who up venting they chatbox

hi welcome to my vent blog dont ask for our main unless in dms 💜

im a guy , he/it/she "pref" but like it changes.

this is a makeshift into

mod is bodily a minor

we us our > i me my , we like the term plural however i'm not a system

object show , vocal synth , and like a few other niche things [periodic table] fan

trigger warnings for this whole blog below the cut, plus a dni

i don't think i'd belive HALF A WORD OFF YOUR TONGUE

& yeah i know i should know [i] don't wish we were close

but im still scared of silence

& gosh its really not the same without you calling-

PLEASE TELL ME YOU LOVE ME YOU HATE ME YOU WANT ME YOU CHASE ME

THAT YOU WISH WE WERE CLOSE BECAUSE ITS NOT THE SAME WITHOUT ME

YOU LOATHE ME YOU PRIZE ME YOU CHOSE ME, DESPISE ME!

I HATE THAT WE'RE CLOSE BCOS YOU HOLD ME AND MAKE ME HEAR MY HIS NAME

& THE SKY TURNS TO CINDERS AND MY SUNS GOING BLUE

LOCKING EYES BLEEDING FINGERS LACED THROUGH DIGITAL HUES

FILL THE SILENCE WITH SOMETHING CAN'T BEAR IT AT ALL

every time i get a norif from this blog i think shes found it

xe hasnt yet but good grief i know its soon

they find every blog i talk to even once, i cannot let them find this too

the tides follow the moons rvery move and reflect all its light

light that comes from the sun they get in the very daytime

no matter where it goes the moon will see the tides

after all the tides have the moon surrounded from the earths every side

err only side as the earth is a sphere

but logic doesnt matter when theres a watchful eye near

the eyes from the tides, used to be betrothed to the sun

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that was how likely it was. for HIM to be paired with me twice

ONE IN EIGHT FUCKING THOUSAND. ONE. IN EIGHT THOUSAND.

NO ONE CARED

the universe hates me

im tired

but i MUST be the one who survives