vemzoi

my very own personal blog, I vent here, tw for anything that could be triggering

i need to be under the effect of a substance like yesteday bro

cut for every hit id take

i need some weed like rn in this instant

ahhh hes so sillyyyy and cuteeee and sooo silly 😝

so yesterday i was trying to not be annoying or something and i barely texted him, i genuinely felt like a creep weirdo stalker but then he just randomly decided to call me last night and im ?????

i feel like a creep

im the biggest idiot

i fear I've made it too obvious, what if he does't wanna talk to me anymore

i want a hug, a long one that hurts. to be held tightly and feel someone elses warmth around me. to smell their neck and just get lost in the moment. I want someone to want me as hard as i want them, im so tired of being alone

relapsing for no reason