the KPDH power scaling as demons βdemon huntersβspirits) and so even tho they cant see it/ arent quite sure what it is YET they feel that instant blood curdling bone chilling terror etc but also a weird sense of thrilling anticipation. which gives them pause like "hey i dont think we're the hunters here"
anyway plot plot idk they end up tracking the Gumiho to a CLUB where everyone is wearing masks like an underground masquerade so Huntrx shows up in the outfits above
and they have to search and find out who is the demon/spirit/ whatever they're hunting they're still a bit in the dark (also gumiho shape shifts so there's that) and how do they know who is the REAL demon and who's just wearing masks etc and there's that dark rhythmic synth blasting and it's all chaotic w flashing neon strobes BUT THEN they for just a second see in the crowd a wildly beautiful woman WITHOUT a mask (bc the human form is already kind of the mask) looking right back at them and they get that same sense of danger and thrill then she melts back into the crowd:
so the gumiho looks like this (huntr/x for scale it's as big as a Clydesdale in fox form):
(for general vibes think Eres from that sinbad movie)
AND turns out THIS gumiho isn't evil it is a truly ANCIENT being like it was old in 200 bce and speaks like. idk the korean equivalent of shakespeare. AND is essentially an allegory/ personification of nature ie it's neutrality/ moral indifference, completely outside of humanity.
and the Legends of gumiho bewitching men and killing them isnt entirely accurate bc the gumiho just mostly keeps to itself but HUMANS cannot mind their business and throughout history there are many examples of them trying to conquer/possess/control nature and it's beauty/power (beautiful things in general).
and so in both fox and human form the gumiho is hunted by Man bc fox form=conquering nature like how people hunt elephants/ lions etc and human form= beautiful woman (i dont think i need to explain that one)
and so like people trying to "conquer" frontiers/ mountains they try to conquer the gumiho. but like nature the gumiho doesn't give a fuck abt morality or w/e and kills those who dont respect it. fuck around and find out, if you will.
so there's an ethical bind for huntr/x since the gumiho could have easily killed them 20 times over but didnt, and only kills for self-preservation, so it is only a threat to humans if humans try to impose their will on the gumiho. do you hunt/ imprison/ kill the gumiho in order to protect people from the consequences of their own actions? when if you were a gumiho to you'd likely do the same?
this bit of clunky dialogue is from a previous colour key post but it gets the general point across i thinK:
(G:You are hunters, yet you cower in fear
M: they say gumiho bewitch people, kill them, eat them
G: child i have seen your kind throw themselves at mountains on high in the vain attempt to conquer the peak. each time they perished or were turned back, yet still they continued in their obsession. are you to tell me these mountains bewitched these humans? no, only your kind seem incapable of gazing upon wild beauty without desiring to control it M: So you don't kill?
G: indeed i did, and you would too, were you I)
Also i find the gumiho to be Mira adjacent since if i go off the gumiho lore as mentioned above i think it ties in with the ideas around being the "visual" vis a vis body a commodity, self-determinism etc. and i like to think that the "lie she believes" is the whole "i'm aggressive, too blunt etc etc". but that's not really true, and she was only ever a "problem child" bc she wouldn't/ couldn't conform to the constraints/ expectations of her parents (i like to think of them as lowkey fkn unhinged, so there's no way she could have met their approval anyway, at least without losing her mind too.
(also my hc is that her brother is actually pretty similar to her but tried to appease their parents instead of rebelling against them and he's now a mess.ie a foil). like dont get me wrong she's definitely a direct, will not suffer fools type of personality but the anti-social behaviour she exhibited was just a fair reaction to her surroundings, so when she's allowed to be herself she's relatively chill like how she's presented in the movie. (but she's been gaslit to hell into believe the whole quick to anger aggressive thing). and maybe as a reaction to being told you get too wild she's like "oh i'll show you wild")
So w the gumiho being like "ofc i killed those people they were gonna kill me or worse. how do you expect me to react" she's like huh u kno what fair enough.
so parallels i guess.
