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when I tell you , you are the sun to me, I don't mean the sun in mid July when everything feels warm and you have to squirt your eyes .I mean the sun in the dead of winter,when I haven't seen the clouds part in weeks ,when I feel cold for so long that I can't recall how it feels to be warm. suddenly you arrive from behind my overcast sky and remind me what it is to feel like light, so when I say you are the sun to me I don't mean to sound cliche, it's just that before you , my skies were always grey.

“When it hurts to move on, just remember the pain you felt hanging on.”

I have longed for these hands to be entwined with yours, for your lips to be so passionately pressed against mine, for our bodies to be tangled up in this mess we call love, and for our souls to finally breathe in the same air.

"Your name still gives me heartache."

i feel so lost