i mean i like to think there's way more to mira's relationship w her family but i've talked abt that on other posts and it's super long here anyway
(I guess she could sort a lot of this out in therapy but idk if Mira, who straight up growled at the healer guy for trying to read her or w/e would willingly step into a therapy session?? i do love how she was amused when the healer clocked rumi but as soon as it was directed at her she's like u wanna fkn fight mate. ~ imo narratives & character arcs require resolution through conflict so i only ever think characters should get therapy in stories to either show how ill-adjusted they are ie fleabag, successesion or as a framing device that doesn't have the desired outcome on irl therapy ie the sopranos. as in id rather see characters work out/ have realisations abt themselves throught plot etc etc no therapy speech in my little stories. headcanon w/e u want tho)
anyway i just love stories w girls can work through their justified anger and it's not all just like ooh let it go be the bigger person violence is not the answer bc i really dont think that kind of moral framework/resolution works the same as it does w male characters (katara i will forever love you)
anyway im not going to go on bc i feel like this:
general themes include adoration vs fetishization (where is the line), ancient clashing w the modern, amoral nature vs the human tendency to rationalise/moralise, power & control, the bias of history/ legends and who tells them, who controls the narrative, the horrors of being perceived and the entertainment industry writ large ie voyeurism, exploitation and its echoes throughout history etc etc
anyway there isn't any super thought out plot/ story here I just wanted to get those visuals out (my process is something like "oh this scene would look so cool" then i have to work backwards to find a story to match with the themes and vibes of the visual - so apologies to anyone hoping for a resolution/ coherent plot for any of the colour keys/ storyboards i've done in the past idk how to write anything properly D':) nothing here is that serious/coherent
on a completely different tangent I dont care about exactly which direction they take the sequel in (just don't resurrect jinu lol don't cheapen death/sacrifice)
buuut I do hope they a) don't nerf huntrix (rumi is so op now lol) but instead use power scaling to up the stakes/ introduce the antagonist/ new status quo. Bc in the first movie you never get the feeling that huntr/X is ever actually in danger/ not the most powerful ie saja boys had to go after the fans, gwi-ma was honestly not that hard to defeat once they got back together (I know that might be a consequence of script changes and rushed pacing but w/e)
SO I think IT would be VERY COOL for huntrx to get absolutely bodied in the first act by the new antagonist, thus upping the stakes immediately and introducing a new kind of threat (they might lose not just by not sealing the honmoon but by fkn dying lol) so now instead of being big fish in a little pond they're now big fish in the ocean w sharks or smth.
(I know it's a family movie but all the best kids films imo have genuine dire stakes like mufasa died on screen, implied massacre in mulan, panda genocide in kung fu panda 2, spiderman getting killed 20 mins into into the spiderverse, whatever was going on w the priest in humpback of notre dame. Toy story 3s incinerator bit. Also just how kids imaginations work anyway like they come up w some dark shit.)
And b) just go into the consequences of the first movie's end and not rely too much on flashbacks. Obviously it would be interesting to see stuff abt the sunlight sisters and rumis parents and huntrx origin story but not at the expense of developing the cause and effect part essential to sequels. Like its a sequel not a prequel. Godfather 2 is a great example of this kind of thing done right, but I think the KDPH narrative/ themes in particular lend itself to Consequences being super important ie yes tradition can be broken but there is always consequences for that, good and bad, and by breaking tradition you forgo the roadmap inherent in tradition, so everything is new and you kind of have to figure it out as you go. Fuck around and find out if you will. (Also I think all 3 can embody the theme of breaking tradition ie rumis literal existence, mira = black sheep, zoey= caught between 2 cultures/identities and must forge her own). I mean I don't think that they won't develop the story I just hope they don't overexplain the past lore or w/e in an effort to over correct the first movie not really getting into it all that much bc i feel like overexplaining can kill the mystery/ scope of a story and also bloats the narrative.
had the movie playing for the first time in a while and forgot how fuckin Stressed rumi was lol mira was not playin
I know it's supposed to be a serious scene or w/e but I love how rumi just yeah-nah's the takedown song SHE had the idea for the day before the performance without explanation. Valid crashout for Zoemira
Also forgot how fast the pacing was haha like you can just feel the studio interference in some cases like in the variety show bit there was a set up for them to play games and then they just didn't? Like I dead ass thought my netflix jumped a minute ahead haha so much must have been left on the cutting room floor
but in a weird way i think I think the Mach 5 pacing actually helped out a lot, since it kept things going pretty fast (I can see why they'd do that for a family animation) and also it didn't really give the audience time to question the disparity between the tone/stakes. ie u see people's souls getting sucked out and missing persons reports etc and that naturally raises the question of what does getting ur soul stolen actually mean? Like are they straight up dying? There's that shot of jinu looking at the soul light things going to gwi-ma and is like oooh I'm conflicted, but wait he's watching people die?? But the movie just blasts right along so it doesn't get bogged down in the implications. Like hey dw here's a great song chill
and i think it absolutely was the right decision not to include any super overt romance between rumi and jinu like secret dates or a kiss or w/e because if that was the case the idol awards betrayal would read soooooo terrible lmao there would have been nothing they could have done to get him a semblance of satisfactory atonement for me. (And isn't it better to have a what could have been as opposed to a love lost for a change.)
Also I think I saw a deleted scene where celine says she killed rumis parents??? That would have been soooooo lame lol glad they cut that cliche
Anyway I really do stand by the less is more adage, i'd rather have a super lean tight movie. like there wasn't a scene that i thought oh this could have been cut or what's the point of this it was all very cause and effect
a bit more rambling under the cut
(tho i do think the big climax at the end wasn't %100 percent earned IMO. i'd say that as a stand alone movie I cant really consider Zoey and Mira having complete character arcs since i read that for Zoey the lie she believes is that "too much/not enough" ie A grade people pleaser caught between 2 identities has to prove her worth etc so when she's like "i thought my ideas and lyrics were weird but yall like them" "why did cover up the colours stuck inside my head" it doesn't really land for me bc was she covering up the colours? not really to me? and w Mira the lie she believes is that she's "highly aggressive short fused blunt etc" but i mean give me an example dog honestly she seemed pretty patient in the movie w all the shit rumi was pulling. and also if "let the jagged edges meet the light instead" is supposed to be the resolution it's kind of the same issue w Zoey's line since when did she cover up jagged edges? (if anything those lines mostly apply to rumi not Z&M). I mean i get what they're going for but it doesn't land %100 for me as is? Since when analysing text i don't like to infer too much u kno like you gotta look at was is presented (art history degree was a fkn trial sometimes i swear some of those readings were just rage bait).
But knowing there's a sequel coming it makes sense that not everyone's character arcs were %100 resolved ie more to work with. and even if there wasn't a sequel it's still an interesting note to end on ie not to have everything tied up open ended stories are just as interesting. But i doubt sony greenlit the sequel before the absolute bonkers streaming numbers came in so i do see how people can say that m and z were a bit underdeveloped. To be clear I'm not saying it was unsatisfying or anything.
(also i know that the lie the character believes / realisation of thematic truth is not the only framework to judge a character arc on but i feel like it was set up with the healer's office bit and the discussion before the idol awards etc etc)
And also writing is hard lol i cant imagine how hard it would be as a director to get ur vision out while complying with studio contraints/ stipulations.
so i think it's a good idea that they kept the movie pretty tight and condensed to as to not bite of more than they can chew u know
I will say i am glad they had the guts to kill jinu tho that was a fitting end, bc up until that very moment he was still reaping souls for gwi-ma like cmon. and with him leaving his family i think it would have made him more sympathetic if they showed something like the emperor threatening him or smth like you can assume/ suppose that leaving the palace or asking for them to come with etc would get them killed but again i think that it has to be made a bit more explicit. but that wasn't the case and he again, was reaping souls so i think it the release of death and a final selfless act was fitting
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*narrator voice* It, in fact, was all about her insecurities
Ok first up I have no idea what the plot is for this don't think too much abt the references in the dialogue it's just set dressing
For a long time I'd wanted to do an inverse version of the train scene
And also I looooove when characters become what they hate (esp on a path to avoid it hello eodipus), also love it when family dynamics fuck a character up, since nothing gets underneath skin like family
So imagine something like mira being threatened/ pressured/ idk sucked back into the vortex of her parents influence one way or another there's a couple of versions that I can't be bothered writing out (it also makes me seem insane). Anyway so the more she's around them/ they're in her head the more she becomes like them, despite her desperately trying to escape. Ie father= relentless Machiavellian ends justify the means no matter how brutal type a guy. And her mother being able to read people really well and knowing exactly what to say to cut them deep. A generational hater.
(I don't rope her brother in with the negative influence so much since I like to think that he's suffered as much as mira but it's affected him differently, so even tho their relationship is definitely strained/ non existent at this point there is still a shared understanding of each other, and its not as antagonistic. also they were once each other's only person so there's that in the mix)
Anyway so maybe rumi never apologised specifically abt the whole "not everything is abt ur insecurities" to mira. And she's fine w it I'm guessing rumi made sweeping apologies etc.
But mira strikes me as a person who forgives but doesn't forget.
And maybe in this backstory miras parents can put up a decent facade. Seeming like ok people who maybe want to reconnect and reconcile. And rumi, having done so with celine, maybe hopes that Mira can do so too. Maybe saying that mira should try, maybe leaving mira alone w her family (despite mira clearly wanting/ needing her and zoey to stay). And zoey follows rumis lead (conflict avoidance and all that). So mira feels pretty betrayed. Since as soon as r and z leave the facade falls. And it feels like everyone thinks she's overreacting. (Problem child)
And so normally she'd talk it out ie high emotional iq etc etc. But her family is an Achilles heel if you will. Like she is usually well adjusted except when she's around her parents. Where she gets super defensive (paranoid??) And a bit crazy in general.
And so tension stress blah blah blah and rumi hits a nerve abt the whole chip on her shoulder, smth to prove etc. But instead of acknowledging it, the shields are up the sword is drawn (refer back to the scene in the tonic Guys office) and she throws back rumis own words. And in doing so becomes the spitting image of her mother, as it is exactly what her mother would have said (Physically already she strongly takes after her mother but the tone, the sneer etc sends it into an uncanny resemblance)
And is there anything worse than becoming your parents (not always but u know what I mean)
also in contrast to rumi, who maybe says things impulsively that she doesn't really mean, mira actually means it (in that moment/mindset anyway) like she thinks before she talks, which in this case is probably worse than rumis clumsy outburst. Instead of trying to walk it back she clenches her jaw and stares rumi down
With zoey forever being a child of divorce lol
Again this isn't anything really just wanted to get the callback bit out and overcommitted to fleshing out the setup ew.
Like the other one spite is the sole motivator in the end here lol.
Id just want to stress that if this seems out of character for mira it's the intention, since she's acting like her parents not herself.
Im sure they work it out in the end tho
No therapy for my characters they're fighting it out
Also below is the type of shit her mother constantly says unprompted out of left field.
Like she'd be a funny character to watch in a black comedy but a truly horrible mother rip
i find it funny if after the events of the movie zoey & mira still didnt give a fuck abt Jinu dying like Yeah Rumi we're sad that you're sad but come on the guy was killing people :
huntrx being interviewed after:
Rumi: look so I thought it was some new English we didn't know about, you know since, I mean....
Mira: They are constantly making up new words or idioms or whatever and throw it at us like English is our default
Rumi: Yes exactly so silently I'm like "Zoey, HELP"
Zoey: Right but I had no clue either, and like, I'm chronically online like I'm current, but I had *nothing*
Rumi: And you didn't know what she meant either-
Mira: Oh I was lost immediately.
Rumi: So I'm just throwing out generic platitudes hoping it's kind of relevant, which I think confused you more-
Mira: Yeah because now I'm thinking like "Am I the only one who's confused as hell? Did my brain just glitch?"
Zoey: But the interviewer didn't give you anything she's like "yeah I've seen it", so
Rumi: Yes I mean I guessed from the context that it was a good thing? Looking at this now though it looks like I'm super emotional with the long silences but I just had no idea what else she wants me to say? And then you started with the tapping -
Zoey: OMG so I kinda felt like maybe I should be like supportive, like is something happening right now but I went with a shoulder touch which was super awkward so I just started tapping which made it WORSE-
Mira: I thought it was code.
Rumi: For what?
Mira: I don't know, that's why I'm looking at you guys like that.
Zoey: And then she says the thing about queer media!
Rumi: Yeah so that- that was when I completely gave up.
Mira: It looks like we're uncomfortable when she said that, so I can see why people could take it that way, but honestly we just had no idea what was going on.
Rumi: Yeah if Golden is queer media then by all means let's hold space for that.
Edit: I know zoey's supposed to hold rumis single finger but I am not about to suffer drawing hands like that it's already so late
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a rough run through of what i imagine the scene the paparazzi photo from this comic/ storyboard is from
also just a heads up there's a reference to suicide below it's not graphic or anything just a mention but i'd figure i'd mention just in case
long post warning here we go
thats their father btw. also gave up on drawing but see below i guess- this is after Mira leaves w/out saying a word to her father
everything in my head runs as a movie complete w specific camera movements so I can't translate ideas to prose but drawing everything out including subtle acting choices takes a billion years so this is the compromise (janky screenplay + equally janky thumbnails will have to do)
rip keeping them on model no consistency here haha
i'm not attached to the brother's name i just needed something instead of MBro and the internet says that Baekhyeon means virtuous older brother and i love irony so here we are.
this convo is only related plot-wise to this post, but the general vibes can be taken throughout my other posts like the colour key sequel idea
i wanted to do something with the idea of them seeing eachother after like idk 8 years and trying to navigate that, obviously her brother has seen her grow via Huntr/x but she hasn't seen him since she bounced so she's taken aback by how much he's changed (see below for the before/after):
(i want him to be a physically impressive figure more on why under the cut, idk abt exact heights tho they are just tall)
i like to think whilst she Loathes her parents (rightly so) she doesn't hate her brother, is just really hurt and disappointed by him (major event regarding this is under the cut should anyone want to know more). but cares for him tho she wouldn't admit it, likewise he still loves her but has chosen to follow his parents (more under the cut on this too)
the tragedy of their relationship is that deep down they love each other, share interests (movies, history etc) and would be an incredibly effective unit together, but their parents manipulate them, driving them apart to maintain control/ power.
anyway back to the script, Mira, obvs w the history she has w her family, is Very guarded and initially thinks that their parents sent him to get her, but turns out he sought her out himself (he tried to go through bobby/ normal channels but was rebuffed, couldn't work that into the scene naturally tho). so she becomes a bit more receptive since he went to a fair amount of trouble for her benefit
the smoking is an attempt to share a moment/ bond/ connect, though he is so engrained in his parent's world (CHaebol i guess but also super horrible people) that the only way he can think of is by offering literal poison ie a cigarette (smoking is like one of the only bonding activity his parents shared w him so he doesn't have great examples)
references to greek mythology/ chucking in some french is my clunky way to allude to their elite education (maybe spending a year at fancy swiss boarding schools idc). An interesting idea to me is Mira being born into the elite and can code switch. Like she doesn't believe in it but it's her background she shares w her brother. something something class is something you're born into etc money can't buy everything so even tho Rumi and Zoey are probably richer than some of the Mira's Family's associates they still aren't part that world. (I've been watching some Vice Docs recently).
i had the uncle kill himself instead of something like cancer since he was a figure from their childhoods that was kind, playful ie shadow puppets = whimsy, creativity, qualities that cannot survive in her family's world.
also to use this premise to show via subtext (at least i try lol) that a) brother has changed/ is desensitised to something as horrific as this and b) that the staff called him to help instead of the father or head of security or smth, indicating to Mira that the staff (lower on the power hierarchy) trust her brother to help them out ie he is not the same as their father. Also indicates that their father is someone you can't go to for help.
so she's trying to figure out who this man is, but both are keeping cards close to their chest (given their parents, this is not surprising)
I wanted to give them a nice moment of levity to show a glimpse of what their relationship could be like under better circumstances ie "why you thicc now". Though it's cut off when mira says he plays the part of their Parents' son eerily well. She didn't mean too much of it but For her brother this is a pretty big gut punch because deep down he knows his parents are bad people (again under the cut)/ are part of a horrible system and having Mira, who never lies, say he fits in well is pretty damning.
Mira can sense that he is really Not OK and, being who she is, can't leave it alone and continues to question him.
And she's right, her brother is not Well at all underneath the facade, but acknowledging it is too much for him (see under the cut) so he doesn't want to go there, telling her to drop it. As like, "I can;t deal w it, especially alone, which is what i'll be once you leave". which to be fair is what Mira would have done had she not picked up that he's struggling.
But Mira interprets this "you'll leave" response as a jab/ insult at her. like as her leaving her family was her fault/ a selfish choice which she obvs takes offence to. So hackles are raised, and she references a critical moment in their past when he let her down So Badly (under the cut). She expects a fight but he is in fact so guilty abt that (one of the biggest regrets he has), and sometimes it's not easy to apologise but the shame/ pain is written on his face clear for her to see.
And Wow would you look at that the problem shows up at the end - speak of the devil and he shall appear
all of this to then have it thrown back at her on a talk show a week later being like "ooh ur BF is so handsome".
a) they look horrifically related and b) it's fairly obvs they're not having a Good Time
anyway below is a bunch of notes on the brother character (and parent characterisation) + designs. these were on an earlier post but are relevant here so. there's extra bits but is broadly the same so if you've seen the previous post regarding the brother lore i wouldn't bother it's largely the same AND SUPER LONG be warned
His hobbies include:
Wondering how it all came to this
Disassociating at the club
Obsessively working out to feel some semblance of control over his reality
Birdwatching
Tall, dark, handsome, rich, well connected, charming and having the worst time Face card is hereditary apparently
If we have Mira who does not (cannot) conform to expectations due to her nature, then MBro desperately attempts to conform to expectations despite his nature Like trying to fit into a shoe by breaking bones etc
oh and the smoking is a bad habit he picked up from his parents hope he drops that
Like the idea of him being super tall + a unit to a) add to the ideal of Confident Man he projects, b) as a bit of visual juxtaposition in scenes with his parents ie despite being physically taller stronger he's always in their shadows standing behind them etc and c) for exercise being pretty much his only outlet (echoing Mira's relationship w dance more on that later in the post)
also wears immaculate suits like a uniform/ armour. none of this tight fitting nonsense i see today i'm talking classic cuts. Armani.
instead of the son being the spoilt favourite i like to approach the family dynamic as terrible for both siblings just in different ways (the parents dont discriminate lol they're equally the worst to both their kids)
So i prefer to think of him like Mira's foil/ mirror in that both of them cannot meet their parents expectations in opposite ways, ie Mira is not compliant (unwavering sense of self, refuses to be anything else), whereas Mbro doesn't have the killer instinct (isn't naturally ruthless, an inherent instinct to protect as opposed to dominate etc), and are both heavily impacted but the quite horrid parenting
But Mira left the cycle, whereas Mbro couldn't (still trying to earn love & validation from parents - a mirage), what would that do to a person over time
so Mbro has potential but that is exploited by his parents instead of nurtured.
Ie divergent responses regarding nature vs nurture, Mira follows her nature whereas Mbro suppresses it
Going off the ongoing Chaebol HC that runs through my previous posts, if the parents are as follows:Father: scores incredibly on the psychopathy test (callous, bold, socially dominant, no fear response, deceptive, exploitative) ie people are either a tool or an obstacle to his ends) re Richard III soliloquies from Henry VI part III ("Many lives stand between me and [the crown]", "I can smile, and murder while I smile" etc etc) Mother: Incredibly inflated ego, doesn't apologise, superiority complex where she's always been in proximity to power but never truly wielded it herself despite believing she deserves to so instead wages psychological warfare in order to establish dominance over those around re Marquise de Merteuil from Dangerous Liaisons ("When one woman strikes at the heart of another, she seldom misses, and the wound is invariably fatal" "When I came out into society I was 15. I already knew then that the role I was condemned to, namely to keep quiet and do what I was told, gave me the perfect opportunity to listen and observe. Not to what people told me, which naturally was of no interest to me, but to whatever it was they were trying to hide. I practiced detachment. I learned how to look cheerful while under the table I stuck a fork onto the back of my hand. I became a virtuoso of deceit. I consulted the strictest moralists to learn how to appear, philosophers to find out what to think, and novelist to see what I could get away with, and in the end it all came down to one wonderfully simple principle: win or die" (pls read, a great book, a super long quote but i love it)
Then that's going to fuck up both kids lol To grow up learning how to navigate parents' responses instead of learning how to process ur own emotions is Not great Neither is essentially fearing those who are supposed to protect you (fearing criticism, rejection, disappointment etc)
So perhaps Mbro's core nature is not so different to Mira's in that he's caring, compassionate, valuing loyalty, community, family, valour etc
But the parents use those qualities (perhaps natural inherent qualities, perhaps influenced by reading of great characters of history & culture ie Admiral Yi) to manipulate & control MBro ie Loyalty is to Our Family at the expense of others, If you care you will do as we say, if you are a part of this family you must act as we instruct, using validation and "love" as the carrot and withholding it as both the stick as well as the status quo, as why work harder if you have what you need.
And so the parents motives Re chaebol expansion, family dynasty, power above all, co-opt and exploit what would be virtuous qualities as a tool for their own gain, and what would normally benefit the community in fact harms it (ie neo-liberal capitalism is bad etc etc)
What separates Mira from MBro is that she cannot compromise her nature, will not be quiet and compliant (and if the price she must pay is ostracization, becoming the black sheep then so be it, better that than annihilation of the self), whereas MBro does for it's the only way he can see as a path to love (and if the price he must pay is annihilation of the self then so be it, better that than ostracization, becoming the black sheep). Love in this instance being conditional, to be earned And value is determined by action (success/failure) = what he can contribute, ie be the ideal Son So He tries and tries and tries (3rd at National Tae Kwon Do championships - just the second loser then) studies relentlessly, never contradicts
There's a defining incident in the past (Mira's 13/14 ish MBro is 16/17 ish not sure abt canon age gap), where there's an incident between Mira and member of another business partner family ending in a fight (Mira clocks the guy- over what IDK can change). A he said/ she said type situation. Mbro knows the character of the other guy (antagonistic, type to start shit, a dick), and whilst he didn't see the start of the issue, Mira says that she was just reacting, that the other guy initiated the conflict, and that's probably true. But since the guy's the son of a business family that their in the process of closing a major deal with or something. So when their Father asks Mbro what happened/ who is at fault, he can either back Mira (the honest, true option), or he can let her father assume the she, The Problem Child, is at fault (the political option that allows Father to placate business partner and ensure the deal goes through at Mira's expense). He chooses the latter and experiences more guilt and shame he could possibly imagine. Mira looks at him with such hurt, betrayal and disappointment. Things are never the same between them. Now she knows exactly where he stands. After, his father invites him into his study to share a scotch and cigar with him for the first time, praising him for his tact and for "considering the wider implications", essentially rewarding him for placing the Family's interests (power) over his sister's (the truth, actual family). This certainly doesn't do great things for his conscious/ psyche.
Then off to mandatory military service at around 19-20 yrs, further from the Family influence. Adapts well considering the environment is not so different to what he is used to. Develops comradery, feels like he can breathe. Insane work ethic is noted and recognised. Grows taller, grows stronger. Natural inclination to support is beneficial in this context, encouraging those in his unit. Learns leadership qualities, discovering a sort of quiet, steady charisma previously stifled. Tenacious work ethic inspires others. Positive reinforcement drives his training even more. Feels an incredible sense of purpose during exercises helping natural disasters, rescue efforts etc. Planned to continue and pursue a career with the defense (invited to qualify for special forces ie search&rescue).
But is sent for by parents, to return and to work for the Family business (they recognise he can be a valuable asset, and must recall him before he strays too far outside their sphere of influence). Whilst he doesn't want to, he ultimately returns, fulfilling his role as the dutiful son and maybe, just maybe, might result in his parents' approval and love, what he has wanted all along. But this leaves him with a deep insecurity and constant, evergrowing state of unease For his nature is in direct conflict with the expectations/motives of his parents IE to care for others as opposed to exploiting them, to be of service to others instead of them being a tool to serve your personal advancement, generosity as opposed to avarice As he is instructed to further the Family's interests by any means necessary (including underhanded tactics ie Things like blackmail, manipulation etc your classic corporate espionage) and it's not like he enjoys it, (but honestly in some cases tho it feels a bit cathartic being the one with the power-echoing traits/ habits of Mother) but It's worth it to achieve his parents' praise/acceptance and exceed their expectations which he's been conditioned to believe is his role, duty etc
So he puts on the mask, becoming the cool, charming, intelligent, ruthless Son, rubbing shoulders with the who's who of high society & the business world, always discrete (The Family does everything to remain out of the public eye/ scrutiny, commanding power from the Shadows- in direct opposition to Mira who is The Visual of the queens of Kpop) knows how to work a room, speaks many a language, makes things happen one way or another, takes no prisoners. "you're certainly your father's son" i guess mafia vibes?? (His mask is kind of the inverse of his father's, in that his is a cold, cool "sigma/alpha male" type that hides a compassionate streak, whereas his father's mask is that of a paragon of the head of the family leader type that conceals a most frightening, cold, remorseless nature)
But there's inevitably cracks in the mask ie. tips waitstaff absurdly well, does not tolerate disrespect towards service workers and staff. acknowledges them and says please & thank you. If a staff member/ hospitality worker has an issue they know they can to to him and trust him to sort it (he's not afraid to throw hands, can go 1 to 100 real quick). Also unlike others in his position is consistently respectful towards women. This can be because a) he's had strong women in his life from a young age ie his mother (even tho she sucks), Mira (who even as a kid is a big personality) and like idk teachers maybe and b) a naturally sensitive character a la kurt cobain, not really buying into macho bravado.
(to balance out his conscious he tries to help out or make up for the injustices he is complicit in (family's orders or larger system etc) but in really absurd methods that does help out the single person/ group affected but doesnt stop the system/ people who cause it in the first place.)
All this his gives him an excellent reputation tho amongst workers in the bars, clubs, "gentlemen's" clubs etc who in turn give him insider info about what they hear is going on amongst other chaebols/ global businesses. He can pretend to his parents (who are obvs classist) that this is the reason why he tips heavily/ looks out for them but in truth he'd do this w/out reward (Also smth smth masculine ideals of the conqueror ie strong man, dominate, stoic, authoritative etc etc vs masculine ideals as the protector ie. protect those who need it, stand against injustice, raise those around you up etc)
And the partying/ networking ie schmoozing at said bars/clubs is part of the job for him, not something to be enjoyed as it is fake for he is fake. The beguiling smirk drops as soon as he is out of eyesight. Returning late to his empty apartment to throw himself into his intense exercise regime alone in his private gym (weights, calisthenics, running, army drills) to rid himself of the anxious energy that builds up everyday and to hold onto the only part of his life when he felt like he belonged (military). Smth smth using physical exercise/ expression to ground himself being reminiscent of Mira's initial relationship w dance.
An after years of maintaining the mask, performing his duty but never truly fulfilled leaves him tired. despondent. somewhat resigned. But it is all he knows. This is where he is at in the plots of the previous posts that i have made ie colour key, funeral etc.
A part of him resents Mira's actions and success ie why couldn't she suck it up like I did, but a deeper, realer part of him is proud of/ happy for his baby sister for staying true to herself and achieving success outside of their parents' influence. But that leaves him with a sickening feeling of unease & regret, as if he recognises she made the right decision, then he made the wrong one, and all of this sacrifice is a consequence of that, all for naught. But he believes he is too far down this path to turn back.
And when they meet after all those years Mira is a bit taken aback, firstly because he is now so tall and strong, no longer the pipe-cleaner limbed boy she left ("what so the army has super-soldier serum now?"), that he, amongst peers, plays the part so well, but when they speak alone without an audience the facade completely drops, revealing a subdued, sombre almost numb man. He doesn't try to pretend around Mira since if anyone is going to see through the mask it's her. It's a bit prickly but she comes out of it feeling more concerned than anything else.
This is where most of the stories that come to me start of with, like they're distant and still guarded but they have this weird understanding of eachother as only siblings do
I would want a reconciliation between him and Mira i think it would be nice for them to recognise they both suffered under their parents and that any animosity between them was a result of that. like as you grow up and get more life experience/ maturity, you look back on things and understand where other people are coming from and so i think it would mean the world to Mira if her brother apologises for his past actions (more under the cut) since it's like "no you weren't the problem child they were just bad parents and I was a bad brother, and i like to think she'd recognise that he was going through it too, and shouldn't have been put in those situations in the first place being just a kid himself also something abt siblings being the only ones to really understand each other's own history at such a inceptual level since no one else is their parents' kids and no one else will ever be able to experience that
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found the first sketches i did of KPDH from last year
(never intended for posting but i'd thought it'd be a fun way to mark 500 followers wtfffffffffff i'd hi five each and everyone of u including the bots i could do it i'm so strong)
once rumi gets over the whole must hide my physical form thing you best believe she takes every opportunity to whip out the gun show
one day mira catches rumi looking at herself all weird and sad in the mirror whilst changing in the dance studio (after Zoey has done sooooo much positive affirmation training) so fuck it she blasts Megan thee stallion (Bodyodyodyodyodyodyody) and forces an impromptu dance party until rumi smiles again
"Please mira let me get my pants"
"My studio my rules u better start throwin ass Right Now"
also not kpdh related but portfolio update since this is turning out way better than i thought im proud of it so far woooooo